How it feels coping through fandoms

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How it feels coping through fandoms
y'know the problem with slowly getting better is that I don't like it if that makes sense? I don't like feeling better. I'm used to being miserable and actively suicidal and part of me really misses that a lot. I miss the feeling of melancholy over just feeling bland and empty. I'm definitely happier, it just feels wrong y'know?
btw if im ever so much as mildly annoying you’re allowed to kill me to death. I’ll even apologise for getting blood on your shoes
HEY, BEN, YOUR DEFINITELY NOT BOYFRIEND’S GONNA KILL HIMSELF. BETTER COME QUICK!!! 😬😬😬
What I meant to say was « Hey, guys! For the past hour and a half, I entered into a depressive episode, locked tf in, and made this! »
It’s a profile pic for my Daniel Ayres blog, @/servant-of-azathoth!
Frank’s got two red costumed losers lecturing him to stop killing people but it is extremely funny he never once mentions Matt as a friend or a nice guy lololol
Also Frank you’re constantly lecturing people about their world view so don’t pretend you’re above it.
(If there is one thing that man is gonna do, it’s adopt a youngish person in trouble)
I had a dream where I was Kris in the weird route lake scene except instead of Noelle it was with Berdly and we had to build a boat to get to the other side of the lake because he was SO sure it would work but then halfway through riding it it broke and he was so upset over it
Not sure what to make of that dream
I find it really is interesting how the flowers have such a blurred line between being lightners and darkners cause they ARE living things in the light world, in one fashion or another they do think and feel and are conscious beings, but in the dark World they exaggerate that humanity to the point of it being absurdly removed from what they actually are, flowers, much like what inanimate object darkners do