#karavenn

[cedricsbelovedspouse]

Suddenly thinking about texting Karamatsu at night

He sleeps late, he would be aviable

"U up? I'm scared

Wish you'd be here

I want to have you near me so I can hold you

I'm not feeling safe rn"

Karamatsu would probably ask if he should call, and even if not, he'd stat 'til Tevenn feels better

Even recording a few voice notes so Tev can listen if he wakes up

Karamatsu knows his boyfriend doesn't always have rational reasons to be scared, and knows that he's aware of it, and you can't always fight irrational with rational thoughts, so he just... Does his best

Tells him he loves him, talks about what they'll do once they see each others, even if it's just keeping their asses on the couch together

Just... Simple things

[cedricsbelovedspouse]

I made a big sandwich (homemade bread, salted butter, salad, canned thuna, eggs) and it's way too big for me

I showed it on discord joking about giving them the other half

Someone said "that's a love declaration" and I saw Tevenn giving that sandwich to Karamatsu lmaoooo

[cedricsbelovedspouse]

Saw this trend and thought why not lol

Trend started by @/ zogratiis hope it's ok if I jump in lol

[cedricsbelovedspouse]

I need to do something with Karamatsu and Tevenn playing their instruments together

Like, ik Karamatsu likes to create his own music. While Tevenn enjoys playing existing songs. But they find in between.

Karamatsu creates duets they can play together, Tevenn suggests songs they both enjoy and can play together.

[cedricsbelovedspouse]

So uh

Wip ig also dang best self portrait from a picture that I've ever made

Can't believe I finished a whole sketch in one go- like it happens but it's always surprising when it does

Anyway uh be nice

[cedricsbelovedspouse]

Ik Karamatsu prefers to play his own songs but man it would be so cool and sweet to have him starting to play some songs from The Beatles Tevenn would be a little ball of happiness

[cedricsbelovedspouse]

Doodle dump, what's that? I can't wait to do 10 sketches before posting, I must share every single doodle individually

Anyway they chillin'

[cedricsbelovedspouse]

Do I love calmer and more serious Karamatsu? Yes. I love when he's more natural, not forcing on his voice that naturally does things to my brain (his softer tone is so ougjsvndvekdbfkb /vpos)

And there's times when watching the first seasons, where I had to look away from the screen because of how embarrassing he was acting with his "cool" persona

But man

I actually kinda enjoyed the cringe LMAO

Like "omfg this is embarrassing, seriously.... Do it again"

I like to think he plays with it when he's with Tevenn, but this time he's not taking himself too seriously. Just having some silly fun with his boyfriend