She looked at herself in the full length mirror, turning right, then turning left. Her favorite pair of leggings weren’t fitting like they used to. She had gained weight. It was hard maintaining a figure that the Tres Spades CEO deserved, or at least what she thought he deserved. She sighed, “I have to lose some weight.” She said to herself quietly.
She entered Eisuke’s kitchen, immediately starting the coffee. She opened the fridge and took out eggs, onions, and peppers. Preparing to make breakfast. Eisuke came out of his home office looking at his phone; when he looked up, he saw _ _ _ looking displeased. “What’s the matter?” She shrugged her shoulders. “I don’t know, just in a bad mood.” He arched an eyebrow. “You haven’t even been up for an hour. What would put you in a bad mood so quickly?” She rolled her eyes, “I don’t know, Eisuke. Just leave me alone and let me cook breakfast!” She snapped at him, “You don’t need to get pissy with me. It was a question.” She immediately felt terrible.
“Sorry,” He kissed her forehead. “It’s fine.” He went to sit at the table while she cooked. The door swung open and in sauntered Ota, Baba, Mamoru, and Soryu. She sighed. Could she get a moment of peace with her boyfriend for once? Of course, knowing they’d want to eat, she made extra. There were omelets, toast, sausage, fruit, and yogurt when she brought the food to the table. “Is this a special occasion? It’s like a gourmet breakfast.” Baba joked. Soryu shot a glare his way, shutting him up. “I dunno. I figured you’re all here, so I might as well.”
As they talked and ate, she gave herself a small serving, knowing she had to watch how she ate if she wanted to lose weight. As everyone ate their fill, they all talked while she cleaned breakfast, but Eisuke noticed her taking bites of sausage and fruit as she packed everything up. After wiping the table, she left to go shopping. “Have you noticed _ _ _ eating more than normal?” Mamoru asked. Eisuke was swiping through his phone. “A bit” Soryu leaned back in the chair, crossing his arms across his chest. “You don’t find that odd? Maybe she’s stressed?” Eisuke looked up from his phone to his best friend. “Maybe.” Ota was doodling on a napkin. “I would pay attention to her. It could be something serious.” Eisuke scratched the back of his neck. “I’m over this conversation.”
When Eisuke returned home from work that same day, he found her asleep on the couch with the TV playing. Taking off his shoes, he went around the sofa, lifting her up and taking her to the bedroom where she could sleep properly. Her eyes blinked open when he was covering her up. “Eisuke?” He reached up and caressed her cheek. “You fell asleep on the couch.” She sat up and rubbed her eyes. “I’ve been exhausted lately. There’s no reason for it. Not like I don’t get enough sleep.” He kissed her on the forehead, and her stomach growled. “Have you eaten?” She blushed, “I ate. I’m just constantly hungry. It’s irritating.” He smiled.
“How about a snack, then?” How could she refuse when he was being so sweet? “Okay,” She went to stand up and suddenly felt dizzy. Not able to see, she sat down, waiting for her vision to return to normal “_ _ _?” She stood back up. “I just got really dizzy.” Eisuke was quiet as they went into the kitchen. As they gathered food for a nice snack, his mind was racing. Maybe something was wrong? Some medical condition, perhaps? After their snack, she went to bed.
The following day, she entered the kitchen to start breakfast when she heard footsteps behind her. She turned and smiled, but he didn’t smile back; instead, he crossed his arms. “What?” she asked, feeling his stare heavy on her. “There was a bunch of candy wrappers in the trash this morning. Did you get up during the night to eat?” She adverted her eyes. “I felt like I was starving” Eisuke raised his eyebrows. “So you ate a bunch of candy?” She sighed. “I didn’t want to make anything; someone had given me some candy.”
She furrowed her brows. “I don’t know what’s wrong with me! It’s like I can’t stop myself. I’m so hungry all the time. I’ve been trying to watch what I eat to lose weight, but I feel sick if I don’t eat.” He motioned for her to come to him and led her to the kitchen table, sitting across from each other. “Why are you trying to lose weight? You’re fine the way you are.”
“Because I want you to be proud to call me your woman, not when I look bloated and chubby. I hate it.” He put his head in his hand. “You’re fine. You’re more beautiful than any other woman anyways. Stop trying to live up to what you think are my expectations without knowing first.” He looked her over, noticing her breasts looking a little fuller, her face a little swollen. It couldn’t be weight gain; she hasn’t put on that much weight, maybe a couple of pounds, but not enough to make a noticeable difference.
He started connecting the dots as he looked at her. Her insatiable hunger, dizzy spells, exhaustion, and now she tells him she’s bloated. He cleared his throat, and she looked at him, confused. “What?” He swallowed, almost nervous to say what he was about to say. “I don’t think you need to lose weight. You should feed your body if it’s telling you to.” She was confused. “Why would I do that? I’ll gain more weight?” He rubbed the back of his neck. “I don’t think it’s just weight gain, _ _ . I think you’re pregnant.” Her eyes widened, and she just looked at him for what seemed like minutes of not speaking. “ _ _?” When he called her name, she came to reality. “Oh my god! I think you’re right. How did this even happen?” Eisuke smirked, “I can show you how if you want?” She kicked him from under the table. “Stop it. This is serious! I’m on birth control.” She looked at him again. “Why are you so calm?!”
He sighed, “Birth control isn’t completely effective in preventing pregnancy. We’d have to use a condom in tandem with birth control, but why would we do that? We’re only sleeping with each other. What does it matter anyway? I can take care of you and the baby. That’s no problem. It just means I get to see the efforts of our lovemaking with your swollen womb. To think we made life. Feels special, don’t you think?” She beamed. “Come here, baby.”
She walked over towards him and pulled her down to sit on his lap, and he put his hand on her stomach and kissed her cheek. “Don’t be scared, be excited. Take joy in the fact that you are growing a life. That’s what you deserve, don’t think of this as a bad thing.” She smiled, “Of course, I would be excited, but you talk about it as if I am. We don’t know till I take a test.” He kissed her again on the temple. “Because you are; I don’t need some silly test to tell me something I already know.” She rolls her eyes at his arrogance.
“Okay, Eisuke. Cause you’re a doctor now? Aren’t I supposed to feel sick?” Eisuke sits back and crosses his arms. “If you’re so concerned, maybe we should call Luke here? Would that make you feel better?” She pondered for a moment. “So indecisive” He picked up his phone, calling Luke without waiting for her answer.
Not long after Eisuke hangs up the phone, there’s a knock at the door. Eisuke gets up and answers it, and Luke steps in with a bag of medical supplies. He places the bag on the counter and looks at both Eisuke and _ _ _. “So what can I do for you?” You cross your arms. “Sexy bones?” He reads your body language. Eisuke clears his throat and stands up. “I need you to see if she’s pregnant.” Luke’s eyes go wide, and he gasps. “Were you trying? I had no idea.” She shakes her head. “No,” Luke smiles, “Accidents are always fun too.” He picks up his bag. “Let’s go in the bedroom so I can examine you.” She nods, following Luke.
Moments later, she walks out with Luke remaining completely quiet. Eisuke looks at her. “What happened?” Eisuke asks. _ _ _ silently sits down, and Luke walks up to Eisuke putting his hand on his shoulder and lowering his voice to a whisper, “She’s pregnant, and she’s scared. It would be best if you were supportive. Stress can affect the baby.” Eisuke nods, and Luke pats him on the shoulder. He takes out a prescription pad. “I’m going to give you a prescription for some prenatal vitamins.” He says as he writes, “Also, let me know if you start feeling nauseous. If you can’t keep food down, I can prescribe something for the nausea, but you might be lucky and not feel sick at all.” He smiles as he hands her the prescription. She takes it, looks at the prescription, and looks at Eisuke worriedly. Luke smiles again, picks up his bag, and leaves the suite, shutting the door behind him.
She turns away from Eisuke, “I’m going back to bed.” She set the prescription on the table and walked to the bedroom, wrapping herself under the blankets. Eisuke followed not long after, not wanting her to shut him out. He sat on his side of the bed, crossing his legs at the ankles. He lifted the blanket so he could see her face. Seeing tears falling. He furrows his brow, and uncovers her head, then lays down so he is level with her. “Do you not want the baby?” He asked as he stroked her hair. “It’s not that. I want to keep it. Of course, I’ll keep it. What if I’m not a good mother? I have no idea how to raise a child. I’ve never really been around children.” His face relaxes. “I think this is a normal fear, but I also think your instincts will tell you how to do the rest. You’re going to be a great mother. You are caring and kind. How could you not be?”
She wiped her eyes. “I don’t know why I’m so upset, it was bound to happen eventually, but I’m really upset.” Eisuke smiled tenderly at her, “It’s probably hormones, baby.” He kissed the top of her head. “Turn over” She gave him a confused look. “Just do it” She turned on her side so her back faced Eisuke, and he rubbed her back soothingly. “You’ll get through this because I will be here every step of the way. Now close your eyes. You need to rest.”
