Confession
Most times when I'm in a jamming mood, I generally mean an SIO warm up session kind of jam LOLOL gosh I miss that so much Or a jam session with my brother and Kevin too. They're fun to belt Titanic with
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Confession
Most times when I'm in a jamming mood, I generally mean an SIO warm up session kind of jam LOLOL gosh I miss that so much Or a jam session with my brother and Kevin too. They're fun to belt Titanic with
I want
To go on an adventure within the next few hours
For Greg to come home so I can satisfy my WingStop cravings
To eat Chipotle
To lose the pounds that I worked so hard to gain so I can fucking fit back into my costumes
To stop being so difficult and confusing and indecisive
To go get a massage
To see Jenna again, blagh end of the week come soon!
To go through with my plans with Quynh, Tess, and Tina.
To not have to dye my blue hair
To go back to work
To buy the guitar I've been dying for
To buy my own car
To design ideas for my possible wrist tattoo (I'm artistically challenged =.=;)
To have one more day with SIO
To sing in an a cappella group again
To take dance classes
To clean my room
To go surfing
To go swimming
To find a boy to cuddle with and stuffs (Okay that was terribly cliche, sorry)
To get fit
To try to sing in the whistle range again
To go back to the times of The Wiz
To just do a lot of things *Sigh*
Concerts->Prom
Super condensed speed through of the concert week.
Monday Seasons solos were announced, and to say I was shocked is such an understatement. I literally just stared at Mr. Aron until he shooed me away LOL
Had a rough night.
Tuesday was okay, didn't go to much of school.....except for Cappella and Drama.
Rehearsals were hard.
Wednesday concert sucked balls. I was still feeling tired and off and it showed, especially in They Live in You.
Thursday was so much better, I think that was my best Shadowland night. Seasons was a teary solo.
Friday was phenomenal. Shadowland was only okay, the mic wasn't transmitting in They Live in You to the speakers, but I got though Seasons without crying. Mr. Aron cried....Andrew cried before I did. I held it in and tunneled through and I think I did pretty well.
Prom day, woke up at 6 AM and wanted to kill everything.
People started to come over about 6 hours later LOL
Did Alya's hair, which did take days but was so worth it. It was a CShi, MLe, TNguyen effort hahaha.
And then got my hair done and then make up done in like 5 minutes because I was running late.
Got to school, took pictures, went around to collect money for Cappella picture. I didn't get to take very many pictures with my friends because I was doing so =/ but it's okay. My Cappella picture ended up being fantastic....I hope. Freaking Roger, though =.=;
I napped a bit on the way there, good lord, for someone without a voice, Iwi sure was loud. And Jenn La, m'dear, I've been away from you too long, your laugh is a force to be reckoned with LOL.
Got to the venue and it was super pretty and blue :3 Karen says it'd be the perfect place for me to get married in LOL. Ate some really good food, then changed dresses...twice thanks to Susan xP I kid. I loved her dress and she looked amazing in mine.
Dance a lot of the night and had so so much fun. Had to go take down my hair about halfway through, though haha.
I kept losing Francis ALL night. I just didn't understand how I could turn around and he'd be missing when I thought he was following me =.=;
Slept practically the whole trip back, then went to IHOP with Delia, Fred, Karen, Ben, Veronica, and Michael and saw some other people there too. Hahaha. I slept through some of that as well.
And then went home and knocked out around 3:30 until I was woken up at 7:30 by my dad, and then proceeded into one of the most awkward mornings of my life....probably the most awkward so far, actually. LOL
Super good day
One of the best I've had in awhile.
Started off my day with Othello(: Conrad's humor at 7:30 AM is always so refreshing.
Then in choir, I met the new pianist, Tim, and he's pretty chill. And superrrrr good at piano too. Too bad he couldn't stay for Cappella.
Did my Econ homework really quickly and just hung out with two of my best friends ever, KLuo and JShieh.
And then Econ had a pretty easy quiz and the class was fun today. I super enjoyed it(:
And THEN in Physics we had a lab and I actually participated. I've really missed these and I feel like I'm slowly getting back on track with my Physics.
