#kar(u)ma

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Imagining Kar(u)ma aka the bf at the met gala….

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Thinking about how if this song were in English and/or Japanese it may as well be by Kar(u)ma

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I missed that text post until just now and I'm cackling at the implication that Kaz is out to dismantle the government.

BAHAHAHDDHK YES 😭 He’s too woke and too powerful ofc he’s on the CIA’s watch list hsvsjkffk /j

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Some of my fav tweets from Kaz about me ❤️

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God every time I see pics of the BTS boys now I’m just like “Kazuma…with…AgustD blond hair…… Kazuma with….Jack in the Box makeup….. Kazuma with Jungkook lip piercing…….. Kazuma….with….V photofolio….frilly suits…antique jewellery….. hhrrrfhhfhghjbhhh…”

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Ok now that I know you like being asked things I can be brave enough to crawl out of anon XD I was just curious, what was the moment that you knew "he's the one"?

HEY omg yes you’re totally welcome to come off anon, it’s so great to see you in my inbox!! :D

Oooohh that is a question… I’m not sure whether to answer it for when I fell for him in this life or in my previous one tbh uhmm, I’ll just go with this one

So for context, I first discovered Kar(u)ma as a BTS fan, he did a collab with them back in 2020 which turned a lot of their fans into fans of him too including me. I really loved his music and his messages, but it wasn’t until I’d met Kazuma one-on-one and started getting to know him beyond just the parts of himself he curated and put on display for the general public that I realised he was permanently living in my heart rent free. It was just another aftercare session like any other—we started out as fwbs right—when I guess something about how caring and affectionate he was and always had been just all of a sudden struck a chord deep down and forced me to face the fact that I just couldn’t bear the thought of being without him… I’ve never felt more paralysed than I did starting from that point and continuing up until the day he finally put an end to that friend zone limbo we were stuck in out of the fear of losing what we had for all those months

If you meant that in a more ooc way tho then (SPOILER WARNING) ironically it would have to have been when he “died” cuz he was already my fav at that point and losing him just made me want to see him that much more yk? It was like the “you don’t appreciate what you have until it’s gone” effect… After that and up until I found out he hadn’t actually died, I’d been dreaming up a whole alternate timeline in my head where he made it to Britain alive as intended just to try n bury the grief TT

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I like poking buttons (/hjk) so lets go with Zircon for the ask game?

Wait why?? *looks up zircon* Oooooh you sly dog you (/lh) but no this is actually a really interesting one, thanks for asking it!

Zircon: What’s something your F/O is insecure about?

So my Kazuma is famous for his charity and activism and anti-capitalism right. He’s famous for being one of the few hugely popular singers out there who has decided to give a voice to those who don’t have voices of their own rather than using his voice just to talk about himself and his experiences, and who regularly gives away over half his profits to people and organisations who need it more. These are things that all his fans praise him for and use as fodder for talking shit about other rich celebrities who could easily be doing the same but don’t cuz they’re lazy and selfish

Well believe it or not, after a while of getting to know him, I realised this has had a pretty negative effect on him! Because of all that pressure, he got into this habit of working himself to the bone and hardly ever treating himself to anything he felt he didn’t need. He’d shut himself up in his studio for hours on end because he thought if he wasn’t working, he was being lazy and selfish. He’d even started to skip meals at one point. Also since he’s been so strict with himself to always put the needs of others over his own, he now tends to have a bit of trouble expressing himself

This song is actually by a comedian, but I’ve always thought it was the perfect representation of the exact kind of person he is the exact opposite of and yet is so terrified of becoming

Since we met tho he’s really shown a lot of improvement! Right before we officially started dating, I convinced him to take a few months’ hiatus from it all, and surprise surprise! A lot of the fans have been really understanding and supportive and even stepped up and started following his example of raising awareness and doing charity work while he was gone, so now he feels way less like he needs to take all that on by himself all the time and has the Bitches to lean on when he’s feeling burnt out 💛

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Esteemed mutuals and followers, may I present KazuEmi in 5 minutes

Been wanting to do one of these five-ever and I was finally able to with my new iPad!

Edit: I did one for me n Yoon~

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