#tesswu

[lovecommatiffany]

I want

To go on an adventure within the next few hours

For Greg to come home so I can satisfy my WingStop cravings

To eat Chipotle

To lose the pounds that I worked so hard to gain so I can fucking fit back into my costumes

To stop being so difficult and confusing and indecisive

To go get a massage

To see Jenna again, blagh end of the week come soon!

To go through with my plans with Quynh, Tess, and Tina.

To not have to dye my blue hair

To go back to work

To buy the guitar I've been dying for

To buy my own car

To design ideas for my possible wrist tattoo (I'm artistically challenged =.=;)

To have one more day with SIO

To sing in an a cappella group again

To take dance classes

To clean my room

To go surfing

To go swimming

To find a boy to cuddle with and stuffs (Okay that was terribly cliche, sorry)

To get fit

To try to sing in the whistle range again

To go back to the times of The Wiz

To just do a lot of things *Sigh*

[lovecommatiffany]

Woot

I've missed Tess and Tina so much.

And it was seriously the greatest thing that's happened to me the past like 6 weeks to see them and talk to them again (separately of course)

I can't wait to see them in person again<3

My life has been rather gray

[lovecommatiffany]

So tired

I watched Rise of the Planet of the Apes and got home at like 1 and then woke up at like 7 to go to church at 8 O: I was DYING today in church.

And then at the beginning of Mass I was thinking of the song Christ Be Our Light, and lo and behold I AM MAGICAL. They played the song during the communion time LOL.

And then at VLYT I forgot to bring comfy pants sooo I struggled a bit but it's okay, not too bad. I was recasted for Loi Ve YAY! and then I was casted for Dong Thap, I seriously was so shocked, especially since I'm the only newbie in the dance, everyone else is a returning person so I had a lot to catch up on, and I suck at playing catch up.

Jenny was so nice and patient and she taught me most of the dance, and she warned me that some of it might be opposite cuz we weren't sure which way I was going, dear Lord EVERYTHING was opposite LOL! But luckily I had the base and I just had to figure out which way to turn and which leg to pop.

I'm going to work really hard to remain in those dances and I'm super hoping that my schedule will allow for me to do so *Sigh* I do feel really guilty when I miss out, but I do prioritize school first, but hopefully everything I needed to possibly take off is on my contract, I doubt there will be any extra days.

Went to the fabric store and got a couple of fabric samples for my dancers, but the lady was SUCH a bitch about it.....she was like I can't give you that much blah blah, and I'm like...I'm not ASKING for that much! I just need a small like finger sized sliver!

Fell asleep on the way home. Then watched some strange funny TV show at home, then watched AIDA.SO BEAUTIFUL, but omg this is the last time I'm getting miked. I promise after Mrs. Barzci and Ms. Conrad see that DVD and hear how off and loud I was, there goes the end of my musical career at Tino D: Jackie almost made me cry, when she sang I Know the Truth, and freaking I WANT SOMEONE TO LOVE ME LIKE FRANCIS LOVED AMY DURING THOSE FEW HOURS. The scene where she admitted that she loved him and then he heard made me want to cry at the cuteness.

Had dinner, then looked ALL OVER for the Dong Thap youtube video that someone took of Long Beach last year.....so I could study and not have to pull everyone again. But it would not pop up at all. Me cry D: Hopefully one of the JLs knows the link because I seriously want to learn it forreals and hopefully I can use that video to study. And the actual song is SO SLOW O: So I'm using it to figure out the lyrics lol. Hopefully I'm not singing them wrong.

My back hurts and I was hoping to webcam with Tess and Alan but NOOO THEY DON'T REPLY D:

So I plan to sleep soon.