I have a very real fear my novel will turn out to be just cosmere fanfiction in disguise and i think that's what's keeping me from writing.

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I have a very real fear my novel will turn out to be just cosmere fanfiction in disguise and i think that's what's keeping me from writing.
It's been what...4-ish months since my second egg cracked and I realized I was a furry and otherkin?
There's definitely a surreal quality at times how...normal my kinshifts have started to feel. The random ear sensations. The way I can feel my tail stretch out when I stretch my arms and back after sitting too long. The way I just start making Pikachu noises at random times (including when I sneeze.)
I think back to those early weeks and how new and exciting everything felt. How suddenly my life felt so strange and yet so comforting.
And now it's settled into being...routine. Like the most normal thing in the world, just a regular part of my day. I barely have to think about it, the feeling of...Pikachu-ness has just become so fundamental to me. It's who I am.
I like this.
Okay, so I’ve been noticing some things on tumblr, and thats the amount of recognitions writers get. I’m very aware that most content creators get little recognition, but I’m focusing on writers, because I feel like they are on the bottom of the figurative food chain.
I spend a lot of my time writing. Why? Well, I do it for me. I genuinely enjoy writing. It’s something I find fun, relaxing, and a good way to distract myself when I feel bad. I also don’t really care about the amount of reblogs/likes I get, because I’m not writing for tumblr, I’m writing for myself.
That doesn’t mean it doesn’t affect me.
I love getting recognition for my work. The reason I post is because I know I’m sharing my writing, and I know that people I don’t know are reading it. Hopefully they are enjoying it too.
But when I get only 5 notes on a story, that makes me think “oh no, they hate it”. Its really disheartening to check your notifs after posting a story, and seeing nothing. My mind gets stuck in a loop of “why am I doing this, I’m a bad writer, everyone hates it, I should just stop” And I know that it isnt true, but there isn’t much happening to change it. I honestly dont care about the notes, but what I do care aboout is whether or not people liked it. And I don’t think people do when my fics are getting less than 10 notes.
Another thing- LIKES DONT DO SHIT!!!!!
Please, reblog. I’m not saying not to like it, but liking a post doesn’t spread it. My goal is for as many people as possible to read my fics. But, if no one reblogs, then it will be stuck in my own group of followers. I totally understand if you don’t have time to read it,or its just Too Much at the time- believe me, I’ve been there. But still, you can reblog!!!! Tag it to read later, or something like that. you dont have to read it even. I love getting my shit out to AS MANY PEOPLE AS POSSIBLE. Even if you don’t think you would like it, maybe a follower would. it doesnt take that long, and it makes a huge difference to me and other content creators. Everytime i see a reblog, i fucking grin like im insane. I just think about how many people will be able to see it, how many more people will get to read my writing. There’s always the queue function if you feel like you’ve been spamming too. Seriously. You have no idea how much it means, especially to smaller blogs like mine. This also applies to kudos on ao3. they really make writers feel good!!!
Also- please fucking comment. It’s definetly not mandatory. I get it if you’re having a bad day, and you just cant comment. I get that. But, if you can, please do. You dont have to give me some detailed analysis or anything. Even a keysmash makes us SO FUCKING HAPPY. Everytime I see a comment, i grin because I know that someone genuinely enjoyed my fic. I know they aren’t just rebloggig out of pity or anything. When i feel sad, or like i should stop writing, i go back and look through all my fics comments. It helps so much. believe me, even if its in the tags, i read it. Every single word, i fucking treasure. It means so much to me. Obviously, there is no pressuer, but if you have the time, please do. Anything is apreciated so much.
Anyways, thats all, please rb shit, please comment, please spread our creations, I know it seems like a small, meaningless thing, but you are making a HUGE difference. This applies to all creative content, but I focused on writing because I primarily write, and writers get the least amount of recognition.
please feel free to add on, but please if you feel otherwise, keep your opinions to yourself, i dont have enough energy or braincells left to argue <3
stop traumatizing daisy johnson 2k21
I FUCKING FORGOT DAVE ACTUALLY KNOWS MY BLOG AND KNOWS I SHOULDN'T BE ON TUMBLR FUCK
wow ok so apparently as trucy i was bullied and manfred von karma scared me?? cus i had a memory last night of me walking through the halls at school to my next class and i turned on my phone and apparently someone had gotten a hold of it and changed my backgrounds to scary pictures of him ;;;
I LIVE! Also, just wrote a Langst fic which will be out as soon as my friend finishes the ep he’s watching so he can beta this before i post it.