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casper reminds me of shin yi-hyuk (pink haired guy) from quiet please!

i finished it earlier (eps r short so it was easy lol) and i immediately thought of him. sighhhh <- that one oomf whos insane about casper

GRGRGRGHFHRHHFHDHRHBDBDBD GAAAHHHH (<- gripping the bedsheets)

#kai talks about stuff #yuurivoice #yuurivoice casper

static-kai

casper x auron thoughts,,, i just know casper would ragebait him to death. he comes out of the office looking like somebody mangled him but no its from him getting so stressed with caspers presence that it shows. hes this 🤏 close to strangling him but he cant. casper is annoyingly endearing enough to keep around.

casper is just That Guy sometimes like sure he'd make you lose your mind and probably prod and poke you for answers if he really wants them but hes also the guy everybody knows wont judge you to your face. if you tell this guy "oh i hit someone with my car" he'd just nod and give you a pat on the back. and no one has probably seen this guy sad, like, ever.

i think theyd make a good balance. auron isnt a mild man, hes very headstrong about his desires which also matches casper. caspers really good at sniffing people out, especially when they have problems, and even better at getting people to be vulnerable . on top of that, he handles situations well so its easy to just hang with him and talk.

despite that though, casper lacks the ability to face his own emotions. auron's firm stances would probably make him confront that, which i think is interesting to think about. "why cant you take anything seriously?" x "i dont take anything seriously." type dynamic where auron has to figure casper out. i think id want a scene between them where auron is trying really really hard to try and get casper but hes struggling (rip he doesnt make much friends) LOL i need him in distress

i guess thats like, an unexplored part of my caspers character. hes good at figuring people out but not with himself, if anything he tries to bury his emotions. mr-im-fine-if-i-ignore-it. now that i think about it i can imagine auron saying casper's name in a very specific tone thats basically just warning him: "dont start." whenever casper tries to be a smartass when auron tries to help. theyre both somewhat avoidant in a way...just on different parts of the spectrum.

i cant really frame it exactly as casper being a brat i think other than the fact he getting told what to do, he also finds it funny seeing clear-cut people get frazzled when he messes with them. i mean he *could* be, but i think in this context hes just being mischievous as a way of playing around with someone. like, him showing affection because he cant extend it directly without confronting his true self. "i actually care about you i just dont know how to show it. !!! ALSO!!! 🖕<- take that"

i dont think caspers all that scared of auron (ignoring his mob boss side, this is more of his authentic personality) and probably just sees him as a real lonely guy. if anything he probably feels bad for auron but he'd just have as much respect for his hustle. his schedule is,,, more than concerning but casper doesnt comment. he's done worse shifts in his life.

i also want a scene between them where its somewhat vulnerable (could be a number of things but i thought about post-sex or maybe like a quiet evening together. it would move their relationship forward if its more of a calm setting). casper has a lot of issues he refuses to deal with so it simmers. i think getting the chance to get it out is really rare for him because his comforts are his vices, addictions, and the thrills of life. honestly this scene could be like, the moment where auron starts getting casper. its practically the moment casper drops the act that hes fine and actually admits that hes suffering and its hard to let people see that.

i still have a few thoughts but i just HAD to get this out. their dynamic could either make them or break them which i think is funny because theyre both the type of people to never give up. its like bashing two rocks together and checking for the cracks.

#the ship of smashing two of those really hard minerals and together #like a diamond and a ruby #they're cracking each other's masks wiiiide open #<- ogh yessss absolutely. best thing ever #before cracking something else open ykyk #<- 👀👀👀

luna-azzurra

The thing about a good character flaw is that it has to be the same thing as their greatest strength just turned up too high. the person who loves deeply and therefore controls. the person who sees everything and therefore trusts nothing. the person who is so loyal they lose themselves. there are no clean villains and no clean heroes and once you understand that in fiction you can't unsee it in people. everyone is just their best quality at the wrong volume.

#yuurivoice auron #<- truest statemenr ever

cloudabserk

“fujoshis are harmful to gay men” not this gay man.

cloudabserk

on twitter this got a bunch of responses like “wow even the evil fujoshis? the homophobic yet hypocritically fetishistic ones? what if the fujoshi is racist?” and like well no obviously not in that case.

cloudabserk

“shoutout to everybody from new jersey!” “even the new jersey serial killers…?”

pitbolshevik

one day i will make a masterpost of all the shit T does to your junk of only to spare the dozens of young trans guys i see panicking about it the embarassment of having to ask a bunch of strangers if their dick is okay

pitbolshevik

fuck it im doing a cliffnotes version now:

-bottom growth varies widely. I've known guys who get barely any growth and I've known guys who end up with huge t-dicks (lucky bastards 🙄) it really just depends

-it feels weird at first, but it's not particularly painful. i would get mild pain occasionally when mine first started to grow but I've known a lot of guys who haven't had any pain whatsoever. it's really nothing worth panicking over, relax.

-it is extremely fucking sensitive when it first starts to grow. like EXTREMELY sensitive. i had to switch from boxer briefs to boxer shorts because the chafing was too annoying

-you are going to end up with a foreskin if you get any growth at all and you will have to learn to clean it. thankfully it's very easy to do.

