Hey I hope you don't see this
Listen, I’m high right now. But I was just thinking about you, it’s not like it was sudden. Because I thought about you more than you’ll ever know. I really want to talk to you, you were genuinely the first person I felt great talking to. I don’t know what happened between us. I can honestly only remember it as a blur in the end. I don’t know, I just really fucking miss you. We always caught up in no time, but now I can’t even reach you. I’m sorry for anything that I have done that you thought was fucking stupid. I acknowledge that I was annoying, but that’s how I coped with myself back then. But I truly loved you. And I remember the time I had to stop myself from loving you too much. There was a time where you told me you wanted to be with me and kiss me at that moment. But I had a lost for words. I wanted to too, but that’s something you didn’t know. And I could of confessed everything to you, it’d take longer than the long stretches of phone call time we made to each other. It’s just I didn’t want to be a cause of problems with your life. I miss talking to you, I don’t want you to think I still have these attachment feelings to you. I just want to talk to you again gabby. I want to be your friend again.