#kizzy yaps

[kizzynaiver]

i work as a tour guide, an ambassador, for my college and when we get new ambassadors, they’re required to shadow a seasoned ambassador, right.

so today, i had like 7 rookies shadowing me and no tour group, so i took them out alone, so they’d still get the experience. They were all doing their 2nd/3rd shadow, which meant they gave one or two stops on the tour. Add up all my rookies, i literally was just walking around, letting them talk and giving them advice, which was great.

Now. I tell you all this because I carry around a handheld fan, cause walking around in those polo shirts gets hot and i like to fan myself to cool off.

I know i’ve been fighting allegations, but i’ve never felt more like SQQ than today, herding around a bunch of kids, teaching them and using a fan.

[kizzynaiver]

when i first read svsss, i wasnt a huge fan of lbh or bingqiu. i kinda saw the appeal but it wasn’t for me.

but now, after months have passed since i read and thought about them, im like. so in love with binghe and bingqiu?? literally nothing has changed at all, i remember the plot starkly and life is boring as ever, i just. love them. so freaking much. what the hell.

[kizzynaiver]

my brother and i were scrolling reddit together during dinner and we came across a post of xie lians actor in eternal faith. man is obviously hot as hell but before i could even try opening my mouth to say that, my brother said, completely straight faced, “wow, he’s sexy.”

[kizzynaiver]

throwback to when i was first watching the untamed and my sister was upstairs cleaning her room and listening to music on her speaker, which i mostly didn’t care about until i got to the scene where the kids were crying after jfm sent them away to protect them from the wens and “RUBY CHAN, HAAAI, NANI GA SUKI” started blaring from my sister room.

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ao3 going down again is gods way of telling me to study for the practical i have due in two hours

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training to be just like the most diligent mf i know aka lan wangji

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update no one asked for but i think leo is gonna laugh at anyways:

currently unsure if i’ve successfully gotten over this silly little crush of mine or if ive just moved on from the infatuation part of crushes and have now entered the stage where i think hes stupid as all hell but dammit he’s still kind of cute

[kizzynaiver]

my aunt and uncle are going to hajj this year, so the family is taking turns with their kids, my nine and five year old cousins, to keep them entertained.

so today we’re hanging out at home together and i’m wearing a ratty jjk shirt with the characters on it. the five year old has spent the entire day smacking my boobs, asking me to tell her the characters names.