#kei things

[itneedsmoreketchup]

Some Twewy dokis for @silentrobins bc she has been loving Neo & I wanna support one of my otps so much!!

[thinkingnamjoonkei]

Hey guys!!! I know I just dropped off of the face of the planet. I just needed a break. I would like to come back within the next week or two, it's just that I've seen loads of negative things happening in the fandom of late which has significantly lowered my opinion of the fandom and my place in it.

I'm a bit confused as to whether I should ignore it or not. Sometimes I feel like I can't post the things I want to post either because I am always worried about how the fandom perceives things.

Also, I'm just been going through a rough patch with my sexuality and self confidence. Being on a platform which is so highly concentrated with heterosexual energy (which obviously never bothered me before) kinda just helps to confuse me and make me feel sexual shame.

Either way, I will slowly but surely get back to making posts again properly when I feel more comfortable with myself, the fandom and this platform(which should be within the next few weeks however I will make the odd post probably).

Also, I'm gonna take the time to shout out a couple of my mutuals whom I am love who are super supportive and/or lovely humans :

@mind-of-a-hardstan @smxktrsh @ifuckinglovekimnamjoon @dory2812

Also,

@lomlkook because even though we haven't spoken her blog has been keeping me afloat recently.

Anyway Thank you + 🌈💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜🌈

See you soon. Kei :)

[maybe-jayy]

Kei! 17, 20, 23

YOU WANNA KNOW ABOUT KEI-SAMA DO YA!!

17: Does your OC suffer from any mental health issues?

Sort of?? I haven’t really put a full analyses into it yet, but he is pretty big on pretending and disassociating himself with quite a lot of his more personal negative feelings. Like he doesn’t really connect well with his losses and how much it actually affects him. He just brushes it aside with nonchalant comments and convinces himself it’s not a big deal and he doesn’t actually care. ((This is really noticeable with things involving Athwin if ever brought up))

20: Does your OC hurt others often unintentionally? If yes, how?

Not only is he ignorant as fuck to his own feelings but to others as well. Sometimes he’ll try to help someone out and unintentionally make things worse. ((An example of this would be Naruaki))

23: Does your OC tend to hide something about their personality/essence when meeting new people? If yes, what?

That he’s actually a really nice and caring guy, with a big soft spot. He just prefers to give off the aloof “idgaf about you” attitude. That and he’s a huge Rhythm Game nerd, but if someone blurts that out right away he won’t deny it.

[sun-flowerfields]

[decem-viri]

/runs up behind you and jumps on your back/ I MISS YOU!

“I miss you more, Seungie!”