An Archive of Our Own, a project of the Organization for Transformative Works
Chapters: 1/1
Wordcount: 3.7k
Rating: E
Warnings: Graphic Depictions Of Violence, Attempted R*pe/Non-Con, Blood and Gore, Dead Dove: Do Not Eat, Nightmares, Vomiting, Child Abuse
Characters: FemShep, Custom Femshep, David Anderson, Minor OC
Genre: Character Study, Horror (?)
Summary: Kara Shepard is good for two things: living and killing. She's been doing both for a long, long time.
Part 1 of The Bane of the Wood
Kara wakes up to a scream stuck in her throat and the burn of bile coming up hot on its heels.
The rush from her bed to the private bathroom attached to the captain's quarters is fumbling and she nearly trips with the sheet tangled around her feet. As it is, she doesn’t make it all the way to the toilet before the bile has come up. It’s hot and sour, and the act takes longer than it should. She vomits in waves into the bowl, until she’s heaving up nothing but excess saliva.
When it eventually stops, she slumps against the bathroom wall, head hanging between her knees. The nausea is still rolling through her gut, but there’s nothing left to bring up.
She knows how this goes. Has been here, sitting clammy and sickly pale on a bathroom floor too many times before. She’ll need a shower, she reeks of sweat and vomit, but first she needs to clean up the mess.
They say your first kill stays with you.