#kihari ask

[niponmirai02]

;^; I agree. Kihari is a precious and deserved to be loved. Everything you wrote and made about her is perfect~! T^T She mustn't suffer through soo much badness in life. *cry*

Seriously!? Perfect!? How so? I’m curious so tell me? Since when has Kihari been loved?

I honestly don’t believe so anymore.

[niponmirai02]

What's your favorite thing about Kihari? What's your least favorite? What's one thing you feel you haven't talked about regarding her?

What’s your favorite thing about Kihari?I honestly can’t think of one. What is there to like about her? Lmfao. I’d go with that she goes through something that some people like me IRL goes through… underappreciation and being ignored/invisible by many. A little off topic-ish but, I also like to put her (as well as my other OCs) through some sort of pain, anxiety, and depression of sort because well… not everything is full of sunshine and roses… and sadly not everyone receives the happy side of life (i certainly did not for many years and now my OCs suffer for it *evil laugh*).

What’s your least favorite? Um…everything? Have you seen the trashiness of that is Kihari?She’s a shy, unwanted and anxious wallflower who was outcasted by society. She hides and hates her own appearance and blemishes. She doesn’t believe she deserves to be loved/liked by others… nor does she believe to be a good and attractive person. She suffers with self-hatred, depression, and social anxiety. She hides her appearance from people she comes in contact with and thus is invisible by her community.Shall I go on?

What’s one thing you feel you haven’t talked about regarding her?The true cause and reason for the accident that caused Kihari’s permanent pink ombre highlights. Though, you ain’t getting nuttin outta me about that… unless you want Kihari to hate herself even more.

[niponmirai02]

ʕง•ᴥ•ʔง I will fight for the love of your art and characters.

You can try but there’s no point.

Brain: *SKREEE* LIEZ!! DON’T LISTEN TO DEM MIRAI! (ง •̀_•́)ง Fite meh if you dare, ya’ll! 

[niponmirai02]

Would you ever go back in time if you could?

That all depends on how far back in time, really. 

[niponmirai02]

Do 1, 7, 10, 20, 25, 27, 30 please C;

1. Have you met your soul mate?No.

7. First kiss details? (If you haven’t been kissed, reply how and if you would like to be.)Never had a first kiss. I don’t know how and honestly I’m not interested in having one. Period.

10. Do you wear dresses, and skirts?No. No no no no no no no no no no no no no no no!!!! NOOO!!! *Y E E T S out the faukin’ bedroom window* I REFUSE!!!! YOU CAN’T MAKE ME!!!! >:| *hisses and snarls*

20. Do you fall in love easily?Unless it’s otome/romance game characters, I have never actually fallen in love so… I don’t know.

25. Has anyone ever confessed to you?Surprisingly… yes… o_o I still can’t believe it myself. A few of my college friends have. One in particular just did so not to long ago. :| As usual I did not feel the same for him or any of the others one bit except nothing more or less than just friends.

27. What makes you smile?Watching or seeing something funny. I always really have a hard time smiling naturally, especially in photos, unless something makes me laugh.

30. Marriage or kids?Uh…kids obviously. One of the reasons I chose to study in the field of Child Development is because I love interacting with children… preschool children to kindergarten children to be more precise. However, as much as I love being around kids… I am not interested in having kids of my own.

[niponmirai02]

I want you to know that I will still be there to support you and your art no matter if you don't believe so. You were one of those who understood and forgave the early mistakes I made on my blog and I appreciate you and your friend's help on my blog and discord server. I also admire how you love other people's art before your own, even if you hate your own. if people do not understand why you don't believe in yourself then they can come fight me and those who do understand and care for you.

Thanks, I appreciate it. Though there’s really no need to do that. I also appreciate the work you’re doing for other people’s apprentices and I don’t think you did anything wrong.

Plus why shouldn’t I value other people’s art and characters before mine, they obviously are really talented artists and their stuff are worth more loving.

[niponmirai02]

Your art??? Is amazing???? Screw da haters???? Its sweet and heartfelt and really well made so???? Respect yourself 🍌🍌🍌 love yourself 🍌🍌🍌

I appreciate the heartfelt comment whoever you are but I honestly don’t believe so anymore. I really don’t see how my art is amazing and well made. The haters are right about my art, there’s no doubt about it.

Plus loving myself has long been dead since almost a decade and a half ago. Also what’s with the banana emojis? Lmao.

[niponmirai02]

Sometimes people need someone to help them realize their true potential. Does Kihari have anyone like that~? --@Tranquil-Arya

Only her aunt, but Kihari doesn’t see her anymore… for other reasons *sad face*