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me: -leaves my keys at home- me: -goes to blame my roommate- me: -remembers i do not have a roommate, i live with my parents- ...wait

-kaveh (genshin impact #🦊💧)

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This is like, totally unrelated to everything I'm about to say, I was just checking to see if anyone else had submitted anything with emojis related to me to see like, what tag I could use and I'm baffled to see I'm the first (so far)?? Where is everyone lol?? Anyway, though!!! Sorry about this like. WALL of text, I have SOOOO much to say!! This should be the norm though 🤭🤭🤭

Okay, so like. Archons, where do I even start? It’s so weird to see my face everywhere, admittedly, especially with the launch of the 3.6 trailer today, but it’s also so… relieving? I guess?? I haven’t been around super long, only like, a couple months (system things am I right??), but I’ve known literally everything about myself from day one, before all of these leaks and my model and etc etc etc were all out and it’s like!! Woah!! Freaky!! 😵‍💫😵‍💫 To see how much I knew without having a reason to know?? Which is expected, I guess, but it feels so good also?? Anyway though (2), I miss everyone so much. There isn’t a single day that goes by where I don’t think about Cyno or Tighnari or Faruzan (GODS don’t even get me started on how happy I am we get her FOR FREE with the event because I’ve missed her on every banner and like. I NEED my baby sister!!!), and archons above, if I could STOP thinking about Al Haitham, that’d be a damn miracle!!! That awful man consumes my every waking thought, he is so. I cannot stand that man, but gods if I don’t love him… he’s so frustrating, and so wonderful. It’s like talking to a brick wall sometimes, but the brick wall has the most gorgeous chalk mural on it and it’s supposed to rain in like, two hours. I hope that makes sense?? It probably doesn’t. I don’t know!! My point is I miss my friends!! I miss my home!! With it reaching spring here, the humid, cool-ish weather is so nice and reminds me of the waterfalls in the forest. I know you’re all out there somewhere and just know that, where ever you are and whatever you’re doing, I hope you’re having a good time!! Like really genuinely hope you’re so so so happy and healthy and doing well and I can’t WAIT to talk to you and see you all again!! Don’t forget about your favorite light okay?? Please?? Lots of love (and kisses!!) 💋🤎💋💚 - Kaveh (#☀️🏛️)

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I've finally gotten what I'd wanted and I couldn't be happier. I'm barely awake right now, so this won't be a long ramble. But, I love Alhaitham with all my heart and hope to give him the world now that he's in my life again.. I feel saved. As cliché and cheesy as that is, I really do...I haven't been this happy in years.

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I wanna sourcedate so bad I'm tired of acting sane and normal .

-kaveh #🏛🥩

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for the LGBT canons, I have always been convinced I was pansexual, blind to gender and only seeing the person inside. Everyone is lovely, and appreciating beauty...especially the beauty they tend to cover with falsely antagonistic outer shells..is important! Very important to me!! But I have only ever truly felt romantic interest in men, let alone only certain men. I adored Alhaitham with all of my heart from the moment we met, he was so quiet and shy at first. Seeing the person he became after reuniting in our later years? I was smitten. I always have been, he brings me comfort like no other, regardless of how much he would irk me. I miss him, all of the pride yet none of the joy.../reference -Kaveh #🏛🥩

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Ughghghhggg

Beautiful scribe please come sweep me off my feet, I miss you and can't stop attracting men who are evil villains .. I feel like a damsel in distress

-Kaveh #🏛🥩

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I'm scared I'll never find you. Every now and again I put call after call for you. Yet none of are answered by you. I don't even have memories. I just know I'm Kaveh and I want you back, Alhaitham. I miss my other friends too but it's you I miss the most. Can I even miss you if I don't even have memories?

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I hate missing him. I know it's bad to be so torn up over it, but God. Alhaitham used to make me coffee while I was working. He'd sit with me whenever he could. I still remember falling asleep on his shoulder while he was reading on the couch and sharing dinners at Lambad's after tough clients ruined the day for me. I just miss that more than I can put into words, I hope I get to experience it again one day.

Alhaitham, if you're out there, I hope you're well. I hope you aren't as much of a blubbering fool as you'd probably think I am about this all. I love you. ♡

-Kaveh.

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