19 october 1979
“I didn’t see Annie there.”
“Did she stay to watch Kira?”
“We could’ve gotten a sitter, Ed, why didn’t you tell us?”
“I need to tell you guys something...”
It had been two weeks. Two weeks, and the three of them sat on the sofa together, with half of Edgar’s life packed into boxes scattered around them. He twisted his wedding ring on his finger as he spoke, and kept his gaze on his hands. Annie had left, she wasn’t coming back. They’d made the decision together, it had ended peacefully, and no, he wasn’t alright, but he was going to be. He was moving to a smaller house, he’d found a little two bedroom with a small yard for the dogs. He was figuring it out as he went. Beyond that, he didn’t know.
There was no gap of silence when he finished. They were both staring at him.
“Why didn’t you tell us?”
“Edgar...”
They both took his hands. And it didn’t matter that he was crying, didn’t matter that he was on his own again, because he wasn’t alone. Not really. Amelia was there, and Jon, and the three of them sat there and held hands while Edgar cried and shook his head at them. He didn’t know what to say. And that was alright. There was nothing that needed to be said.
The three of them went to pick up Annie from the sitter, and what was left of the Bones family returned to the house. Kira was settled in her crib within an hour, and the siblings took up their positions in her room-- Jon in the rocking chair, Amelia curled up on the window seat, Edgar sleeping on the rug with his head resting against one of Kira’s stuffed toys. Edgar didn’t have to think about anything. Kira’s late night whinings were greeted by Jon or Amelia’s “I’ll get it,” and Edgar would drift back to sleep when Kira’s sounds quieted.
He woke up at six like normal, more rested than he’d been in months, and snuck out of the room, making sure that he didn’t wake the other three as he tiptoed downstairs and started to make breakfast. After half an hour, footsteps thundered down the stairs, and Edgar looked up, smiling at Jon and Amelia entering the room, Kira tucked safely in Amelia’s arms.
“Hey kiddos. Breakfast?”
“Yes!”
“I’m starving.”
“Aaah!”
Edgar’s small smile widened a fraction. “Couldn’t’ve said it better myself, Kiraloo.”











