Another little update about me and Art even though not many may care since it has been a long time lol
Before I left I talked about not making art my future work goal....and only keeping it as a hobby.
Well I was just afraid. Art had nothing to do with it. It was me and my trauma who were afraid to go back. I realized that I can’t work for something just so others are happy with me. There will be people who will try to talk me out of it but fuck them honestly. This has been my dream for almost 10 years and I am almost 22 years old. I never stopped having that dream. Everything else is just not able to make ME happy. ME! This is MY life.
And I was controlled by fear that others might dislike my stuff....or aren’t happy with it...somebody will like it, idk who, but there will be ONE person at least.