In the Darkness Music has always been the light. I know it sounds cheesy and cliche, but it's the truth music saved me. It doesn't matter the genre it revives parts of me that were decaying. i know things are wrong when I don't want to listen to music. i spent 7 years sober without music and drugs. and alcohol. boy was I dead. i never felt so much like a ghost as i did for those years. there were flickering memories but no heartbeat. my dad wanted me to go to school he was going in debt trying to make it happen. The house in pickwick was wasted in hospital bills, beers and hookers. i miss my dad, he was trying to save me while my suicidal mother didn't know how. were all broken you see, just shards of glass with the reflection of our actions, our words.