#kelsey rambles

[angelicbrats]

pleasing her, not just for her own enjoyment and satisfaction but for mine too. it excites me to please her. hearing her mumble “good girl” as i complete a task or do something that she likes. how visceral my feelings are and how deeply i crave pleasing her. it’s just so intoxicating.

[daisyachain]

'Good fanfics have short oblique titles' / 'good fanfics have long poetic titles' both wrong. Good fanfics have titles like 'The Journey to a Home: An Aerith and Bob Adventure' and were posted to ff dot net in 2011

[konnfusion]

skipping Eccleston's season of DW is ridiculous for a lot of reasons, but people really wanna miss out on the Doctor/Rose dynamic that is basically:

Rose: oh they gave me pickles by mistake, I guess I'll just--

Nine: [blows up the restaurant]

[incorrectbandofbrothersquotes]

i’m having to remind myself to nurture my hobbies outside of writing

i’ve been neglecting reading a book that i legitimately enjoy because i feel guilty for not writing. and not just books, but my friends’ fics that i want to read!

i have a ballroom competition this weekend that i’m very anxious about, but have not let myself process my feelings because i feel like i should be writing. 

i have a date this weekend! but i almost didn’t agree to go because i thought “wait when will i write though?” since i’ve got the competition on saturday. 

reading and ballroom are my two big Things I Do outside of writing and i have been putting so much pressure on myself to get to my fic that I’m not enjoying these other things or feeling conflicted about going out and having fun (like on a date). 

idk i just needed that reminder today and i think this weekend i’m just gonna focus on those things instead of pressuring myself to get the next update done. maybe it’ll also help me get un-stuck too lol

[fbismostunwanted]

Lol, I watched 3 episodes of OUAT last night and already have 3 full pages of things I'd like to gif

So I guess I'm back on my bullshit 😅

[villanellesabottom]

I need a girl who’s down to watch Law and Order: Special Victims Unit with me.....

[paupersnail]

It was my birthday today! Didn’t do anything really, but it was still nice. Started playing FFXV so get ready to see a lot of that I guess.

[drdessertfox]

I somehow convinced Sean to do a sunrise hike with me for my birthday with a 3:00 AM start time tomorrow morning. I’m super excited because it will be my first sunrise hike! I think it will be an awesome way to spend my short amount of time in the PNW before I have to head out to Michigan. I’m sure that Sean does not find it nearly as exciting but, hey, he’s the one who asked me to marry him so I guess he is okay with my random shenanigans. 

Speaking of Michigan, does anyone know if it’s fun to kayak out on the lake in the fall? I was thinking of bringing a waterproof jacket and some gear so I can enjoy my days off. Hopefully, I end up liking Michigan more than Miami in regards to my rotation and the weather. 

If anyone has any ideas as to how I should spend my free time while there hit me up with some suggestions!