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TW: vent, unsettling topics, talk of (possible) irl stalking, talk of catcalling, talk of $h, talk of transphobes, rant kinda, maybe swearing, talk of creeps, kinda long (let me know if I should add more)
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hey, mike here I guess.
I went out bowling last Saturday (12/6/25 in the U.S.) with my dad and siblings and I had to run out to the car and there was a guy in the parking lot who was staring at me a lot and tried to make himself not obvious. I tried not to assume and just brushed it off then quickly walked back into the bowling alley building to give my dad his wallet which he left in the car. Fast forward, we finish our game and then we walk back out to the car and as I get to the car, there’s this grey ish car a few spaces from mine and as we pull out so does that car. It follows us to the drive thru we got food at and then was a few cars back but followed us back and stopped just before we pulled into the (really big) driveway where my dad is staying.
Fast forward to Sunday (12/7/25 in the U.S.), we were going roller skating and were headed on our way. We went to a diner first to get lunch (which was really yummy btw) and there’s a greyish car that pulls in a few minutes after we go sit down a few spaces from ours and I brush it off again. Then, guess who comes into the diner? That guy. He sits down in the box seat thing behind mine (my seat faces one way so the booth behind me were he sat had his back facing me). Weird, right? I thought it was a coincidence. My dad gets up to take my siblings to the bathroom and I wait. Then, I hear a click go off. I check from the gap between the window and the seats and the guy took a photo of me. It’s only my side profile so it’s not too bad. Then, my dad gets back and I don’t tell him because I don’t want him to worry.
We drive over to the roller rink and nothing bad is happening at first. While im skating im having fun and then guess what? Some older (teenage? early 20’s?) guys start whistling at me and saying stuff to each other abt how I look “pretty” and “hot” so I skate away from them but they catch up since it’s a loop shaped rink. Then a group of like 3 guys abt my age skate closer so they’re behind me and in front of the creeps. The creeps try and move forward but cant since the other guys don’t let them and then the creeps try and make a move when I fall and the other guys tell them to back off and then ask if im ok once they’re gone. W to the guys who saved me frfr!!
Anyways, that’s all I can remember because someone else was fronting for the rest of the time I was at the rink I guess. Well, I front again once im back at my dads and I hang out for a bit and then my dad tells me to pack up so he can take me back to my mums. So I pack up and we drive back to my mums and then I sit in my room and question why all that happened and some other stuff came up that I would rather not talk about and I cried and relapsed :<
unrelated, but my su!cidal thoughts r back and stuff and i miss H and stuff and I think my gf hates me for some reason but i feel like confronting her will make her hate me more and ill look like an attention seeker if she doesn’t hate me. So yeah, im not ok.
That’s all I got for today, im kinda exhausted and I might not post much with school and all. Sorry.
