Can you plz do angst HCs for Killjoy, Reyna & Skye? Thx in advance!!! Love your writing btw!
Absolutely! i got two of these so this will cover both
Killjoy is entirely oblivious to the fact that she was practically milked for talent. When the other agents try to tell her or accuses her of being a willing/knowing participant she gets incredibly sad as well as confused. This has started creating self confidence issues for her as well as increased the amount of escapism she pursues.
When ever she thinks another agent is about to be killed or severely injured she looks away so she doesn't have to mentally process she just watched her friend die. She will wait guarding their body until Sage can revive them and will absolutely never leave their side unless she has to
There are many nights she doesn't sleep very much if at all. This is due to her frequently overworking herself past the point of exhaustion into a state of delirium. During these moments she often has harsh hallucinations of her friends calling out for her to help them or brief moments where she slips out of consciousness only to be met with nightmares of her machines killing everyone.
She deeply worries what she does isn't good/worth it but she doesn't have anything else to fall back on so she continues.
Reyna often takes on the big sister role towards the younger radiant agents to fill the hole her sister has left in her life. She partially feels guilty for it but also thinks her sister would want her to help other young radiants.
Deep inside her she knows her sister probably wont make it or, if she does, her life wouldn't be lived to the fullest. Because of this she has entirely shut down her own life outside of serving her community, caring for her sister, and helping young radiants. There was a point where she wanted a family of her own, wanted to pursue other things, but those all vanished once kingdom intervened in her life. She feels if she can be dedicated enough to her cause as well as her sister then it was all worth it and that, even if the odds aren't in her favor, her sister may yet survive and get to live the life she has given up.
As long as her sister gets to live without struggle or strife Reyna would do anything, this includes giving up her own life as a free woman or dying.
Her family, except for her sister, died once kingdom tore her village apart. This is also the event that awakened her radiant powers as she went on a rampage due to grief. She doesn't entirely remember what happened but other agents, such as Viper, do which has invoked a just fear. All she knows was that day started happy and ended in so much blood being scattered across her home.
Skye grew up living remotely which she is mildly self conscious about due to her inability to understand some common things. She plays it off to keep it from getting to her too much but when she's alone and having trouble she tears up due to frustration.
She feels horribly having to kill her double due to knowing that both their hearts fight for the same cause, to protect their homes. She fears one day she may know the full story of why they want to steal her earth's radianite and that she will agree with them.
Skye is not stranger to getting hurt and being in a pinch. More often than not she doesn't tell her team she's injured and just deals with it her own, be that putting a bone by in place or patching her self up. Because of this she is dull to pain which results in her thinking shes not "soft" anymore.
She hates killing people and can only deal with the guilt by finding a way to justify it even if the reason doesn't make sense.
Her need to work out and keep in shape comes from a fear of dying or letting someone else die due to not being good enough. When she was young she had to rough it A LOT which only got worse once first light occured. Her life has nearly come to an end numerous times and she, regrettably, has resulted in others deaths due to not being good enough.
light angst/just kinda sad: she isn't properly educated past at most middle school. Her entire education was limited due to where she lived and at one point she was some what home schooled some what thrown into the world and expected to learn.