Hey bitches guess who has a drawfee fixation now
Anywho this is inspired by this episode, re: bugs and elmer: https://youtu.be/EEY3kRk7jks?t=1552
Time and again, you play this game.
It begins the same. Your team talks to his and his manager then talks to yours who talks to you and like a damned fool, you agree each time.
And each time he flashes that dazzling smile at you while you know the contract is being skewed in his favour but you don’t care at that moment because he looks happy near you and a few thousand dollars doesn’t matter in front of him looking into your eyes soulfully, even if it's only for the cameras.
You both smile as he hugs you, screaming “ We got back together! OMG Elmy baby i love you so. Much.” And you say I love you back and try to convince yourself it's all fake.
It didn’t use to be, but then, he wasn’t always a selfish prick. Now you couldn’t convince him to look at you if he didn’t get any money.
The first time, the love was there. Or so you liked to believe. It's a blur now, but he stands out clear in all those memories. Smiling, happy,innocent. He was like an angel, genuinely wanting to make a change and form genuine connections.
You wonder what happened.
Or were you just wearing rose tinted glasses, ignoring all those red flags?
The first time they approached you with this idea was just a year after the breakup. You laughed in their faces. Who the fuck even proposed this idea?
But then he called you and said he wanted to do it, to get back closer,and you were putty in his hands.
God it hurts every time.
Every time he plays you, makes you believe he loves you and then releases a video titled “We broke up.”
And everytime you promise yourself you won’t go back, you won’t do this to yourself, but then he kisses you in the back of the car and you can’t leave.
The fans wonder. Of course they wonder. They theorise that you know, that he isn’t playing you, that it's a mutual agreement.
But then they also wonder if anyone can act that good.
And they're right both times.
You say it's for the money, but all this time you're fighting for love.
You wish desperately for him to mean it when he says ‘I love you.’
But you know he won’t change.
He will never love you.
If only you could stop hoping.
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Yeah anyways i haven't watched a lot of their videoes yet, but the ones i have have me frothing at the mouth, thank you @chucklingmaniacally for making me a bit insane about this