#elonah

[calendrekitten]

ive honestly been thinking about doing it again. a little speedball could either kill me or help me write the best tracks in my personal history. elonah knows where to get what i need, but i dont really want to talk to her anymore.

[calendrekitten]

a little more about pussywilla—we were all junkies with a dream, but SOME of us were more ambitious than others. it was when i wrote angel on earth (a song about a girl i’d been seeing) that she started to get jealous and retaliate. i wrote on heroin and on coke, and we performed on it too.

[calendrekitten]

funny thing is, elonah used to shoot up with me, and started a band with me during our recovery, where we performed 9 of my songs that i wrote completely on my own. she played bass, while kodi played guitar, and i sang. we never found a drummer. anyway, she’s one to talk. she has no right to intrude on the way that im living when she was part of pussywilla.

[calendrekitten]

ok so elonah asked me if i do crack and—no, i dont, first of all—and told me i look like i frequent gas stations—which i do, second of all.