TW: Heart condition, car accident, main character death
Nothing could have prepared Ota or any of them for what happened. An underlying heart condition. You went into heart failure while driving home, plummeting into a guard rail. You had succumbed to your injuries not long after you were able to give the nurse your phone to call Ota, passing away before he could make it to your side.
You were already in the penthouse when they finally came home that night. It had been evident that they all were upset. Shaken to their core. None of them spoke. They all stood in the middle of the lounge in silence. You tried to get their attention, but no one saw or heard anything. Your yells and shouts fell on deaf ears.
The four men watched Ota with heavy hearts as he retreated to his suite with a bag of your belongings from the hospital.
You watched as he fell apart, unable to sleep in the bedroom. Grasping onto a stuffed animal he had bought for you when you first became a couple.
You watched them come home from your funeral, beaten and destroyed emotionally. That was Ota’s breaking point. He had yet to sleep in the bed. Painting was out of the question. He could barely think clearly. How could he paint? Everyone was concerned for him, and knowing how much you and Ota loved each other with that endless all-consuming love, no one pried.
You were done staying silent. While Ota slept on the couch, you brushed his cheek and ran your fingers through his hair. Part of being a spirit was you had no physical body, so there was no feeling. You were touching him, but you couldn’t feel the warmth of his skin or the softness of his hair. As much as you craved him, you knew you couldn’t change that you were dead.
During the night, you would settle in and keep Ota silent company, watching over him. You wandered into the bedroom, seeing a collection of things you had been wearing the day you died. A sapphire bracelet, a watch, a pair of pearl earrings, a couple of rings, the necklace he had made for you. The bird pendant, you wore it often. Your purse. It had all been placed so precisely. Right next to a photo of the two of you smiling. You picked it up the necklace, tracing the crystals with the pad of your finger.
Walking out of the bedroom, you sat at the dining table, inspecting it. Remembering the moment Ota had given it to you. You placed it neatly on the table, eventually forgetting you had put it there.
The afternoon sun gleamed in, waking Ota up. He stared into nothingness as he began to wake. Reaching for his phone, he unlocked it. He didn’t check social media, and he wasn’t returning calls or texts. He simply read over your text messages and listened to the voicemails you had left him. He would look at the photos he had taken of his beloved Koro. He did this every day, knowing he was torturing himself.
Ota stood up, stretching his tight muscles. He poured himself some cereal. Sitting down at the table to eat, the stones on the necklace shined in the sunlight. Making him gasp. With wide eyes, he stood up, walking over to where the necklace lay casually on the table. He stared momentarily, taking in a breath before reaching for the necklace with disinclination. Fingers trembling, he picked it up and put it in his palm.
He looked around as if he expected someone to be in his suite when he knew full well that it was just him. He silently observed the necklace, with a triad of emotions filling him.
Ota had given up believing in much of anything a long time ago. Your death only cemented it even more, giving him resolve that no one would take such a wonderful person away. Pressing his lips together. He looked at the necklace, observing it from different angles. He didn’t know how it got there, and he certainly didn’t remember putting it there. Walking back to the bedroom to put it away, he looked at your belongings that had been sitting there untouched since he came home from the hospital.
When Ota turned around to exit the room, he looked at the bed. Remembering how cute you looked when you woke up with your hair all over the place. Before you could fall asleep, you would always reach for his hand, twinning your fingers with his. A silent tear rolled down his cheek. “Why did you have to leave me? I need you, don’t you see that?” He shook his head, “What am I doing?” He left the room, turning off the light. Realizing his cereal was probably soggy by now, he dumped it into the sink averting to the next easiest thing, room service.
You were in the lounge observing your friends interact with one another when Eisuke suddenly stood up. “I have a conference call for our latest event.” Soryu looked up from his phone. “is this the one that _ _ _ came up with?” Eisuke straightened his suit jacket. “Mm. Yes,” Eisuke walked up the stairs to his suite, remembering how you came up with the idea in the first place.
Eisuke was sitting in the lounge scrolling through his tablet “No good.” Scrolling again, “No” Scrolling more, “Not happening” You were dusting and could hear Eisuke’s growing frustration. “Something the matter, Eisuke?” He set his tablet down, groaning. “The event planners I hired have the worst ideas.” You approached him, “You know what you should do?” He looked over at you. “If you have a suggestion, I’m listening.” You smiled, “You should have a metaphysical event and bring in tarot readers, psychics, and palm readers, so people could connect with their lost loved ones. It would be fun.” Eisuke rolled his eyes, “That is the worst idea you’ve ever had.” You laughed as you continued on with your work. He wanted to go forward with it even if it was meant to be a joke. You thought of it in that strange mind of yours. It was the least he could do to honor you. Of course, you hadn’t the slightest idea what he was up to.
Inside Ota’s room, there was suddenly a knock on Ota’s door, and you noticed how thin he was starting to look as he shuffled over to the door. You couldn’t say you were worried. You didn’t feel emotions like you did when you were alive. You weren’t sad, but you weren’t happy either. What you did know is that you didn’t like seeing him wasting away like this.
He barely opened the door enough for him to see Eisuke. “What is it?” He asked with a raspy voice, hoarse from a dreamless sleep. “Let me in. I have something to discuss with you.” Ota thought for a second. “Why?” Eisuke rolled his eyes, “Just let me in” Ota looked at him with irritation. “No.” Eisuke was getting increasingly frustrated when Ota tried to shut the door. Eisuke pushed the door open, forcing himself in before Ota could close it. Glaring at Eisuke, he finally stepped aside, letting him enter. He looked Ota up and down, seeing the reality of Ota’s state of mind. “Are you taking care of yourself?” Ota sat down on a chair, the chair you always sat in. “Eating enough?” Eisuke walked in and was surprised at the sight of Ota’s bedroom, seeing it practically untouched “I’m eating enough to ensure I’m still breathing.” Eisuke then noticed the bed he had made himself on the couch, along with the stuffed bunny. “Are you sleeping on the couch?” Ota shrugged his shoulders. Eisuke walked to the spare bedroom peering in. Usually, that was where Ota would paint if he wasn’t at his studio, but seeing as how he hasn’t left. He was curious. “You aren’t painting?”
Ota was growing impatient, “Is this an interrogation, or are you going to tell me why you’re here?” Moving back to the living room, Eisuke looked at Ota. “There’s going to be an event at the hotel. You’re expected to be there.” Ota crossed his arms, “No” Eisuke looked at his friend, “Excuse me ?” Ota just looked at him. “_ _ _ came up with the idea people will expect you to be there.” Ota shook his head. “Why? Eisuke hmm? She isn’t here. She’s fucking gone, never coming back. Why do I need to go down there and pretend I’m fine and see all her friends just to be reminded of how she was stolen from me?” Eisuke sat down. “I know you’re not fine. Everyone knows that. No one expects you to be, but it’s been three months, Ota. You’ve got to start living your life again, and this would be a good start.”
Ota looked at Eisuke. “I can’t do this right now.” Ota stood up, walking away. “She’d want you there, Ota.” That’s when Eisuke heard a crash from the kitchen. “Ota?” Eisuke walked into the kitchen to see a plate broken on the floor. He looked up at Ota, who had his fists clenched tightly. He had obviously purposely broken the plate. “I know _ _ _ would want me there. I know that! I just don’t know how to do this!” He looked over at Eisuke. “How am I supposed to go on without her? How am I supposed to live life? Everything reminds me of her.” Eisuke gave his friend a rare compassionate look. “You aren’t supposed to forget her. That would be impossible. You learn to live with the pain, and slowly, the pain becomes more tolerable. You have got to pull yourself together. You’re a damn mess.” Ota furrowed his brow. “I know.” He said quietly.
Feeling yourself being pulled, you entered the kitchen to see what was transpiring. You saw the pained look on Ota’s face, so you wrapped your arm around his arm and leaned your head on his shoulder. You wished you could show him you were there, show anyone you were there.
Ota looked down at his bare feet, feeling a sort of calm come over him. Something you were always able to do just by touching him. Ota sighed, “I’ll go to the event, not for you or myself. For her.” Eisuke nodded and paused “_ _ _ wouldn’t want this for you.” He knitted his eyebrows together, forming deep worry lines. “I know she’d want me to go on with my life. How am I supposed to do that, Eisuke? I wasn’t ready. I wasn’t ready for her to leave, and she was just gone. I didn’t even get to say goodbye.” Eisuke ran a hand through his hair.
