Oct 1, 2019
me & my gf 😳
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me & my gf 😳
little butterfly i made for @mommyisssues
its always been this way, i try so hard and get thrown away. bailey, elonah, kodi, mina, gwen, avery, hailey, madi, elijah, zoie, parker, haley, kaitlyn, taylor, julia, kaylee, and the list goes on.
im just garbage being picked out the trash and told lies before being tossed back in. how dare you tell me i cant turn to drugs to make me feel like i actually matter for once.
ive honestly been thinking about doing it again. a little speedball could either kill me or help me write the best tracks in my personal history. elonah knows where to get what i need, but i dont really want to talk to her anymore.
a little more about pussywilla—we were all junkies with a dream, but SOME of us were more ambitious than others. it was when i wrote angel on earth (a song about a girl i’d been seeing) that she started to get jealous and retaliate. i wrote on heroin and on coke, and we performed on it too.
funny thing is, elonah used to shoot up with me, and started a band with me during our recovery, where we performed 9 of my songs that i wrote completely on my own. she played bass, while kodi played guitar, and i sang. we never found a drummer. anyway, she’s one to talk. she has no right to intrude on the way that im living when she was part of pussywilla.
ok so elonah asked me if i do crack and—no, i dont, first of all—and told me i look like i frequent gas stations—which i do, second of all.
everything i do is for you. i want to be pretty for you, stock up on weed & lucy for you, be sweet for you. i love someone who cant feel it. its hard loving me back.