Cold Case: Part 3
Macys POV
Okay Mace, just breathe and talk to her. I gently knock on the door "Hey," I say, sighing relieved she opened the door
"Hey." Y/n steps back to let me in, avoiding eye contact. Closing the door behind us. There was an awkward tension in the air, neither of us knew what to say.
"I'm sorry..." I try.
"Can we just not." Y/n's quick to dismiss me as we sit in silence. Our recent encounter just kept playing over and over in my head, as I try to talk to her.
A small grin forms on my face from a thought. "Remember when I asked you to be mine." Y/n looks up when she hears me talking.
"How could I forget." A small grin appeared but I saw the sadness in her eyes. "Who knew a near-death experience, would bring us together. But I knew that you were worth it when that demon tried to sacrifice you."I smiled
"And you just somehow managed to save the day, with your sodium bicarbonate, which I still don't know what it is to this day." Y/n smiled I grabbed her hand seeing her talk to me more.
"Look, I know that I can be difficult. Yet you've stayed by my side through it all, and I'm grateful for that." The chic couch patterns becoming more interesting. As she nods softly.
"And what happened was a terrible mistake, a huge fucking mistake. And I am willing to do whatever I can to make it up to you, I can even find a spell to show you what really happened. Just tell me what to do, and I'll do it I just can't lose you." I choked on the verge of tears
"And I know that I've hurt you in the past, but you still stayed by my side, even if it pained you." I continued to pour out my emotions.
"It's alright, Mace. That's in the past." Y/n sighs collecting her thoughts running her fingers through her hair.
"It's not alright." I scoff.
"Our pasts are the reason that we're like this. We put up these barriers, trying to prevent ourselves from getting hurt. When we only end up hurting each other though, like now" I confess bringing the waterworks.
"And I know I'm not like other girls. I don't have a perfect body. I don't like going out and -."
"Stop that." Y/n grabs my hand as I look to her
"I don't care about any of that. That's why I love you because you're you. Even if I don't know what anything scientific you say out of your mouth means, as much as your explain it to me. I love you because your smart, kind, loving and beautiful inside and out Mace." Y/n looks at me
"And I have my insecurities too, but I'm willing to embrace myself all because of you, because you've show me how I should be loved and you love me for me inside and out, and that's what makes you perfect to me, even if you don't see it. And I'm willing to give my all to you." Y/n goes silent for a moment.
"Plus I overreacted, and I feel stupid for doing that because you're the sweetest person I know, and I know you wouldn't dream about hurting me, now that I think about it. I just needed a minute to myself because I've been hurt so much before, and when I saw that I just couldn't believe it."
I look at her surprised, she's never been one to pour her heart out.
"And you swearing just now showed me how serious you are." Y/n smiled as she pulled me close melting into her.
"I love you." I pull back to look at her.
"I love you too." Y/n responds by kissing my forehead, being back in her arms made me feel better.
"Does this mean we're not breaking up?" I mumble after a while, feeling her laugh.
"No, silly. We're going to stop putting up these barriers, and we're going to communicate more. Even if we don't like it." She tells me.
"And you're going to learn to love yourself and I'll do the same. Because every part of you is beautiful, and I'll spend the rest of my life reminding you of that." Y/n finally pulls away from me, wiping my tears.
"The rest of our lives? You must really love me then." I joke slightly,
"I do, don't I." Y/n's studies my face for a moment.
"What?" The staring made me feel conscious. Y/n pulls me into her and kisses me deeply. It was the kind of kiss to make me fall in love with her all over again.
I grab her by her face with this newfound confidence, as we shifted on the couch. I didn't even realize that I was on top, not once disconnecting our lips until her phone started buzzing.
"Ugh." she sighs looking for the phone as I climb off of her.
"It's your sisters, I'll tell them we're fine" she grins.
"I have something better." I move to grab my phone.