#kaysthoughts

[kaydababiisadist]

Step dad had a stroke and lost the ability to speak and most movement on his right side.

So that’s cool.

[kays-nothangry]

Another bonus for st4rving:

We can have an4l anytime he wants

I’ll be light enough for him to throw around

We can try new positions cause I won’t be too heavy

[kaydababiisadist]

Did yall miss me? I feel so out of place here sometimes cause like get it together kay. You’re still shit posting on tumblr cause it’s your only safe space 😭.

Like did we think we’d still be here 18 years later still hating who you are as a person and complaining to no one in particular? No. No we did not but here we are.

[kaydababiisadist]

It’s the night before my mom died 6 years ago in my arms. All I can feel is the urge to give up because I feel like a failure and burden to everyone. Ik how much it hurts to not have my mom hare with me and it wasn’t her choice so I wouldn’t put my family thru deciphering my post bad letters but it hurts and I just want to escapes and not feel.

I literally saw the life drain from her eyes from her soul.

[kaydababiisadist]

I’m drunk with a man I hate 😇

[kaydababiisadist]

Only good thing about my minimum wage job is that it’s a salad bar so less likely to get fat. Not impossible but less likely

[kaydababiisadist]

So the update I don’t think I ever gave like a month ago.

Idk what I thought was so special I needed a while update.

My step dad died on Mother’s Day (our mom is died when she was a senior in high school).

I had to tell my little sister on Mother’s Day that her dad died. She was 22, now without either parent.

She turned 23, 12 days later.

My other little sister graduated high school and I was very proud.

I started a minimum wage job I hate already.

[kaydababiisadist]

Y’all I forgot my password and was gone for too long 😭😭. Also got a new phone. Shout out to my parents.