#katieproblems

[girl-in-the-pearls]

Everyone's going out meanwhile I'm here in bed eating melon balls, watching Chopped and pretending to ignore the fact that I have to be up at 6:00 am tomorrow. Awesome.

[elderfl0wer]

Saw somebody I once new in town today :/ I feel like I messed something up that could have been great meh

[runfrom-me]

you need to stop, because the next time you say you love me i might actually believe you. 

[runfrom-me]

How does it feel to be doing all the things you said you never would?  To be best friends with all the people you've always said you hated? To have no other choice, because you've used up all your chances with everyone else that's ever trusted you? I hope it feels good. Because, if it does't feel good, it feels really fucking bad, doesn't it? To have screwed up everything, because you couldn't control your temper, or even grasp the idea of you being wrong, just once? You're a completely different person than you were a year ago. Yeah, people change, but they usually don't take total 180's. Have a nice life, I'll see you at the finish line. I know you'll be wearing one of those purple ribbons or brown ribbons, just like you always have. It's not like you can do any better.  

[runfrom-me]

I think I'm gonna get my period tomorrow :(  Normally I wouldn't be so upset, but I'm scared to go to the hospital again. And my mom's not even gonna be home tomorrow.

Life fucking sucks.  

[oddosprey]

uuggggh my back has been bothering me lately and it really kicked it into high gear today.

I can't slouch or lean forward without it spazzing out. It hurts to stand up, and I'm sure all the standing around we did during critique this morning really helped to make it hell later on in painting this afternoon. xD

I was seriously sitting in a little desk style chair and reaching up to try and sketch out my project on the easel I was at. You don't sit in a short chair to sketch. I don't sit to sketch. It's just not done.

So while I took forever to get the sketch to look right because I was at such an awkward angle and I had to keep shifting my weight around to make my back not ache, the student teacher came up to point out that something was off in the sketch and I seriously wanted to give up right there and go home. I had spent the first hour of class proping myself up with my sketchbook hovering over my lap (BECAUSE I CAN'T LEAN FORWARD) in the most awkward positions so I could take notes. And at that point I was done. She is the sweetest thing ever so I felt bad for how blunt my answers were and tried to buck up toward the end of class but owww I was physically not in the mood to be told at the beginning of a sketch that something was off in what I was doing xDDD

Anyway, sitting up to tumblr hurts. I'm leaning against the wall next to my bed right now in a stiff pose because my lower back doesn't want to curve forward. I can't even tie my shoes without flopping on the ground to do it so I don't have to kneel or lift my legs up.

I JUST.

I NEED A HEATING PAD.

PRONTO.