Sep 19, 2016
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☾ / link to the background picture on your muse’s phone
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☾ / link to the background picture on your muse’s phone
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spotify, the kindle app, google docs !
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✖ & ❖
✖ leave a voicemail
[ a muffled sound as he fumbles with the phone, a sniffle, clearing his throat ] hey, tae - taemin, hey, you - uh - [ words slur together and his voice sounds hoarse, raspy ] if you could quite the fuck down next door some of us actually want to sleep ? and not listen to you get fucked - so just [ a hitched breath, the sound of liquid sloshing into a bottle ] you know what, never mind [mumbled, defeated]❖ last picture your muse took; of the page of a book of poems.
✖ / leave a voicemail (a drunk voicemail if you want to spice things up)
[static for a moment, then a low groan and rustle] yah, so i can’t fucking sleep -- [a muffled cough, the sound of glass clinking together] i need.. stress... relief. you know. just, come over. [ he clears his throat and, after a lengthy pause, adds a much less gruff --] please .. ?
✿ / how is the person who sent this ask saved in your muses’ phone
[ hunhoney 🐈 ]
don’t laugh !
The Devil
- What is your biggest temptation?
The question, though difficult for some to answer, breathes quiet laughter into his lips, nose crinkling and eyes scrunching at the edges, slightly. His grin is ever present and sheepish, almost apologetic of the answer he is about to give. “I am so tempted by affection. Validation. I think it ties back to that fear thing, you know? I could put up with almost anything, almost anyone, if they gave me enough affection to hold onto. Its stupid, and its problematic and it... has gotten me into some pretty shitty positions, situations, but it happens over and over again. Maybe I need therapy, huh?”
The Moon
- What is your biggest fear?
Jongin wouldn’t describe himself as fearful, but he has a lot of fears. Perhaps cautious is the word, but anxious is far more applicable. Depression paints Jongin heavy handed in blacks and grays and blues and it seeps through now, in the furrow of his brow and the sloping of his shoulders, a sigh on his lips as he considers the question. “If we’re talking concretely, I’m sort of scared of dark, deep places. Pits, the kind you can’t see the bottom of, like in caves?” he muses, buying himself a moment before he continues, his thumb pushing at the edge of his lips. “To speak more abstractly, I’m afraid...of being alone, the most. Really alone, truly isolated. I think that would be the most frightening thing of all.”