« Straight to the point, mh? » He was trying not to sound nervous, but it was the first time calling the man after his own fugue, and he knew he had to be quick or he would end up being fooled. He didn't miss the father. He didn't miss his past, the world he's 'supposed' to belong to. Biting his lip, his voice heaved for a moment before speaking. « You know, already, father. I want you to leave me alone. To disown me so I can live a new life, and you can say your lost son is dead and move on. »
His tongue flickered over his bottom lip as he patienty listened to Jin speak. No one deserted the Kim family if it wasn’t Inguk’s own decision. No one. He had three options: A) playing sorry, but Jin would notice. He knew him long enough to know that he was angry, rather than regretful about any of the things he’d done.B) showing his anger and reach his objective over threats, but Jin might possibly and the call and run even further.C) guilt tripping, with the possibility that Jin ended up hurting himself and would really wind up dead.He’d have to go for a good, subtle mixture of them all, whilst displaying his true feelings, without showing too much of those. “But why would you call me if you have already made that exact point clear before? Come home. Live your new life by my side. I’ll arrange a nice apartment for you close to your University. I’m still paying your semester fees, you’re not exmatriculated. You’re officially taking the semester off to do research abroad. As much as I despise what you’re trying to do, I did a similar thing when I was young - but I returned to my roots, and see where I am now. Are you dressed warmly, Seokjin? Do you live where its comfortable? Are you spending your time with ‘friends’ now? You won’t be able to hide who you are forever. You’re too much for the ordinary life. If that is really your final decision then - you’ll have to move from place to place forever. Be neither here nor there, forever. Come home, and no harm will happen to you.”
