Ichimatsu Matsuno Kin Memories
Osomatsu Matsuno * We fought once. He was drunk, I think, and I am almost 100% it was over a porn magazine. Choromatsu had to pull him off of me, but not before he was able to land a punch. * He would set out the futon, early, on rainy days and he'd invite me to cuddle. Or we just watched T.V. until we'd fall asleep. * He was closest to Choromatsu, even if that didn't always look like the case. * He wasn't too obvious about his feelings, even though he was the most honest and straightforward person out of all of us? * Osomatsu was the first to die, I think, ironically enough. I can't really tell, but it feels like that because his death was the first one I remembered. He died naturally. I think, on his deathbed, he finally paid back what we owed to Chibita. Chibita was angry with him for that. 🐱🐱🐱 Karamatsu * He would sing, on the roof, with Jyushi a lot. He was pretty musical. * He would sing us lullabies when we needed help going to sleep. He was a good big brother. * He ended up leaving the house last. I'm not sure in what vehicle. It was definitely some form of car. I know he left with his guitar and a smile, the motherfucker. * He would send mom, dad, and I cards from all around Japan. He was travelling a lot. He probably asked about everyone, but that's just a guess. * He was really into theatre, during high school. He wasn't what you'd call "popular", but he was up there. * He gave me a bear hug. I don't remember why. 🐱🐱🐱 Choromatsu * I remember lying on his back while he was doing something? He was lying on his tummy and had his glasses on. He was, probably, reading. * He had that ugly stuffed kitty, Karamatsu had helped me make for him, somewhere. I'm sure of it. (This isn't a memory, more so wishful thinking.) 🐱🐱🐱 Me (Ichimatsu) * I really liked rain. I would sit by the window, for hours, on rainy days. * I started becoming a "loner" during high school. That is also where my love for cats had begun. High school was when everyone started splitting up, and I was left not knowing what to do with myself. I hung around the cats that wandered around the school, and they soon all became my friends. * I had severe social anxiety. * I only drank alcohol socially. * I had a cat friend that died. I'm not, exactly, fully aware how. I remember her limp body in an alleyway. That was it. It seemed like the rest of the world wasn't happening, and all that was there was me and that dead cat. I didn't cry. Not for awhile at least. * Me and Jyushi were the closest. He understood me in a way my other brothers couldn't. (Well, sometimes they could... But never like Jyushi.) He balanced me out and helped me keep going. I loved him greatly. * I remember having cried over something. It was all white, but I remember tears rolling down my face. * I remember the whole family went on a vacation, once. It was cloudy and windy. Either Karamatsu or dad were driving. I was sitting under the umbrella, just running my fingers through the sand. Jyushi came up to me and called out to me in an honorific. He grabbed my hand and dragged me to the water. That was a nice day. * Me and Jyushi went bug hunting, once, and found a really pretty beetle. I remember we dug up some worms, too. We arrived at home around sunset. * Me and Jyushi were sitting on the beach. The sun was setting. We were talking about everything and anything. He took me to a cave he'd found. He seemed proud of himself. We sat in the cave for the rest of the sunset, holding hands and just enjoying each other's company. * I remember being locked in a closet and hearing Osomatsu's and Chibita's voices outside of it. I don't remember what they were saying. I'm pretty sure Osomatsu locked me in there. I was, like, 10-years-old. * I had Insomnia like a bitch. On especially hard-to-sleep nights, I would head to Chibita's Oden Stand and just talk to him. I think we dated for awhile, actually, but I'm not really so sure? I was on the Aromantic Spectrum, so it wasn't very likely. * My attraction to Totoko-chan was solely and wholly sexual. * I was afraid of commitment, mainly due to my inferiority complex. * Karamatsu sang me to sleep, once. * I felt threatened by Homura. * I remember, vaguely, going to an aquarium? All I remember was putting my hand on the glass and watching all these colorful fish swim before my eyes. I think Jyushi was there. I was swallowed by the beauty. 🐱🐱🐱 Jyushimatsu * He liked bugs and cooking. He would come back home with bugs frequently and loved to make mud pies. * No one really knew what he did outside of the house? We all just assumed it had something to do with baseball. Scary... * He wasn't innocent, but he could've been considered naïve. * He tried his best to keep everyone smiling in the toughest moments. * High school had probably taken a toll on him, too. 🐱🐱🐱 Todomatsu * He had enough blackmail material to have us all disowned. * He tried to give me fashion tips a lot because I was shit at taking care of myself. * He was closest to Karamatsu. * He wasn't as cruel as the Fandom makes him out to be. It's understandable how he was embarassed of us. 🐱🐱🐱 Others * We probably switched places during high school. Specifically, when one didn't want to do a specific thing or go to a specific class. This was, most likely, around the beginning or end of high school. Those were times in which, I feel, we were all close in some way.