“No one was ready, not even her family. It was so unexpected. You would have never been prepared for that.” Ota swallowed, “If I had insisted more that she come with me, then she wouldn’t - “Eisuke glared at Ota. He knew Ota was smarter than this. “Stop right there! Her heart gave out, and that’s why she got in that car accident. If the car accident hadn’t killed her, her heart would have. Didn’t you hear what the doctor said? She had a heart condition that she didn’t know she had. That no one knew she had.” He sighed, “There was literally nothing you could have done differently that would have saved her. It would be best if you found a way to make peace with that” Ota bit his lip, knowing Eisuke was right but not wanting to believe it. Eisuke looked at him, his collarbones more pronounced. Worry welled up inside Eisuke. “Do you need anything?”
Ota usually would have been shocked that Eisuke had just offered his help had he not been so miserable. “No,” Ota answered, and Eisuke nodded, turning on his heels to leave.
Ota looked down at the broken plate. As he cleaned it up, tears rolled down his face. Finishing up and about to sit down, Eisuke busted in with Luke in tow. “What’s going on?” Luke gave Ota a quick look over. “I’m going to give you something to help you sleep.” Ota started to protest. “I’m fine,” Luke tilted his head. “You absolutely are not. Let me help Ota. Please,” Luke insisted. Ota knew he was fighting a losing battle, so he relented, “in your bed, “Eisuke added.
Sitting on the bed’s edge, Luke shot Ota in his arm and immediately bandaged it. Luke immediately helped Ota lay down and put the covers over his body. The two men left, leaving Ota to rest. Eisuke was angry with himself with everyone else. Had they actually checked on Ota instead of giving him the space they thought he needed, they could have gotten him help when this first happened to avoid the mess he was now in. Grief and despair had taken him over completely.
You stood there watching Ota fight sleep, tears prickling in his eyes. Unable to contain yourself, you settled next to him on the bed. Turning to your side to face him, you cupped his cheek and watched as his breathing started to even out. “I love you, Ota.” You said, kissing his forehead. You didn’t move the whole night, holding him and watching over him as he finally fell into a deep sleep.
The sun started to rise, and with Ota still in a heavy sleep, you traced the contours of his face. “I wish you could feel me touching you. I wish I could feel you too.” You got up and wandered around the suite, entering the room where he painted. Everything was covered up and dark. You brought out some of his art supplies, putting them on the coffee table, hoping it would pique his interest in painting again.
Eventually, after mid-day, Ota woke up. He touched your pillow, “I miss you, Koro.” He got out of bed going into the living room to turn on the TV, not liking the silence. Something he had started doing since your passing. He stopped short when he saw his art supplies on the coffee table. The paint brushes were placed as if handled with the utmost care and respect. He wondered who had done that. He didn’t think Eisuke and Luke would do something like that. It was just strange. He sat down and picked up one of the brushes; looking at it, he set it back down and ran his fingers through his hair in frustration. He didn’t have the energy or motivation to paint. He contemplated why all these odd items were popping up in random places. Maybe he had completely lost his mind.
As all men gathered in the main event room, Ota felt everyone’s eyes on him. Hushed whispers followed him. “Everyone’s looking at me.” Soryu looked around, “Was to be expected. This is the first time you’ve been out since the funeral.” He furrowed his brow, “I suppose.” He imagined how excited you would have been pulling him to see all the different venues set up. “Let’s try it out, Ota,” Baba suggested, trying to distract him from all staring eyes. “Let’s do it for _ _ _.”
Baba sat across a small table from a physic while Ota stood nearby with his arms crossed. The old woman smiled warmly at Baba. “Put your hands in mine.” He did as she asked while the rest of the men circled around him, curious about what she would tell him. She closed her eyes. “Oh, you poor dears. There has been a great loss recently that has affected you and the people around you.” Ota swallowed thickly, “With one individual hurting significantly more than the others?” Baba raised his eyebrows, “Yes,” she clutched his hands tighter. The psychic smiled. “There’s a woman. I can feel her light. She was special, wasn’t she?” The woman kept her eyes closed.
“She says she is watching over all of you.” The woman furrowed her brow. “She hasn’t moved on.” She closed her eyes, “She’s confined to a specific area.” The five men looked at her wide-eyed, “What?” Ota narrowed his eyes at the woman. “Why should we believe you?” Ota began to turn, his voice dripping with aggravation, but she spoke again, catching his attention. “Does one of you work with your hands? An Artist?” Ota stopped before he could turn to leave. “She tells me something about a dog? A nickname with the letter K.” Baba gasped. “it’s her !” Ota Tilted his head. “Did you have a necklace made? Did you find it out of place not long ago? And art brushes ?” The psychic chuckles. “That was her.” Ota walked closer. His chest felt tight. “She wishes you’d paint again. It might help you deal with your feelings.” Mamoru chuckled. “Ya know she might be right.” Everyone around the table was in awe at hearing this.
Baba looked at the woman. “Why hasn’t she moved on?” The woman looked solemn, “she does not know but says she doesn’t mind because she can keep an eye on everyone .” She looks towards Ota. “You were quite in love, weren’t you? She stays with you every night.” Ota let a quiet sob. “she says she likes to watch over you while you sleep.” Ota sniffled. The woman released Baba’s hands. “I’m sorry I lost my connection to her. She must’ve been a lovely person.” She gave Ota an unreadable look.
“Out of curiosity. What would you give up if you had a chance to see her again?” What an odd question. Why would she say something like that to someone who’s grieving? “Anything.” He put his hands in his pockets. “Unfortunately, that’s just a dream that’ll never come true.” She looked at him compassionately, “Keep dreaming; you never know what could happen.” Ota forced a smile. “Thank you for all you’ve done tonight,” Soryu said as they began to walk away.
Ota talked with a few of your close friends; mostly, they inquired about him and his health. Of course, offering their help if he needed it. How could anyone help, really? He couldn’t rightfully cut off your friends, though. That wouldn’t be fair to you.
He threw back the rest of his wine and set it down. “I’m done for the night” Baba squeezed his shoulder before he could walk away. “It was nice seeing you tonight. Come around more.” Ota nodded. He took off his shoes and coat as soon as he walked into his room, flopping on the couch, feeling drained. Luke showed up at his door, “It’s time that I tuck you into bed.” He said with an unsettling smile. “You don’t have to keep doing this,” Ota replied, and Luke gave him a faraway look. “I do, though. Sexy bo -.” He stopped himself before he finished saying the nickname he had given you. He shivered, knowing how creepy it sounded, not that it wasn’t before, but now it just sounded flat-out gross. “Um. I need to honor _ _ _ somehow, and if I can do that by making sure you’re taken care of and healthy, then that’s what I’m going to do.” Ota said nothing more. If this is how Luke got peace from your passing, who was he to tell him no?
When Ota woke up the following day, he walked to the living room but stopped in his tracks, shaken to the core. You stood with your back to him as you looked out the window, watching the rain fall from the sky. You wore a pale blue sheer dress that flowed gracefully over your body, with delicate lace decorated around the waist. You looked like a goddess. Ota blinked several times, thinking his mind was playing tricks on him, but still, you were there. You turned to face him, but you looked somber as you looked at him.
It seemed as though he was looking right at you. With shock written all over his face, the atmosphere in the room shifted. “_ _ _?” He was quiet, and his voice was laced with emotion, but he was looking at you and saying your name. You tilted your head slightly. “Can you see me?” Too much emotion filled his body, and his eyes stung with the threat of tears. “I-I can see you.” He took two steps towards you, and you stepped back, feeling wary. Ota stayed where he stood. His heart sank.
“Ota,” You spoke softly. He studied you, trying to imprint every feature into his memory. He didn’t know how long this moment would last and wanted to take advantage of every second. “I miss you,” he said with emotion laced in his voice. You drew your brows together, showing a conflicted look. “I’m always here.” He nodded, “I know that now. You’ve been watching over me.” You took a tentative step forward. “I have.” His heart was hammering so hard he wouldn’t be surprised if it beat right out of his chest. Once you stood before him, he studied your features, trying to imprint them in his memory. He didn’t know how long this moment would last, so he wanted to take advantage of every second.
You went to reach your hand out to his face, you paused, looking into his eyes. How he looked at you at that moment stirred something inside of you. You finally put your hand on his cheek. You gasped when you felt the soft skin and stubble under your hand. “How is this possible? I can feel the warmth of your skin. Can you feel me?” a tear rolled down his face. “I can feel you.” You wiped his tear away. The sensation was almost too much.
Feeling him brought so many unused and forgotten emotions forward. The next thing you knew, you felt a warm wetness on your face. You reached up with your other hand. “I’m crying?” You gave Ota a concerned look. “Something is happening; I’m not supposed to feel or have emotion.” Ota put his hand over yours. “If we can touch each other, then?” You took your hand away as he moved forward, wrapping you into his arms. Alarmed at first, you reciprocated the embrace, wrapping your arms around his back. Both of you melted into each other, overwhelmed by being able to hold one another.