-to put it bluntly, your junk will start to smell like balls. I've seen a lot of guys panic over this. it's normal, i promise you're fine

-atrophy is a bitch but there are things you can do to fix it. I've never tried any of them because i wasn't really big on bottoming to begin with, but I've talked to guys who have had success with it. just ask your doctor.

-while I've known a lot of people who have gotten dried out by T, i haven't really noticed any change myself so ymmv

-you will probably at some point have to compare notes with other transmascs because most doctors dont know shit from fuck about medical transition. it can feel awkward at first, but you'll be surprised how quickly it dissipates. it helps to have a handful of transmasc friends you're already comfortable with vs a bunch of random strangers.

pitbolshevik

-the "you will never be able to orgasm again" myth I've seen terfs spread is laughably untrue. don't worry. there was a bit of a learning curve for me figuring out how to jerk off since i was used to working with smaller equipment, but it's fairly easy to get the hang of

-you aren't going to be unable to find any sexual partners because of your bottom growth. that is a myth and a particularly cruel one at that. i have met people of every gender and sexuality, cis and trans, who have been very very into t-dick. you'll be fine, bottom growth is hot.

pitbolshevik

over a year later i actually want to say that you should get your atrophy looked at even if you aren't bottoming. i would recommend getting it checked out as soon as you notice it

I put it off because i wasnt using that hole anyway so yayyy who cares and now i suspect that it is the cause of some of the urinary issues I've been having (an incredibly stubborn uti and some retention)

don't be dumb like me. get that shit taken care of.

#shit like this should be taught n it sucks that its not #regardless thank u ffor ur service 🫡

my casper with dog and wolf imagery because theres a specific genre of transmen who are dog coded and casper is one of them

#kai talks about stuff #yuurivoice #yuurivoice casper

bfjrhghrhb okay im also thinking of my switch au for my ocs and the yv boys. dudeeee ohmgufod im going insane. ive been thinking about their dynamics a lot

rookie -> crime boss ceo, but instead of just usual intimidation he also uses his charm and silver tongue. he has a tight knit circle with influential people that hes on very very good terms with. estranged from the family and his brother, robin, always tries to get him to rest or eat.

casper -> rookie's informant and kind of this like, ensurer that everything is going properly with the gang...like an undercover guy (much like charlie in the og au) but hes more on brute force and intel. (ouhhf charlis called a rat but i think casper would be called dog or hound here because hes insanely loyal to his orders)

boo -> was a part of the gang under rookie's wing and was one of the best "workers". femininity is very much so repressed and he leans onto his masculinity as a saving grace for his lack of acceptance towards everyone and himself. he got away from the gang once he snitched about vital information to a rival gang as revenge for the way his coworkers treat him. pretty much thats what led him to al and seth's doorstep.

for the auron, charlie, and alseth, not much changes i think.

auron -> contract lawyer, very rigid and doesnt make a good impression with his coworkers so hes usually by himself (unless rookie calls him to the office).

charlie -> moved away but made a lot of friends in his new city, would be more confident and secure in himself and would still skate (although it doesnt hit the same without casper)

alseth -> that one gay couple whos real lovey dovey that it makes you puke. very cute together, literally nothing changes theyre both happy but al is still grieving his parents. would help boo kind of ease into the idea of femininity and they also unlock a love for baking

i think rook and casper would be alright friends in this au (theyd have little gossip conversations every now just caus its funny to me). boo is more hostile towards literally everyone but alseth eventually gets her to be more comfortable so its like domesticating a spicy kitty. auron and charlie dont know each other in this au but i think charlie raises an eyebrow everytime he sees his boss with auron in his office.

#kai talks about stuff #yuurivoice #yuurivoice auron #yuurivoice casper #yuurivoice alphonse #yuurivoice seth #yuurivoice charlie #yuurivoice rook #yuurivoice boo #yv thought train #okay im mentally exhausted i think this is where ill stop for tonightnlolololol

and also ☝️ Hound AU casper (i have better names for this AU swear to god im just bad at it)((the titles more tailored to my casper specifically but the rest of the text is casper-ambiguous dw)☝️

i think i just personally like the idea of my casper being kind of crazy but also. the potential for the OG storyline,,,

Charlie had that one scene in the car with Auron where he told him about getting Casper involved with the more darker parts of Auron's job and im like (i can honestly imagine Auron raising his eyebrow at the rearview mirror to the drivers seat). like oooh wouldnt that be some drama...

Casper who was already involved with dirty work, getting hit up by Auron to work for him, then meeting Charlie again and having to live a double life with him. like thatd be really interesting because then Charlie only knows a version of Casper before pretty much everything. theyre reunited now which is something Charlie and Casper both want, but Casper would know to themselves that it isnt right to lie about something so precious and important in their life. And all of this happening while Charlie is worried about Casper getting involved with people like him back the (spoiler alert: they already are)

hfmmfngmgm thoughts.. 🧠🧠🧠

#kai talks about stuff #yuurivoice #yuurivoice casper #yuurivoice auron #yuurivoice charlie #yv thought train