#kaymydit

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At this point, I don't know if I'm making progress or I'm just used to it

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My scars/wounds on my right forearm passed for cigarette burns :’)

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Me: *having a really sensitive wound on my arm*

Someone: *put their hand on that exact spot*

Me: ;;;;;

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I think the last time I relapsed as I am right now was like five years ago

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It’s been a while since I posted something! So here’s a lil update

I feel like I’m more able to control my urges even if it can be frustrating sometimes haha. I still have a lot of scars and my goal is to touch my face the less as possible and I’m thinking to revamp a little bit my haircut with a side fringe so that’s good.

Also I finished college at the end of may (yay!) so I suppose that my skin will have time to heal since school my anxiety inducing which caused derma. I had a relapse at the end of one a my internship but it looks already better 3 weeks later

✨

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Could it be cool to make a post of pictures of our dermatillomania but in an “aesthetic/mood board” set? Because I thought of making myself one, but I also thought that if a lot of people are doing theirs too it could kind of be a way to do some awareness

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I hate it, because I’m going to a prom tonight and with a few friends we reserved a room in the hotel for the night and the next morning they’ll probably (surely) go to the swimming pool/hot tub since it's included in the price. Even if I do like to swim, I don't really want to go, because I straightened my hair (which I never do) for the occasion but it means that I'll have to tie them up which also means I won't have them to hide my shoulders.

I totally could wear a t-shirt but I just feel like a weirdo since nobody wears one and last time I did I was the only one in the Entire. Place. And I had between my friends a silent feeling that they were like... Okay?? As you wish

On the other hand, I could try to be brave and go without a t-shirt since it's not that bad atm, but I don't want to be lowkey anxious all the time??

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Tfw you cut your nails to not damage your skin, but having cut nails frustrates you since you can’t pick effectively