Your knees buckled, and you both sank slowly to the floor. Both crying from the intense moment of being able to touch each other. Ota pulled back, looking into your eyes. He smoothed your hair back. His face inched closer until his lips were on yours with a sweet kiss. You pulled away. “I’m sorry, I’m not used to being touched. It’s a bit much.” Ota nodded, “It’s okay, I understand.”
While the two of you were sitting on the floor holding each other, the door burst open. “Ota !” Eisuke and everyone else came marching into the room. Ota’s head was on your shoulder, the both of you teary-eyed. Everyone stopped short upon seeing you sitting there with him. “ _ _ _ ?” Ota looked up, finally acknowledging them. Eisuke looked at the newspaper in his hand, then at you. “You see me too?” Eisuke cleared his throat. “Yes,” Ota stood up, holding out his hand to help you up.
As if there were a typical day, Eisuke walked forward, placing the newspaper on the coffee table. “Apparently, you’ve been involved in some sort of scandal?.” Ota picked up the newspaper, flipping to the page the article was on, reading aloud. “Ota Kisaki local artist, has been the victim of someone stealing his original pieces, claiming that they were his work and not Mr. Kisaki’s. A suspect has been arrested and is in custody.” Ota furrowed his brows. “What is this garbage?” Eisuke stepped forward, putting his finger on the date. “Look at the date. It’s the day of the accident.” Eisuke looked at you. “The day you died.” You grabbed the newspaper from Ota. “Did this really happen? Did someone steal your art?” He shook his head, “No” No one was sure how to make heads or tails of this. “You need to fix this, Ota.” You said, your eyes pleading as he took your hands. When the warmth radiating off of you finally struck him as odd. “You know you’re quite warm. I might be going off movies here, but aren’t spirits supposed to be cold?” You arched an eyebrow. “From what I’ve experienced, none of you could feel me touch you, and I couldn’t feel you. I couldn’t feel anything.” Ota squeezed your hands gently. “We’re feeling each other now.” He brushed your hair back with his fingers. Soryu took out his phone and quickly sent a text message.
Luke walked into the room, surprising you. He stopped in his tracks, dropping his supply bag. “S-sexy bones?” Soryu crossed his arms, “Luke can you examine her?” He furrowed his brows. “She’s dead. How am I going to examine her?” Ota lifted your clasped hands. “I can touch her.” Luke was silent, observing you. He saw the blue veins on the underside of your arm. “I’m not really understanding what’s happening, but I’ll go along with it.” He picked up his medical bag and motioned for you to sit as he sat on the coffee table.
Doing as he asked, you sat. He brought out his stethoscope. “I apologize if I seem awkward, I’m just kind of shaken.” You made eye contact, “I’m sure it’s emotionally taxing seeing me.” He trembled slightly as he put the stethoscope to your chest, and his eyes widened. As he pulled away, he looked at you astonished. Not saying a word, but his eyes wavering. “uh-uhm.” He cleared his throat. “You have a heartbeat.” He swallowed. “I’ll proceed” You nodded, going through the basics of a physical. Once finished, he put the stethoscope around his neck and made eye contact with you. “Well, sexy bones. You have a beating heart, your blood pressure is normal. On the low side but normal. Your reflexes are good. If I had to diagnose you, I would say you are healthy.” He cupped his chin, “However, knowing that you have heart issues, I’m going to give you a referral to an excellent cardiologist I know.” You just stared at him, taking a moment to absorb his words. “That’s crazy. None of this makes sense.” The rain started falling harder, and suddenly, there was a loud crash of thunder, startling you. You felt it, your heart racing, trying to slow down. Ota looked at you and smiled for the first time in months. “Always a scaredy cat.”
You gave him a tender look. “I’ve missed your smile” He just about melted if you only realized what you did to him. Baba smiled at the sweet moment between the two of you. “Only you could do that to him. He’s been miserable since you’ve been gone.” You closed your eyes, sighing, “You don’t need to tell me, I know. I’ve been here the whole time. Actually, I’m unable to leave even if I wanted to.” Mamoru lit his cigarette. “What do ya mean ya can’t leave?” You shrugged your shoulders. “It’s like I said, I cannot leave the penthouse. I’m bound to it. There’s some barrier.” Ota brightened. “Then, let’s go outside since you apparently aren’t dead anymore.” Eisuke looked at you, “Try it” The whole group followed you to the elevator, your hand still clasped in Ota’s.
You hesitantly pressed the button, and when it dinged, and the door slid open, you took a deep breath and crossed the threshold. “What?” Everyone filed in. Going down to the lobby, it is evident that everyone could see you. “_ _ _, I love that dress! Are you guys off to a fancy brunch?” You looked at your friend wide eyed. “Why are you looking at me like that?” You swallowed, “Sorry.” Then you looked at your friend. “Hey, when was the last time we saw each other?” See laughed, “Yesterday, silly! We had the same shift. Did you bump your head?” You laughed, “I guess I’m still half asleep.” She smiled, “Enjoy your day off. See you later!”
With that, your friend returned to her duties. Baba looked around, mesmerized. “It’s as if it never happened to begin with.” Everyone looked at him, his words resonating with them. How was it that Baba could be so insightful at the perfect moment? Suddenly your stomach growled, and you put your hand on your stomach in embarrassment. You looked at all your friends and smiled, then laughed. Making them join in with your joy, a smile on each of their faces. “How about brunch?” You suggested. “You guys don’t know how much I missed eating!” Ota put his arm around your shoulders, walking out into the rain.
When your food was served, you looked at it longingly. Ota leaned in towards you. “Go on, eat.” You were apprehensive, but you picked up your fork and put a piece of the sweet pancakes in your mouth. Your tastebuds exploded, and you smiled as you chewed. When you were given the check, Ota put his card in the payment wallet. You were enjoying the company of all the people you love. The waitress returned, and as politely as possible, she bent down and whispered to Ota. “I’m sorry, sir. Do you have another form of payment? Your card was declined.” Ota looked confused, “It shouldn’t have, hold on, let me look.” he pulled out his phone, opening his banking app, seeing the grim state of his account.
His eyes opened wide, and Eisuke saw the conflict in his eyes. “Put it on one check, please.” Ota shoved his phone back into his pants. “I don’t understand.” Baba raised an eyebrow. “There had to be a consequence. Something had to be given up in order to gain what you wanted. It’s equivalent exchange.” Ota looked conflicted, “I didn’t ask for it. She was just there when I walked into the living room. I wouldn’t take it back. I’m so glad you’re back.” He squeezed your hand. Baba gave Ota a condescending look. “You kinda did; remember when we saw that fortune teller? She asked what you would give up to have her back.” Baba made his best depressed Ota impression while crossing his arms, “You said ‘anything’” Ota looked defensive, “You think she brought her back? That was the furthest thing from my mind.”
You looked at Ota with worry and concern washing over your face. He smiled at you. “It’s just money. I would never choose you over money. If I had to, I’d go sell crochet hats on the corner of the street if it meant that you were alive and I could hold you.” Mamoru snickered as he took a bite of his eggs. “You’ve changed, kid.” You looked at Eisuke. “Thank you for paying.” He scoffed. “You don’t need to thank me, it’s not a problem.” He put his hand on his chin. “I have a feeling that this has something to do with what was in the newspaper.” You squeezed Ota’s hand, he gave you a gentle peck on your cheek. “It’s fine. They have a suspect in custody, right? I’ll just have to work hard to get where I was before. I’m sure I can get some projects real soon. Now that I have my muse back.”
You trusted Ota, and you knew he was right. “With every challenge, we face, we always come out stronger. This is just another challenge we need to face.” Soryu nodded his head in agreement with Ota.
“You will have to be there for each other. It will take time for Ota to regain his reputation, and you’ll need to be there to support him. Likewise, He’ll need to be there for you as you adjust to being alive again. Of course, I’ll support you both in whatever way I can. You still have a place to live.” Everyone hummed in agreement with Eisuke. Tears burned in your eyes. “It’s going to take some getting used to feeling emotions again. It’s a bit overwhelming.” Soryu looked up at you. “Don’t push yourself too hard, take it slow. You’re a strong woman. I’m sure you’ll get used to it in no time.” You looked at all the men around you. “I love you guys. I hope you know that.” You smiled.
Ota stood up and held his hand out to you. “Let’s get you to that cardiologist.” You looked at him questionably. “We don’t have an appointment” You put your hand in his nonetheless. “I don’t care. They will look at you today.” As you got out of the chair, you looked at him. “I believe you.” He kissed your lips gently. “That’s my Koro.”
You left hand in hand with Ota, successfully getting the medicine you need for your condition. Everything would work out, you had been given a second chance by some miracle, and you would enjoy every second of it.
