childhood recurrance ( ` kev & sica )
Inhabiting in South Korea was not an easy thing to do for Jessica. Not a single day would pass by of missing America. She was exiled from her home sweet home by her parent’s decision and when she pleaded, the poor girl begging on her knees not to leave, she was not surprised to see the contemptible look marked on their faces. The way their cold eyes gazed at her for crying and being so “vulnerable" and them telling her to get away from their sight. The eldest Jung was recognized as the black sheep in her family.
Luckily for her, she was away from hell and this was surely a great opportunity for her to grasp. Now that Jessica grew up, it took her awhile to realize that she was way better off without those two who she called “Mother" and “Father". It’d been years since she last heard their voice or ever seen them face-to-face.
But if there was one person that made the pain go away during her troublesome times, it was her childhood friend: Kevin Woo. They were inseparable— two peas in a pod. No one could ever tear them apart or so she thought. When Middle School came around, that’s when she started to feel more than she ought to have. People called it, an aspect called “love".
Sica did have strong feelings for him and letting him go was one thing she didn’t regret. She didn’t want to see him hurt because of her illness and she couldn’t let him know about that either.
"It’s better not to think about the past.." Sica held a firm grip onto her pencil, her nails digging in her palm.
She didn’t want to see him, quite frankly. But being in the same class— World Literature. What choice did she have? It’s not like she can drop out of this course, it’s a requirement for her major. And plus, the past is the past.
She just didn’t know how to react.
Well.. at least now you know that you’re an idiot for not taking this last year.