#kinga hamama

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YOU AWAKE?

I don't want you to hear uncertainty in my voice and how it breaks and shakes everytime I speak I don't want you to see me with the candle light while I read the map and try to make the right move

You don't have to live the way I live You don't have to lose your heart to the stars and to the sea Like I did Like I did For all this time I kept you from bleeding built a fortress cause I could never bring you peace Like you deserve Like you deserve

I don't want you to understand my silence as I'm fighting all these battles in my head I don't want you on a white horse, darling but know once you're with me, you may expect the rain

You awake? All these brushes that I use paint dark grey over crystal blue You awake? All I want is you All I want is you

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IS IT JUST ME?

I was close enough to touch but not close enough for you to read my mind I believed in you - perhaps I still do I was so close to reach the bottom line but not that close to see us part I believed in you - perhaps I still do

All the senses mean nothing at the moment We say goodbye ending a wonderful story

Is it just me?

I was close enough to see the stare but not close enough to see it longs for her I believed in you - what if I still do? I was so close to figure this out but not that close, I let you break my heart I believed in you - what if I still do?

All the words you say Will not stop this ache

Is it just me?

Is it all in my head? Am I crazy for believing that you could change I believed in you but you didn't believe in me and the love I gave all you did was take, take, take... so take it just one more time make me believe you could’ve been mine.

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ONCE UPON A DREAM

My voice breaks the silence but then silence breaks me I open my mouth again but words don't want to slip so my heart beats this tune it goes fast and it goes heavy

there's something in me that would want you to stay but then there's something in me that would want you to go away I don't know what to do Shall I end me and you Cross you off of my list of once upon a dream

Your voice is calling me somewhere deep down the land I follow bare feet haunted by all past mistakes I'm getting closer to thee but I stopped by the lakes

cause there's something in me that would want you to stay but then there's something in me that would want you to go away I don't know what to do Shall I end me and you Cross you off of my list of once upon a dream

You entered my world in the midst of a storm bringing back all the happiness that someone stole but I don't know if I deserve it anymore I don't know if I'm worth it anymore

cause there's something in me that would want you to stay but then there's something in me that would want you to go away I don't know what to do Shall I end me and you Cross you off of my list of once upon a dream

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SHOOTING STARS AREN’T FALLING

Shooting stars aren't falling but I guess it's us falling down You lay next to me Somewhere under the starry sky

I've been meaning to tell you all the right things on my tongue And that my heart still bleeding from beating to the wrong guy I felt like I could tell you all the whispers of nightfall all the fears of a daydream but I didn't say word

Shooting stars aren't falling perhaps it's us that's falling slow You lurk shy at me talking places I don't know

I've been meaning to tell you all the right things on my mind and that my light at times is beaten by the dark clouds I felt like I could mention those times I wiped my own tears times I was too frightened stranded on the battlefield

Shooting stars aren't falling... Shooting stars aren't falling...

August bliss, the flannel shirt Warming tea, closer to find home Shooting stars aren't falling but maybe we're two souls that's falling Into something meaningful Into something true

I've been meaning to tell you...

but I didn’t say a word.

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HE WILL NOT SAVE YOU

He will not save you, girl the way you urge to be saved. Cruelty and lack of empathy destroyed the happy place you had. I know you'd love to use lots of colors you want to sprinkle glitter down everywhere You crave to make things prettier forgetting the mess you became.

He will not save you, girl the way you thought a girl could be saved. He promised heaven with a pinch of madness but he made you walk through hell. And your friends ask you "where the hell you left your brain?" they don't see you the way I do You only wanted love on your way.

He will not save you, girl Your fate is in your hands Don't give away your heart so quickly cause it will be broken again.

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WOULDN’T BE ENOUGH

I was the river... calming all your senses, saw the stars in your lenses, wanted put down the fences. Running through lost corridors, touching every of your shores, I reached the bottom line but it was never mine.

I was the fire... burning from far away warming up your freezing hands cause we were good friends. The blazes filled you inside out protecting you from harm, I lost something I never had.

No matter what I did it was never enough. No matter how hard I begged for attention you never saw stars in my eyes.

I could be the next world miracle, I could owe the seas and skies, I could dance through fire, I could walk on shattered glass but still it wouldn't be enough. I could keep the heaven blue, I could scare away the clouds, I could steal the Moon for you, I could bring up the most of your light and still it wouldn't be enough.

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DESIGNED TO LOVE YOU

Nothing's as loud as his silence Nothing makes me hear this clear I wish I could somehow shush it but everytime I try I miss

Cause even though my heart was designed to love you I can't protect you from your mind No matter how hard I could push you It won't work if you won't try

So please try... make it through one more night I cannot love you for us both It doesn't work like that I cannot love you for us both It takes two to make it last

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CHOICE

there's this darkness in me I'm afraid of I'm ashamed of my feelings cause they're nothing like rainbow You won't think I lost my mind You won't think I overreact as you see this happy face always win in the battle of my daily routine

You won't see me crying and being ripped into million pieces, you'll just see my smile and none of my weakness cause you... you see only the light cause you... you don't believe in dark cause you... you chose a lie

I hide so well cause I would never want you to feel this way a way so disturbing, filled with sorrow like a soldier doomed to fail You won't think I'm a sad girl You won't think I've got nowhere to go as you're sure there's always a 'home' but what if there isn't, love?

You won't see me crying and being ripped into million pieces, you'll just see my smile and none of my weakness cause you... you see only the outside cause you... you don't care to see deep down cause you... you choose a lie

every damn time.