As the elevator dinged, _ _ _ came out lugging a pet crate and a bunch of shopping bags. “Let me help you with all of that.” Baba offered. “Did you get a pet?” Her eyes lit up, “yes!” Baba raised an eyebrow at her “Does the boss know?” She bit her lip, “Not exactly… I’m sure he’ll learn to love it. I mean, who doesn’t like ferrets?” Baba helped her carry everything up to the room she shared with Eisuke. “I’m sorry, did you say ferrets?” He side-eyed her “_ _ _did you get a ferret?” She grinned, “Yes, I couldn’t resist. She looked so sad in the pet store, but as soon as I picked her up, she gave me snuggles all over.” Baba put down the bags as she lead him into the room. “She’s even white!” Baba looked into the crate and saw white fur, but it was curled up, so he couldn’t get a good look at it.
Eisuke must have heard them talking and the excitement in her voice because he had come out of his office. “What are you going on about?” He looked around, seeing a litter box, a collapsible cage, and food. “What have you done _ _ _?” She giggled, “She opened the crate and pulled the ferret out, stroking it as it cuddled up in her arms. “I named her Sugar.” He looked at the ferret as if it were an alien, his handsome face contorted into something between worry and disgust.
“What the hell is that?” He asked with annoyance seeping through his voice. “Haven’t you ever seen a ferret before, Eisuke?” He huffed, “I didn’t associate with commoner pets.” She glared at him, “Get out of your head Eisuke and listen with your heart. This little lady needs a loving home, and I will love her and take of her.” She put her face against the ferret as she spoke. “You expect me to let you have that thing in our room?” She lifted her head up and glared at him, and Baba turned to leave hastily out of the room. “I’m sorry, but I don’t want to witness your lover’s quarrel.” _ _ _ straightened her back, standing tall. “She’s not a thing; she’s a ferret. And yes, I expect you to let me have her. I already bought her. I have already committed.” Eisuke crossed his arms.
“Why would you want such an odd-looking pet?” She smiled, knowing he didn’t mean anything by it. That’s just the way Eisuke was. “I always wanted one, but my parents never would buy me one because we didn’t have the space, but there’s space in here.” He let out a frustrated sigh, “You’re too loving for your own good, you know that?” She gave him an endearing smile, “I can’t help it.” He looked at the ferret, its red eyes glowing at him. “Why does it have red eyes? It looks demonic.” She laughed. “Oh my god, Eisuke, do you know nothing about animals? Some white animals have red eyes. It’s just the way it is.”
“Hm. Well, I suppose if you’re going to be so adamant about it, and as long as you take care of it and don’t expect me to have anything to do with it, then fine, keep it. If it means that much to you.” Her face lit up. “It does! Thank you, Eisuke. I didn’t want to take her back. I already love her.” He rolled his eyes at her, “You’re ridiculous.”
Eisuke sat on the couch sipping his coffee and scrolling through his phone while _ _ _ put together the cage, placing the soft bedding at the bottom, and positioning the food and water just right. She set up the bed. “I could’ve had someone come up to do that.” She shook her head. “Nooo, that’s silly. Besides, I wanted to set it up myself.” She continued to set up all the toys and even a play gym. “Good lord, our living room has been invaded by ferret toys.” She placed Sugar on the play gym, watching it climb around. Eisuke may not have wanted a pet, especially this pet, but seeing _ _ _ happy was worth it. She had such a big heart. Opening it up to so many things, so many people. If she only knew that her happiness was Eisuke’s reason for breathing. Maybe it wouldn’t be so bad having a pet. It could keep him company when he worked from home… Maybe. His heart certainly wasn’t as big as _ _ _’s, but he would try to like the thing. If that’s what made her happy, then he would live with it. Perhaps one day, he would learn to like it.
That was enough, she had drunk enough alcohol. She looked over at her brother Mamoru from the spot she was sitting in the bar. He had always come through for her no matter what the situation. He was an exceptional big brother, this time was no different. She called him saying she broke up with her boyfriend that he admitted he cheated on her. Everyone met her at the hotel bar. She was feeling overheated though.
“It’s really hot in here” She started fanning herself. Eisuke looked over at her and offered her his hand.
“ let’s go for a walk to cool down, yeah?” She smiled and took his hand.
They walked around the hotel in comfortable silence. The cool air felt good on her skin, but not long after they were out there had rain started dripping on their faces until they were stuck in a downpour. They ran to get into the hotel, but they were nowhere near the entrance, and once they finally got in the lobby they were soaked.
“ We should go up to the penthouse and change before either of us gets sick.”
“ Probably a good idea, but I don’t have any clothes to wear.”
“ You can wear something of mine.”
She went with him up to the penthouse and he guided her to his suite shutting the door behind him.
“ Come with me I’ll get you some dry clothes”
He handed her a t-shirt of his and some sweatpants, once he turned to leave her in privacy she grabbed his hand. He looked down at their clasped hands then back into her eyes. They were just staring at each other not saying a word. Her eyes drifted to his lips and acting out of pure impulse she took her hand away from his hand and traced his lips with a finger. When she realized what she had done she retracted her hand. Only for Eisuke to grab her hand and draw her finger into his mouth. Once he released her finger he leaned down and covered her lips with his own.
He pulled back seeing if she had any objections. Only for her to return the kiss with raw hunger. He pushed his tongue into her mouth and pulled her against his body. She moaned into the kiss and he brushed his fingertips down the sides of her body.
“ mmm... Eisuke”
They began to savagely peel the drenched clothes off each other. Standing in front of each other in nothing but their nudity _ _ _ started blushing, furiously. They locked eyes and he closed the distance between them and started kissing down the side of her neck moving across her collarbones gently nipping at the delicate skin. He drew away taking her hand and led her to the bed. Eisuke kissed her deeply again before gently lowering her onto the bed.
As he hovered over her he leaned down and kissed her at every angle plunging his tongue into her mouth twisting his tongue along with hers. He palmed at her breasts earning a sweet moan.
“ Mine.” He says as he leans down and bites down on the skin on her neck gently sucking, marking her with a blooming love bite.
He began kissing down her chest and in between her breasts pinching her nipples causing them to harden. He rolled her nipples in between his fingers. Her breath hitched, he started to give her sweet kisses down her body until he reached her hip bone and bit down gently.
_ _ _ took in a deep breath. He looks up at her from his relentless kisses.
“ Is this okay? Or should we stop?” She looked down at him heavy lidded
“ If I wanted this to stop I would have said so awhile ago. Do you want to stop?”
“Definitely not” She smiled and he went back to kissing her soft body.
He dipped his hand between her legs and she gasped as he touched her clit oh so gently. He pressed down harder putting more pressure on it. She grabbed the sheets, making her knuckles turn white. He began rubbing the sensitive nub in circles, she closed her eyes leaning her head back against the soft pillow.
“ Oh god”
Eisuke settled down on his stomach and put her legs over his shoulders and she braced herself for the impact.
“ Relax, you’re too tense. I’ll make you feel good.” She took a deep breath and closed her eyes.
He spread her labia and with the tip of his tongue licked up her clit.
“Mmmm”
Her moans were riling him up. He inserted two fingers inside of her and curled them pumping, whilst licking up and down her clit. She threaded her fingers in his damp hair tugging. She arched her back as he continued his sweet torture on her.
“ Fu..ck I’m close...I’m so close.” He brought her clit into his mouth and sucked sending shockwaves throughout her body and her hips lifted of the bed and he continued pumping and suckling as she rode out her high.
She put her hips back down onto the bed and let go of his hair as she caught her breath. He gave her one more long lick collecting her release on his tongue. He put her legs down and sat back reveling in the way she looked in the aftermath of her orgasm. He leaned on top of her and pressed his lips against hers having her taste herself on him. She combed her fingers through his hair.
“ Can I have you _ _ _ ?” He asks in a low voice.
“ Yes, I need you Eisuke.”
They sloppily kiss and he guides his throbbing cock to her moist entrance. He slowly pushes in savoring the way it feels as she squeezes him inch by inch. He groans as he finally is sheathed to the hilt. She wraps her legs around his hips trying to draw him closer. He pulls out just enough to keep the tip in and then pushes back in, and she digs her nails into his shoulders leaving crescent shaped indentations in his skin.
He grunts in response and she bucks her hips to meet his thrusts. He started going faster, deeper and she dug her heels into his lower back. In the throes of pleasure, she bites down on the side of his neck. He adjusts his angle, and he starts hitting her sweet spot over and over again causing her to cry out.
Her moans got more frequent and higher in pitch, and his thrusts started getting more erratic. Her body was warming up in its entirety from the top of her head to the tip of her toes. As he thrusts harder he legs begin to tremble. She stills as her vision goes white letting the sensation take her over. Her walls clench around his sensitive cock drawing him in further. He rocks his hips into her faster chasing his release so close but not quite there yet. She begins moving again trying to help him reach his climax and with their frenzied movements one thrust than two, he pulls out stroking himself as he spills onto her stomach with a groan.
He catches his breath then moves off the bed to get a towel and wipes her off. He throws the towel in the laundry bin and flops down next to her and they both laugh. He looks over at her and brushes her sweaty hair out of her face.
“ It isn’t going to be weird between us is it?” He cupped her cheek and turned her head so she was looking at him.
“It doesn’t have to be. I’ll take care of you I won’t ever hurt you. You’d be safe with me.” She turned to her side and traced the love bite she left on his neck.
“ What are you saying Eisuke?” He gave her a chaste kiss and took her hand.
“ You don’t know how long I’ve wanted you, but I’ve had to stand by watching you be happy in the arms of another man.” They interlaced their fingers
“ What? You have feelings for me? And just so we’re clear on one thing I was NOT happy with him.” He looked at her dubiously
“ you weren’t ?”
“ No, because I had feelings for someone else. One of my brother’s closest friends.” He ran his fingers through her hair.
“ Stay with me _ _ _. Stand by my side.” She crashed her lips into his slipping her tongue in his mouth, and Eisuke knew that was her way of saying yes.
She consumed every drifting thought Eisuke had. He couldn’t get her out of his head. When one day they were alone in his suite as she cleaned. Suddenly, some coffee was placed on his desk along with some chocolates.
“ What’s this?” she smiled radiantly making the nerves crawl in his stomach.
“ Just a little something I had with me today and wanted to share.”
She turned to leave and the corner of his mouth pulled up slightly. How was she able to make his heart melt with a piece of candy?
She went to leave but tripped over the rug falling forward. Eisuke stood up to catch her but he lost his balance and fell on top of her. They were face to face, so close they could see themselves in each other’s eyes. They just stayed there looking at each other when Eisuke rubbed his nose against hers, and their breaths intermingled and he lowly whispered in her ear “ I can’t pretend anymore.” His hot lips pressed against hers. At first, she tensed but then she relaxed and her eyes fell shut.
She put her fingers into his hair and pulled his head towards hers deepening the kiss. He took that as an invitation and pushed his tongue into her mouth, sliding his tongue against hers exploring her mouth. He threaded his fingers in her hair, as he continued to ravish her mouth. He pulled away from her leaving them both gasping for air
“ You want me like I want you, right?”
Eisuke asked her, and she didn’t know how to answer. She did want him she wanted him so bad, but she had kept those feelings hidden. He climbed off of her and helped her up.
Eisuke waited for her to answer, but she said nothing
“ It wasn’t my intention to make you uncomfortable.”
He sat down, but she just watched him and was snapped out of her stunned stupor. She pulled the chair out and straddled him
“ I do want you Eisuke, I have for a long time.”
He smiled genuinely and pulled her ponytail out letting her hair fall to her shoulders. She began to unbutton her uniform slowly, and he watched hypnotized, and as she reached her last button. Eisuke slid the uniform off of her body revealing her soft skin to him. He kissed her again and brushed the smooth skin on her shoulder softly. He pushed down the straps of her bra. He continued to kiss her down her jaw and down her neck. He sunk his teeth into her skin sucking it in. He ran a finger over the mark he left
“ You are mine now _ _ _.”
She kissed him and began to undress him revealing his adonis torso to her. She felt up his chest and back down over his abdominals.
“Mmm,” He moaned softly as she continued to feel his skin.
He reached behind her and unclasped her bra, and tossed it to the side. He looked at her perky breasts and felt them softly with both hands until he squeezed them and pinched each of her pert nipples
“ Mmnn” She moaned and he smiled
“Hmm... that must feel good. What if I do this?”
He talked in a low voice making it deeper and more seductive. He leaned his head down and licked her nipple with the flat of his tongue then continued to circle her nipple with his warm wet tongue. She threw her head back
“ Ahhh” He smiled wickedly.
He was getting more turned on by the second, but he wanted to see how far he could take her before she was begging for his cock.
He continued to lick and nip at her nipples as he felt down her soft skin until he paused at the waistband of her purple panties. He lifted his head to kiss her, and as he ran his finger down her clothed folds her breath hitched and he bit her bottom lip.
“ Do you want more _ _ _? Or should we stop here?” He grinned as her eyes fell shut as he ran his finger up and down her folds.
“M-more, I want more.”
He took her earlobe in his mouth and nibbled it, then whispered
“Tell me what you want me to do to you.” He smiled as her hips began rolling against his fingers.
“ I-I want you t-to touch me Eisuke.” He wanted to dive his fingers into her dripping wet heat.
“ Good girl, now where do you want me to touch you.” He pinched her clothed clit “God! Mmm, I want you to touch my pussy.” He kissed her passionately while he slid his hand under the waistband of her panties.
“ As you wish” He ran his fingers down her folds.
“ Ahh”
she threw her head back while holding onto his shoulders. He pushed two of his fingers inside of her scissoring and curling.
“ You are so wet. Do you get this wet for anybody or just me hm?”
As he continued pumping his fingers in and out of her core he took his thumb and began rubbing her clit
“ Oh my God Eisuke! I’m getting so close.” He licked up her belly
“ No not yet” He removed his fingers, and sucked them.
“ I want to taste more of you” She wanted to rip his pants off and ride him to ecstasy, but he had this hold over her that she was unable to pinpoint. He lifted her and wrapped her legs around his hips. He shoved all the papers off of his desk as he laid her down. As soon as she was laying down his hands were removing her panties and he was on his knees spreading her legs apart. He took the flat of his tongue and licked up and then down her clit.
“Eis-uke! God” He smiled, and took her clit in his mouth and sucked.
“ Ohhh!” He wanted to take her to heaven.
He pushed his tongue into her heat thrusting it in and out, with his nose putting just the right amount of pressure on her clit.
Her legs started to tremble, and her moans increased in frequency until she reached down and threaded her fingers through his hair. He took his tongue out and replaced it with his fingers and began to lick up and down her clit until he could feel her walls contracting. He pulled his face away as she loosened her grip on his hair. He started to unbuckle his belt, but she put her hand on his to stop him and looked into his deep eyes.
“Let me” and his hands dropped to his sides. She proceeded to unbuckle his belt while keeping eye contact with him.
His anticipation of what she was about to do made his cock throb. She unbuttoned and unzipped his pants letting them fall to his ankles. He shuffled his shirt off and kicked off his shoes while stepping out of his pants and ripping his dress socks off. He stood in front of her, with his chest rising and falling rapidly. She smiled seductively, and his heart jumped in his throat. That was a look she had never given him, she gently hooked her fingers in his waistband and softly kissed from just above his navel, going down his happy trail until she pulled his boxer briefs down.
He hissed in relief as his erection was freed from its constraints. She gripped his hips and pulled him closer to her. She licked the underside of his shaft running over the pulsing vein and kissing his tip. She looked at him as she licked in circular motions around his tip. He closed his eyes as she slightly took the tip in her mouth just to tease it with her tongue again. When he opened his eyes his pupils were blown, and he was growing impatient. He threaded his hands through her hair. He pushed her head down slightly
“ Patience, Eisuke it’ll be worth the wait I promise. I'm going to give you so much pleasure that you'll be coming down my throat in no time.”
Heat spread to his cheeks,
“When did you get such a dirty mouth?” She looked up at him
“ Maybe we should put that mouth of yours to work.” She kissed the tip again and took his length into her mouth. She started sucking vigorously while moving her tongue around him “ mmmm _ _ _” She took her hand and twisted and stroked at the part of him that she couldn’t fit into her mouth.
She started sucking and licking up and down his shaft over and over. He grabbed her hair tighter, and as she sucked she felt his cock twitch and she bobbed her head a couple more times before he shot his warm sticky essence on her tongue, and grunted loudly. She made a show of swallowing.
“ You didn’t have to swallow.” She smiled sweetly.
“ I wanted to”
He bent down and kissed her, tasting himself on her turned him on. he laid her down and wrapped her left leg around his waist while he hovered over her. He entered her with a powerful thrust, and they both moaned at the feeling. She moved her hips in sync with his thrusts. The squelching sound of their arousals were heard as well as the sound of skin hitting against skin. He played with her breast as he dove in her over and over again earning a scream every time he rubbed against her sweet spot.
He was slowly driving her over the edge, and she couldn’t contain herself anymore so she bit into his neck hard leaving a large bite mark.
“Jesus woman, I didn’t know there was such a beast living inside of you.”
He kissed her sloppily, and he brought his hand down between their bodies to rub at her clit. He bit her bottom lip as he released her lips then he lowered his voice
“ I want to see you lose control. Give in to the pleasure I’m giving you.” She closed her eyes, and as he thrust he simultaneously rubbed her clit. He hoped she would come soon because he was about to reach his climax. Her legs started trembling and she reached up and clung to his back leaving scratch marks over his shoulders.
“Eisuke, I’m going to come so hard!” He gave her a satisfied smile
“ Good” Suddenly, she stopped rocking and dug her nails into his skin.
She felt her body heat up from her toes to her head, and her vision went white as the pleasure washed over her.
Eisuke felt her clench around him, and he stood up lifting her hips and pounding into her as he chased his orgasm. Until his cock twitched and he pulled out suddenly leaving a stream of his seed of her stomach. He caught his breath and wiped her clean with a tissue that was sitting on the side of his desk. He kissed her forehead, as she started to sit up. The stench of sex was heavy in the air, and _ _ _ looked at Eisuke innocently.
“ I’m not one to do this sort of thing” Eisuke smiled, and traced the love bite he gave her.
“ You’re mine now, we’ve left our mark on each other.” She looked at his neck and touched the bite mark on his neck
“ I’m sorry” He chuckled
“ I don’t mind. It shows how much I gave you today.” He turned around to grab his underwear, and she noticed the scratch marks on his back.
“There too!” He looked at her with sincere eyes.
“ Look, it’s okay. It felt good right?” She nodded her head
“Then that’s all that matters, I did my job.” He rubbed her bottom lip with his thumb. “ I’m not done with you today, so be prepared.” He kissed her deeply sealing his promise.
Neither of them got much sleep that night. Eisuke woke up knowing he had to tell her that the baby could be his. He was almost certain of it. The timing was perfect. Once he was showered and dressed he went to check on Charlotte. He didn't expect to see her awake.
She was lying on her side hugging a pillow staring straight ahead with tears falling down her cheeks. He walked over to her and kneeled on the floor so his face was in her line of sight. Her eyes shifted to him and she sniffled.
“ I can’t do this” She sobbed
Eisuke brushed her hair out of her face.
“ Yes, you can. I know you can, you are the strongest woman I know.”
“ If I’m so strong why do I feel so weak?”
“ Because you’ve gone through a lot recently, but you’re getting better.”
Charlotte sat up and wiped her tears away. She sniffled and Eisuke's lip pulled up forming a small smile.
“ Charlotte” He stood up and sat next to her on the bed as he took her hand.
“ I have something that I need to tell you, so I’m just going to come out and say it.” She licked her lips and swallowed. Her heart was hammering against her chest in nervousness.
“ We slept together”
“ You told me we weren’t together.” He took a deep breath and looked at her.
“ We aren’t and never were. It happened once”
“ Do I sleep around often?” He knitted his eyebrows together and shook his head.
“ No, you’re not like that.”
“ So then why?” He pressed lips together, feeling nervous about how she’d react to his explanation.
“ Because I told you had to.” She looked at him in confusion not understand why she would listen to something like that.
“ This isn’t the point Charlotte.”
“ I think I deserve to know” She was starting to get angry and her ears began heating up.
“ I’m trying to tell you that the baby inside of you is most likely mine.”
“What?”
“ I don’t believe you were with anyone else to my knowledge at least.” She took her hand out of his and stood up.
“ You need to explain what happened because right now I am really confused!”
He looked up at her as he was still sitting on the bed and took a deep breath.
“All you need to know is that we slept together and now you’re pregnant that’s what we need to be worried about.” She sighed angrily
“ I know that but I need to know why we slept together.” He stayed silent and she was getting frustrated
“ You know what?! No, I’m not doing this not now not ever! I’m done being toyed with!”
“ I’m not toying with you. I don’t want you involved any more than you already are.”
“ No, I don’t want to hear it anymore” She went to the door and slipped her shoes on
" Where are you going?"
“ Away from you” She stormed out of his suite and into the lounge where Soryu and Baba were standing talking.
She stomped out not talking to either one of them just focused on leaving. Then Eisuke came running down the stairs.
“ Charlotte don’t leave!” She pressed the elevator button
“ Leave me alone Eisuke”
“You're still in your pajamas”
“ Doesn’t matter”
She stepped into the elevator and she glared at Eisuke
“ Don’t follow me I want nothing to do with you” She said as the doors closed.
If only she could just remember then she wouldn’t have to ask and this whole altercation could have been avoided. Why can’t she remember? She was ready for her memories to come back, She had waited long enough.
Not long after she left the hotel when she passed a lightning post she was suddenly grabbed and she smelled a sweet smell and she struggled to stay conscious before succumbing and letting her consciousness slip away. She was carried into the back of a silver sedan by a blonde haired man.
Eisuke was angry. Angry at himself, angry at the situation angry at Charlotte for not letting him explain. She always had a bit of a temper, at least that stayed the same. He looked back at Baba and Soryu.
“ What did you do Eisuke?” Soryu asked plainly
“ I didn’t do anything” he lied.
How could he tell them that he had gotten her pregnant and she was so mad that he didn’t explain it properly that she ran out in her pajamas? He didn’t want to explain their whole relationship. How she was sold at the auction and how she belonged to him, and how he only used that against her if he got desperate. This time his desperation had consequences, she was pregnant and she hates him. He had to fix this.
“ Find her” Baba arched an eyebrow
“ But boss she said-”
“ I don’t care what she said. I want you to find her and bring her back here. I don’t care if she’s screaming and kicking.”
He didn’t care if she hated him for it, he had to tell her. She was right she deserved to know, even if it made her hate him more. Only if she knew how much everyone loved her.
Baba had looked high and low he had even gone to her parents' house, but she had disappeared. It was unusual even if she was angry she wouldn’t just vanish. Darkness had enveloped the sky, and Baba felt defeated as if he had failed Charolette. He feared the worst, his gut told him that something was wrong. He walked back to the penthouse empty handed.
“ Where is she?” Eisuke demanded
“ I couldn’t find her, I looked everywhere I could think of but I couldn’t find her.” He looked down, and Mamoru came into the room.
“ We need to find her! Mamoru I want you to use your detective sources and find Charolette.”
Eisuke raked his hair back with his fingers. He felt on edge and was pacing in his suite. What if she had been kidnapped what if she’d been attacked again? She could lose the baby if there’s too much stress on her body. This was the first time in his life that he felt so useless there was nothing he could do except wait. He poured himself a glass of wine trying to relax, she was the only thing he could think of. He had never worried much about other people, but when it came to Charlotte he worried more than was probably normal.
He looked out the window of his suite as he took a drink of his red wine, something Charolette had enjoyed in the past. Why did everything remind him of her? He watched as the headlights of cars flashed by, wondering if she just ran away. She wouldn’t be that angry, would she? He didn’t care what it took he would find her if it ended up killing him.
Soon the whole bottle of wine was gone, and Eisuke was quite inebriated. He went into her room and noticed her bed had since been made up and the floors had been vacuumed. This irritated him, he wanted it to look like it did before she left with the bed unmade, looking slept in and he wanted to see her clothes strewn across the floor, but instead they were in the laundry basket.
Could someone be trying to hurt him by hurting her? All these irrational thoughts were filling his head. Nothing ever got accomplished by worrying, he needed to do something he had to get his mind off of her.
He decided to walk around the hotel casino. He walked around, and soon he was seen and women started swooning over him. On a normal night he would have taken one to his room and had his way with her, but tonight it just irritated him.
Charolette blinked her eyes and realized how bad her head was hurting. She put her hand to her forehead and rubbed, but then noticed the unfamiliar setting she was in. She was laying on a bed in what looked like a cabin. She got up and went for the door, but it was opened by a man with golden hair and blue eyes. He was tall, and he looked down at her.
“ I’m glad you are awake Charolette, I’ve been waiting for you.” She looked at him wide eyed
“ Where are we?”
“ You are in my palace milady far in the woods, there is nowhere to run. There isn’t another house for miles. You are to stay here with me.”
“ Why? Why did you take me?”
“ Wait…I know you. You work at the hotel.”
“ Smart girl. Yes, my name is Yuri, we met a little over a month ago. I’ve wanted you since then and now I can finally have you.” She grimaced
“ You can’t have me.” He laughed and licked his lips seductively.
She started backing away from him as he started in towards her.
“ Please no. Stay back”
As he pushed forward her back hit a wall and he grabbed her chin.
“ You will be mine one way or another, but you will be mine.” He released her chin and backed away.
He closed the door and locked it from the outside. She ran to the door and began banging on it and sank to the floor crying when nobody came to answer it. She put her knees up and hugged them as she sobbed. She wished she hadn’t gotten so angry with Eisuke he was just trying to tell her that the baby was his and she threw that in his face. He had been nothing but kind to her. This whole time he had been taking care of her and never once did she stop to thank him.
She wished she could run back and tell him that she’s sorry that she doesn’t hate him. She wished that she was back in that hotel where she was safe and loved. She wanted to be in the company of Ota. She wished Soryu was guarding her and Mamoru was napping on the couch while Baba was making a fool of himself. She wished that Eisuke was sitting there quietly, observing everything around him.
She sat there with tears streaming down her face, broken images started filling her head. She saw herself breaking something and being forced to be put up for auction. She saw herself being faced by all the guys and feeling afraid, but not more afraid than she felt right now. She saw herself laughing with Eisuke and quietly glancing his way every time he entered the room. She felt heat rise to her cheeks every time their eyes connected. She saw herself meeting Yuri and feeling so happy only to be ripped of that happiness by Eisuke’s demand of her having to sleep with him.
She wasn’t unhappy though she was mad but not unhappy. She saw herself and Eisuke at the party and how he kissed her and brushed her skin with his fingertips. The feeling gave her goosebumps. She drank a lot that night, but Eisuke’s gentle kisses and feather light touches lit a fire in her belly.
seeing him make love to her and her to him. They were so into each other and caught up in the moment. No wonder she got pregnant, he must have forgotten the condom. Condoms were the last thing they were thinking about, they wanted each other … needed each other. Then when it was over he held her like they were lovers. It was a blissful feeling, but then knowing it was over was painful knowing she would never feel that again she decided to get drunk at the hotel bar.
Ota tried to stop her but she got mad and tried to leave and that’s when Yuri attacked her and if Ota hadn’t saved her who knows what he would have done. Now though she was alone with no Ota no nobody but herself. What will he do? How long will he keep her here? what will happen when he discovers she’s pregnant? Finally, her memories had returned but she had to be kidnapped and had no one to share it with.
She knew she had to escape. He said there wasn’t a house for miles, but she didn’t care she just knew she had to get out and get back to the guys where she was safe.
Chapter One Chapter Two Chapter Three Chapter Four
@lin-ful thank you for helping me with this. I’m glad to have such a talented friend 😘
She had been having a good day, and she went into the storage room to stock her cleaning cart. She was humming as she got supplies when a worker from the casino came in.
“Oh hey! I’ve seen you around your Sakiko’s friend right?”
“Uh huh, that’s right. My name is Charolette” He smiled
“I’m Yuri, I hope we get to know each other well Charolette.”
She blushed and smiled “That’d be nice”.
He grabbed his towels
“Well then, I hope to see you around”, departing through the door.
She smiled to herself as he left she gathered the rest of her supplies and headed up to the penthouse to begin cleaning. Once she was up there, she started brewing coffee for Eisuke.
“Charolette, coffee”.
“Already on it.”
He scoffed “You seem to be in a good mood, something good happened today?”
She laughed “No, I’m just happy today”
The lounge was empty and only Eisuke was present. He sat down as she brought his coffee over and he nodded as she set it down.
He looked up as she walked off and looked back down at his tablet. He looked back up.
“Charolette?” She looked back at him.
“I’m going to need your help tomorrow.”
She put her duster down
“My help? Why?”
He cleared his throat “I have a party I have to go to, and I have to bring a date. I don’t want to bring someone that will embarrass me.”
She took in what he was saying.
“ What time?” He stood up and walked over to her and lifted her chin with his finger.
“ This is going to entail some things you might not be comfortable with. I need to convince this person that we are in love.”
She raised her eyebrows “ I thought you needed a date?”
He swallowed making his adam’s apple bob,
“I do, but we’ll need to have intercourse as well.”
Her eyes went wide “ You aren’t serious!”
she didn’t like what she was hearing. “ I am”
“ why do we have to have sex?!”
Eisuke scoffed,“ I need to make it believable. This person is trying to set me up in an arranged marriage.”
“ So why go to these lengths, why not just tell them no?”
Eisuke glared at her “These are dangerous people Charolette , I can’t marry into this family, but if we pretend we are engaged they’ll back off.”
“ I don’t sleep around” she backed away from him angrily.
“We don’t have to do it ever again. This is a one time thing.”
Her head was spinning, this was insane.
“ I guess I don’t have a choice.”
He smiled “ That’s right, you don’t. I own you. Be here at three, so we can get you a dress and your hair and makeup done.”
She nodded, “okay”
he patted her on the head “ good girl”
Ota, Soryu, Mamoru and Baba walked in ready for an auction meeting.
“ What’s wrong Koro? you look like you’ve seen a ghost.”
She quickly recovered and smiled
“Nothing I just don’t feel that great.”
Baba made a pouty face “ You can lie down on my bed if you want, and I’ll join you later.”
She glared at Baba “ No thanks.”
She continued with her duties while the guys had their meeting, all the while dreading going on this date with Eisuke tomorrow. She knew he owned her and he could use her however he wanted, but to use her body like this was just infuriating. She had no choice but to go through with it.
When she arrived the next day she knocked on the door to Eisuke’s suite. He answered right away
“ You’re right on time, I’m impressed let’s go shopping.”
Eisuke helped her pick out a sexy royal blue dress with a low cut neckline that accented her breasts nicely. It hugged her curves in all the right places but looked elegant and classy. What she didn’t notice was the way he was looking at her when she was looking at herself in the mirror. As the night proceeded, she got her hair and makeup done and an engagement ring to finish the ensemble.
“ I must admit you look better than I thought you would. You have my permission to get drunk if it’ll make tonight easier, just don’t make a fool out of me.”
She nodded and he introduced her to many people, kept her close. Gave her quick kisses, she acted as his fiancé as best she could. Lacing their fingers together, kissing him on the cheek and flirting with him.
When the meal was served they fed each other and giggled, laughed, and kissed, making it as believable as possible that they are in love. Both Eisuke and _ _ _ drank heavily. As the night ended he took her into the elevator as they rode up to their suite he whispered in her ear
When they got to the room he opened up the minibar and they drank the rest of the tequila shots, leaving them both fairly inebriated. She took her hair down and let it fall to her shoulders, Eisuke was mesmerized and cupped her cheek. Then ran his hands through her hair, and she closed her eyes at the feeling. He kissed her forehead gently and she opened her eyes. They looked into each other’s eyes, and he put his large hands on her face and gently kissed her, but then deepened the kiss. He pulled away and looked at her and went back to her lips pushing his tongue past her lips.
He explored her mouth and started wrestling with her tongue. She started feeling along his chest and his strong biceps. She slipped his suit jacket off, and it fell to the floor. Eisuke broke the kiss, and nibbled at her ear.
“ ahhh.”
He put his hand on her breast and started massaging
“mmm” Eisuke brought his lips to her ear
“ your moaning is turning me on”
He started kissing down her neck. Eisuke’s inhibitions were down, and he was getting carried away. At first this was about business, but right now he wanted to be with her. He wanted to know what she feels like, what she sounds like when she has an orgasm.
He sucked on her neck leaving a love bite. Charolette started unbuttoning his shirt as he continued kissing down her neck and across her collarbone. He took his shirt off the rest of the way, and she pushed him down on the bed and unbuckled his belt and unbuttoned his pants pulling them off. She climbed on top of him and kissed him deeply, then kissed down his neck biting and sucking as she went. She licked his nipples
“ ngh”
She looked up at him and his pupils were dilated, and he was breathing hard. She couldn’t believe she was having this kind of effect on him. She kissed and licked down his abs then slid his boxers off letting his erection spring free.
“ Why am I the only one naked?” She looked up “ Do you want me to suck your cock or not?”
Eisuke pulled her down on top of him and unzipped her dress.
“ I want you naked” He flipped her down on the bed sliding her dress off exposing her full subtle breasts and her black satin thong. She was beautiful, but he wouldn’t dare tell her that. This was the only time they were to do this so he’d better make it worth it. He kissed down her chest, and circled his tongue around her nipple
“ Oh god!”
He took her nipple into his mouth while he rolled the other one with his thumb and forefinger. She moaned loudly, and he let go of her nipple and ghosted his hand down her abdomen to under her panties.
“ So wet already” he rubbed her clit in circles, and she started breathing heavily with her chest rising and falling rapidly. He entered two fingers inside of her curling his fingers. Her legs started shaking and her walls started fluttering. He pulled his fingers out and she whined at the loss of contact.
“ No coming yet. It’ll be worth the wait.”
He took her panties off and turned her over “ On your hands and knees”
She did as he said and he pushed into her in one swift motion, and they both moaned at the feeling. He started slamming into her holding onto her hips with his nails digging into her skin. He was grunting in sync with every thrust. He wasn’t being gentle, but it wasn’t painful either. He pulled out, and flipped her over again settling himself between her legs and pushing himself inside of her. She wrapped her legs around his waist and she panted and moaned as he thrust inside of her.
“ You feel so good Charlotte, so fucking good!”
He started thrusting faster and she scratched down his back leaving red marks and making him groan. He reached between their bodies and started rubbing her clit, and moved himself to the left hitting her sweet spot
“Ah! oh my god... Eisuke!” Her walls clenched around his cock and drew him in further. Eisuke quickened his pace to help her ride out her orgasm while chasing his own. After several more thrusts he spilled inside of her. He pulled out and laid next to her both their chests heaving.
