#kais personal stuff

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kinda scary how people say smart people are really dumb when it comes to love. yeebies, is that true? 😨

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3/9

im late to miku day . sorry for how simple it is

miku rly helped me around middle school-ish . sometimes i wish she was real so i could tell her how much her existence matters to me. i hope she knows she saved someones life.

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goodluck, fellow upcat takers! 🫡 (kaya 'to!)

(im sorry lol ive been listening to this song for the past few days, somehow a song about emotional exhausting in a long-term relationship fits how i feel right now. )

hi lol yes ill be taking upcat tomorrow. im nerve wracked so i thought id draw to get the energy out,

for some context, upcat takers usually ask those who have previously passed the test to sharpen their pencils for them as good luck. i had someone important to me sharpen mine :)

i feel really surreal right now. this is a rite of passage for every student with big dreams imo, im glad to be here but at the same time im terrified. anyways, theres that. i wish the best for all of my fellow takers 🫡 laban!

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ordered a binder by proxy through a friend and if this thing doesnt bind my titties properly im gonna draw casper, boo, and rookie angst and make everyone suffer dont TRY me right now

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reviewing for CETs is killing me. the problem is that i dont feel the pressure. im not even reviewing actually im too busy being distracted and crashing out about other things 🥲 casper is keeping me grounded to reality i feel like if i didnt create him my consciousness would be floating around somewhere. .

im gonna make a casper photocard later so i dont go insaaaneee 🥲🥲🥲 i have 2 pull through on this one. if i actually get in this uni i like, ill celebrate with casper.

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been wondering if i should start posting my proses here, i wouldnt say im a *writer* but i do write if anyone asks

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sorry for being inactive im actually going out and touching grass for the first time in a while + babys first miku figurine purchase so im super happy heehee. also im ill :3 ballin' !!!!!

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couldnt focus on my work last night so i started ranting about religious syncretism on discord to my friends and an hour passed by. dude 😭 i genuinely cannot shut up when it comes to history, culture, or religion, so good luck on getting me to shut up when all 3 are mentioned /silly

something about spanish colonization not erasing Filipino culture and beliefs because they found a way to integrate catholicism into their own practices really gets me. even in everyday life its there. not much talked about by Filipinos themselves and at the same time its either disregarded or only honored as a part of history. its a shame honestly