#kee rant

[seasonal-grief]

the media embargo lifts at midnight

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My last day at home is tomorrow, but I’m not going to be home for most of it so that makes me sad ;; I wanna draw or do something I won’t be able to do for the next week or so, but I have no motivation. I also keep crying because I am gonna miss my cats so much ;; I’m an emotional mess rn.

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Here’s my lil MSQ ramble for y’all.

Major spoiler warning if you’ve yet to complete Shadowbringers.

OH MY GAWD! After the last dungeon, when we’re gearing up to fight Hades I fucking burst into tears as Arbert spoke for us.

Holy fucking shit.

After being a silent character for so long to have a voice come from your character, even if it’s just Arbert’s voice, is just world shaking.

Coming out of that light, smacking Emet down with some hard talk. YESSSSSSSSSSSSS.

I fucking loved it, I fucking cried. YES BITCH! TELL HIM! AAAAAAAAH!

I really hope they do it again sometime. I was absolutely stunned by it.  Took me a few seconds to register it like “That was US? WE TALKED? WHAT?”

Amazing 10/10 best expansion ever. 

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God, why do I have such a desperate need to have Kee beaten and/or killed?  I feel like I’m just projecting because I wanna be beaten and/or killed, but that’s stupid and overly dramatic.. Right? I mean, I don’t wanna kill Kee off because I’m suicidal and I am unable to kill myself, so killing an OC that’s so near and dear to me is the next best thing... Right?

I’d write Kee getting beaten and/or killed myself, but it feels hollow coming from me.

Urgh, idk. Maybe I’m just in a huge masochistic mood and wanna get off to some raw pain and suffering. 

I feel like I’d literally pay someone to hurt Kee right now. Just right now, in game, come up and stab her repeatedly. She probably deserves it.

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For fucks sake! I was squeezing in some work before I have to go babysit and the fucking cat jumps up where she’s not supposed to be and knocks over my bowl of soup straight onto my keyboard. Now the damn thing is glitching so we’re taking it apart and sitting it in rice, but I am so mad right now.

I’m fuming.

Bad luck week.

I just want something to go right for once.

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I have the flu, I’m fatigued, I’m depressed and now I am pissed. Imma just lay here in defeat until the abyss takes me. 

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Aaaaand now there is a big ass crack in my tablet screen.  The cats knocked it off my desk last night.

Hooray

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Thankfully most youtube pranks are fake

I’m constantly skeptical of ‘youtube pranks’ since the whole Daddy Of Five was completely real and disgustingly abusive. 

Pranks where anything/anyone is destroyed or hurt is not okay in my books.Plus people are stupid, some kid is gonna watch that and think it’ll be fun to do that to their partner. It’s a constant trend and it needs to stop regardless of if it’s fake or not.