Then Othello again, but I was soooo hungry.
And then during lunch I just hung out on the lawn, didn't do much really hahahaha.
Cappella was, as always, super tiring but so worth every second. I love this family of mine. Didn't have to sing the High C today so I got a good break, because my throat wouldn't have been able to handle it today anyways. Ellen was a beastly angel up there<3
And then went on an adventure with another two of my very good friends whom I shall not name because one is playing assassins hahahaha and we'll be together in a few days too so yeah.....safety precautions.
And then at home I got food and then CNguyen, SNguyen, VNguyen, and JHoang came over to hang out and wait out the traffic, which didn't really work out well, but Sarah got to play with my make up and I got to curl my hair with an actual curler hahaha.
We all had Korean food and we met up with KNguyen, LNguyen, CTran, APham, and AVu.
Then after dropping the boys off at GMall, Keivn and I went on a HUGE adventure(:
I got to peek in at the Kidz and a bit of the Bumz today and it was so wonderful. The atmosphere was so contagiously happy and hardworking and thrilling and I wanted to belong so badly.
And there was this tiny little 8 year old boy who was AMAZING at dancing. And this like 10 year old or so girl was also beyond amazing. And then there was an older Bumz member and my lord I could not keep my eyes off of her. She's smaller than I am, but exerts so much energy and passion and she's one of the best dancers I've EVER seen.
UGH THEY'RE SO TALENTED<3
And then got Starbucks
And then Kevin and I talked a lot and it just felt so freaking nice and I had a wonderful day.
Quick weekend recap
So my awful Thursday leaked over to my Friday and my mom and I just got into huge fight.
And on Saturday was a VLYT performance but I wasn't at all up to performing because I was just so off and not happy.
Karen came over and we made videos and she completely cheered me up so much compared to how I felt when I had woken up that day.
And then we went and picked up Brian for movie night after face timing with him. And he gave me my birthday present late and all. But it was BEAUTIFUL. The Hunger Games BRACELET<3 and TWO Tangled Blankets<3
And then movie night of course made me feel overall pretty good because they never fail to make me smile. There were some awkward moments and tense situations but it's okay. We had good laughs and I love my movie night family.
Sunday was a long practice day and it was so cold and we were barefoot and I wanted to cry. On the bright side, lunch was good because I got to spend it with my girls, Christina and Victoria.
I went home, got sushi, watched Once Upon a Time and PANAM, just snuggled in my blankets.
On Monday I went out to lunch with my family and ran into Nicole, Christine, and Tarick.
Got a $13 Columbia Fleece jacket at Sports Authority.
Went to Valley Fair and found out that it costs $40 to resize me ring....FUCK THAT.
Got all my contacts transferred to my new phone YAY!!!
And went to the Disney Store (Of course) I picked up Lion King colored pencils for Brian because I was gonna help him with his egg drop and felt like he might have needed something to color with....and it was Lion King(:
And then online I ordered a $13 singing Pocahontas doll (Originally $30 WAUUU) and Brian's late christmas gift. (Finally got free shipping LOL)
Concluded my 3 day weekend with Alcatraz (AUGH SO GOOD) and steak and the best french bread I've ever tasted in my life.
Then today was a long day. I haven't been to physics since last wednesday....and I probably won't go tomorrow cuz I'm taking my driving test again tomorrow.....fuck my life...I have a test on Friday.
Read through was thoroughly amusing.
Napped when I got home.
Ate dinner.
Sort of watched Glee? More like watched the singing scenes.
Sort of watched New Girl (Still love the douche bag jar concept)
Now I sleep because I'm exhausted.
Karen slept over last night
But I was so tired that I actually slept and so we couldn't have our good long talks or like paint our nails or whatever's supposed to happen at sleepovers
WHAT A WASTE
Movie Night!
While everyone is watching The Resident, I'm happily avoiding the screen while freaking out about Virtual Choir 3!!!!!!!!! :D
I'm stepping off the scale
I was finally convinced to do something that I should have done weeks ago. I'm hiding the scale, or at least putting it out of plain sight. That way I won't get worse through health and I can only get better. Thanks(: