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In theory, being home for a month means that I would get a lot of drawing done, but in practice, I lose my tablet pen in a stupid place for 3 weeks and spend more time laying around than looking for it.
It’s been a while since I’ve drawn Kidd. She’s still around. Just been disabling live ceruleum tanks in Gyr Abania before they explode.
I’m home sick with a nasty stomach bug today but I wanted to take some screenshots of my Hellsgirls.
Inktober 2018: Day 26 - Stretch
Kidd taking a moment to herself in the forge.
Inktober 2018: Day 6 - Drooling
We tolerate a lot for the ones we love.
One out of two (!!!!!!) thank you drawings for @tiroro-roro who is ridiculously generous for all of the Ko-Fi. Buy be a Ko-Fi and receive art in return at http://ko-fi.com/literalghost
Mun questions: What makes you the most emotional about your muse? (Baeyl); Why do you think you connect to your muse? (Hikari); Do you genuinely want your muse to be happy? What do you think would make them most happy in life? (Kidd)
What makes you the most emotional about your muse? (Baeyl)
The biggest themes I think about when it comes to writing Baeyl are themes of recovery, and it is something I get emotional about with her.
Baeyl by nature is pessimistic. She assumes the worst by default. Hope is hard for her to come by, and harder for her to hold onto. She expects that some day she’s going to be alone, either by driving others off or having them taken from her. She hates herself for conscious choices she made, people she hurt (and worse), and she can’t forgive herself for any of it. That self-loathing and her expectation for loneliness make me the most emotional for her, and the fact that she has to struggle to move past that and end up somewhere better.
Why do you think you connect to your muse? (Hikari)
whew
i’m about to make a really embarrassing admission here and say that Hikari is a derivative of a character that…started out as a self-insert character when I was 13, lmao. Which becomes much more painfully obvious when you know that my name irl is Kari.
It’s…kind of embarrassing for me to think of sometimes. But it’s one of those things that I’ve had the character for so long that there are some fundamental elements of her and themes surrounding her that she never strays too far from, even when she gets re-imagined for a new setting.
OBVIOUSLY (hopefully obviously), a lot of things have changed over that time and through different iterations of the character. There are still many traits I share with Hikari (and…that said, all of my characters have traits of mine, to some degree), but I think with this version of Hikari, the things that I hit closest on area - she has no idea what the fuck she’s doing half the timeb - deals with discomfort by being avoidantc - easily distracted, loses focus if too much is going on from trying to pay attention to all of it at the same time
There are other things that connect me to Hikari, but by and large, all of my Dumb Anxious People-Pleasing Brain Shit gets put in her and cranked up to eleven.
Do you genuinely want your muse to be happy? What do you think would make them most happy in life? (Kidd)
This is a hard question with an odd answer…?
Most of my characters have some point want them to be at by the end of their development. Things they have to come to terms with, get better from…some goal in mind.
But Kidd stops being interesting to me if she’s too happy.
Like…the thing that would make Kidd the happiest in her life is if she just accepted and fully embraced the fact that she isn’t a happy person. And she doesn’t have to be. And that’s okay.
There are some things that she’s never going to get closure on. There are some things she will never stop being afraid of. But having baggage and having fears doesn’t make you an incomplete person. Finding happiness doesn’t make you a complete person. She’s going to spend her whole life being a high-strung trainwreck of a person because this is just what she got. And the people she’s closest to are also trainwrecks.
But that’s okay.
Headcanon meme: Kidd would make an adorable lesbian, but is straight.
Not really sure how I feel about this one (or honestly, how to rate it, I don’t feel really comfortable confirming or denying either way because I’m not gay myself, but like…I guess???), but for the record, Kidd is ace.
She’s tried at the romance thing a few times and decided that emotional intimacy is hard, physical intimacy is even harder, and she’d rather be crafting something instead.
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People are doing this meme where they’re posting up images of just their alts’ eyes.
I liked it, so here are all the girls, minus one alt that I haven’t really touched at all (and don’t want to because I have fucking 6 regular/semi regular alts, god damned 6, how am I going to level all these?)
