#kats evil thoughts...

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thinking.

ponyboy "im not a kid I can do whatever I want I can be independent" curtis.

but also

ponyboy "can I get some help on math homework... and folding clothes... could I be tucked in... could I get a sad horse stuffed animal..." curtis

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"whats your favorite horror m"

JOHNNY'S HAND GOING LIMP IN PONY'S.

JOHNNY'S LAST WORDS REFERENCING A POEM HE HAD HEARD A WEEK OR A FEW DAYS EARLIER AND THE FACT IT WAS THE POEM PONY HAD MEMORIZED, KNOWING HIS BEST FRIEND LOVED THAT POEM.

THE ONLY TIME JOHNNY WASN'T SCARED AND BRAVE WAS WHEN HE WAS SAVING THE KIDS FROM THE CHURCH.

PONY BEING THE LAST KID JOHNNY SAVED FROM THE CHURCH FIRE.

i dont know i dont watch horror movies

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ponyboy and johnny probably do the hug and spin each other around thing if they dont see each other for a while

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random au where dally adopts johnny because his parents disowned him. like, worst friend ever, but when its johnny???

probably goes to the parent teacher conferences, lets him rant (gives horrible advice), gets questioned by teachers, ("arent you a little young?" "no, man, no.") Bla bla bla.

and if someone insults johnny in public? "thats my son you're talking about!! 😡😡" "i am not your son" "shut up man??"

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"are you man enough?"

but it's ponyboy having to rebuild his life and go back to being normal after dally and johnny died

"are you man enough?"

but it's darry having to tell his kid brothers their parents are dead and now he has the responsibilities of being two parents at the same time on his shoulders

"are you man enough?"

but it's sodapop trying to act normal around ponyboy after his letter to sandy came back unopened

"are you man enough?"

but it's dally, hoping that johnny's not dead and he just passed out temporarily

"are you man enough?"

but it's johnny making a split second decision just to save ponyboy from drowning

"are you man enough?"

but it's darry and sodapop, never knowing when their brother will come back home

"are you man enough?"

but it's two bit, searching for his switchblade, trying to distract himself from the fact dally is dead

"are you man enough?"

but it's steve stumbling forward with a sob and sodapop having to catch him after dally died

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i had a dream last night and it was just book accurate dallas winston spinning in a circle like that one seal gif before randomly disappearing??? bro get out of my fucking dreams???

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hear me out

dally when pb+j

(ill draw this eventually)

(he doesnt like them)

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say hi to ponycar hes still on my ceiling fan