#kindofpersonal

[sprinniexd]

As I've Learned

As I’ve learned from years long past,

Many things seem to never last.

As I’ve learned from past mistakes,

Many lessons end in heartaches.

As I’ve learned from many others,

Many times we need only love each other.

For visions and memory fades away,

But for you I hope my feelings always stay.

In current times and future presents,

I hope I always get to feel your presence.

~Brandy W.

[purplemusing]

A certain photography angle might enlighten me to the point of tears. Seeing a woman with perfectly symmetrical, full lips and central incisors peeking through like two windows existing solely in a room can make my eyes water a little. A few perfectly chosen words arranged side-by-side, the sight of them will make me cry. A picture of a street existing in another continent can make me feel unexplainable familiarity and longing, a reminder of why I should always be traveling around to find what I never lost but was always missing. Their documentation is not pretentious. It’s beautiful, and its beauty is moving, and keeping something that is both beautiful and moving away from people is cruel and selfish. People shouldn’t hesitate to share something beautiful with the world, for it’s the only thing left that our soul understands.

[deathbysweet]

I hate it when I have 5 million things I wanna say, but I can't say a single one...

[stargazingalice]

Last Book of The Mortal Instruments

So after years loving and suffering with these characters, their series will end... And although there are going to be other Shadowhunters and I'm sure I will come to love them, too, this bunch will always have a special place in my heart. Not only was City of Bones one of the books that really got me into fantasy and reading in general, I also found a great friend (and my parabatai) through these books. I honestly don't know how I would like it to end, because I can't imagine it being over at all... that's why I'm extremely excited for the last volume, which I'll be getting tomorrow and I fear I will finish it way too quickly, because I can't wait to find out what happens. I just hope that the characters I love stay safe. They were a huge inspiration for me and you may call me crazy, but I think they partly made me who I am today. Even if they are "only" fictional. Jace taught me about love without bounds and my love for sarcasm is also thanks to him. Simon showed me how powerful friendship can be and that it can be more powerful than love because it is a form of love. Alec taught me that it's okay to be who I am, no matter what that means. Isabelle taught me about family, emotional strength and badass clothing. Clary taught me to see the world through an artist's eye and to never give up. Sebastian has taught me never to judge people based on initial opinions (and also that some people turn out the way they do, because there was no one who helped them). Magnus has taught me that immortality is more curse than blessing and that you can survive most everything (I can't really put into words what he taught me, but he is important to me and I love his whole character! ^_^ ) I could go on like this forever, but I will just leave it here. This is my little goodbye to these brilliant books tjat I will surely reread several times.♡♡♡

[that-kwonji]

Trap me again in your prison. The reality without you is cruel

2ne1- Gotta Be You

[toosadtobesad]

Literally sick rn

ugh I just had to fucking get sick when everything sucks like what else do i need someone to die omg pls no

can that person be me though bc I just don't know what to do now ughhhhh fml. I want someone I can talk to, I really don't have that now. I feel like I can only express my feels on tumblr. Hear that tumblr ily n you seem to always make me feel better thx anyway um life sucks rn a lot and nobody knows what to do to help and I'm just like I don't need help I'll be fine. I won't get over it but yeah.

sigh

Can things be like how they used to be

[parkvaydrive]

basically sitting on the floor at 2 am and sobbing. i relapsed and lost it again, i can't do this anymore. i was clean for like a month and now i ruined it all. and i don't even know if i have friends tbh i feel as if they all hate me and like i annoy them and that's not the best fucking feeling.

[tduncanforking]

this is so good.