Today for @khoc-week we bring to mind that which makes our characters unique. And while of course every character is, Annora doesn't notice how she is unique. During the age of fairytales she was nothing special among the wielders. And though she walks with Luxu, she doesn't consider herself the special one. Just an accessory. So when in Scala, and forced to face her own uniqueness, she isn't ready for it.
Annora had never considered herself anything special. She wasn’t particularly talented when it came to the keyblade. Her magic was far below average, if she was to be honest. She had never faired well in the pvp of Daybreak Town, and against enemies she had only done marginally better. Perhaps the only thing that had kept her from meeting a gruesome end before the war was her stubborn streak that had filled those around her with annoyance.
She didn’t like the treatment that came with being unique.
With a sigh she sat herself underneath the statue of Ephemer. It was a comfort that he was here, even in such a loose sense of the word. Something to say she wasn’t as alone as she was starting to feel.
There were other wielders around her often, and yet none of them made the feeling leave. Not all the aw of her skill with no training. Not the constant eyes on her rusted keyblade she couldn’t bring herself to get rid of. Not the jokes from Remus and the ponderings of Freya. It all only made her feel more and more alone. Someone who didn’t belong and slowly everyone around her was realizing it.
“How did you do it?” Annora asked. She waited a moment before looking over her shoulder at the statue as if her question would make him spring to life. There was something comforting that he looked the same as she remembered and not how she was sure the people of Scala remembered him. “You were always special weren’t you? That’s why she made you leave first.”
Ephemer had been something special the moment she had met him. The way he spoke about their world and his theories. Annora could have spent hours listening to him even if she didn’t understand a word of what he said. And even Master Ava had noticed. It was why he was chosen. And that specialness had carried over. He was the leader among the Dandelions. The leader of all of them. Even with Skuld beside him. And Brain. They all followed him, agreed he had to be the leader.
“I don’t know what I’m supposed to do here,” Annora confessed. “Luxu definitely wants me to do something. But, I can’t remember what. And it’s not like I know where to find him. I can’t just ask.” She sighed heavily once again looking at the brick beneath her feet. “I don’t like being watched all the time. I don’t think even the foretellers watched me so closely.”
“Well, the foretellers weren’t exactly watching anyone all that closely.”
Annora jumped, looking towards the voice that had suddenly spoken. For a moment she wasn’t sure what she was seeing was real. Though she hadn’t spent a particularly long time with the Dandelions she had gotten to know them all well enough. And she remembered she had hated Brain’s hat.
The feeling had not changed.
“You come here pretty often,” Brain said, as he walked over to where Annora was sat. He sat down beside her, adjusting his hat on his head. Annora scrunched up her face in annoyance. She saw a flicker of laughter cross Brain’s eyes, though he didn’t make a sound. “And you talk to Ephemer like a friend. So am I to guess you’re the wielder of the rusted key?”
“Ephemer was my friend,” Annora answered, though she didn’t acknowledge his second question right away. Even he had heard of her, someone so special to the societies. To the Dandelions. “You don’t look any different.”
“You do,” Brain remarked. “Annora, right?”
“I’m not hiding it very well,” Annora said, giving a half-hearted grin. Brain chuckled. Annora felt the slight tension in her shoulders fade, her grin changing to feel more natural.
“No, you’re not,” he agreed. He leaned back on his arms, watching Annora from the corner of his eyes. His eyes always held a spark, some sort of curiosity and wonder. Like he was taking the world apart to understand how it worked. Annora was glad that wasn’t gone. “Makes the higher ups around here very interested. Might want to be careful.”
“I’ve never been good at careful,” Annora said, rolling her eyes as she looked away from Brain.
“You know, somehow I can believe that,” Brain said. Annora quickly shot him another glare, her face scrunching up in the playful annoyance once more. “Careful doesn’t trap themselves with several primordial darknesses.”
“It needed to be done,” Annora said, her words heavy again. It had to be done. And no one else could be lost. They were all too important. Chosen for a reason. Not just there. Not like her. It made sense.
“It did,” Brain agreed. He was being oddly agreeable, Annora could feel the wariness returning. She watched him from the corner of her eyes, just as he watched her. “I don’t think anyone else could have done it. You’re something else, didn’t even die right.”
“I’m nothing special,” Annora said softly. “I wish everyone would stop treating me like it.”
“Unfortunately, you’re special now,” Brain said. Annora glared at him, though it did little to sway his expression. He nudged her gently. “But I get it, being special for the things we’ve been through ain’t great.”
“Oh, I’m sure you’re everyone’s hero,” Annora said. Brain shrugged in response. There was a slight pause as he looked over his shoulder at Ephemer’s statue.
“Just a left over really,” Brain said. “Somehow in Ephemer’s shadow after all this. I think you get it.”
“Yeah,” Annora agreed. She turned her attention fully on to Brain now, looking over him fully. “Why’d you come talk to me?”
“It’s lonely,” Brain admitted. “Thought you might like having a conversation with someone who got it.”
Annora smiled slightly and nodded.
At the very least, she wasn’t the only special one. And sharing the spotlight felt better than bearing it alone.