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[lexiepeterss]

I recently wrote a piece talking about how bad I was craving her. I wanted to touch her, I wanted her skin on mine, I wanted her fingers interlocked with mine, I wanted her lips pressed against mine. I wanted it all, and that day finally came, I finally had it all. But now she's gone, She's headed back home, and I crave her even more than I did before. I constantly ache for her, Her laugh, Her scent, Her eyes, and the way she looks into mine, Her hands , and the way she grabs mine if I'm not holding hers. I just crave it all. I think I'm homesick.

I-viii-mmxiv

[lexiepeterss]

How long did it take for u to get over ur ex and be in a relationship again

I really don’t think this topic is relevant or any of your business and if anyone else brings up my ex’s to me or my girlfriend again I will probably just delete all of my social media, But many people are curious for their own situations. When my ex first broke up with me it was pretty rough, I usually would think “how could she do that blah blah she said she never would blah blah she broke a promise blah blah” and all that other bullshit people normally let get to them. Then I remembered who I am, and what I deserve. I also saw her true colors and it made me realize that the idea of someone can easily be mistaken for who they really are, and then after that I wasn’t attracted to the person she was at all. So for those of you messaging my current gf telling her that I’m going to leave her for my ex should realllllllly stop because my and my gf KACEY are very happy together and we honestly won’t put up with any of your shit, ya this distance may suck but an anon is the LAST thing that would ever come between how me and her feel about eachother, and NOTHING will stop us from beating this distance and proving you all wrong. If you have nothing nice to say, Don’t say it.

[healingheartxkae]

Greenleaf Series Finale

I know, I know, I’m mad late.

I just want to speak on things. I think it’s good Jacob & Kerissa didn’t get back together. I sort of rooted for them to finally get it together but that’s not real life. They weren’t happy or healthy. They needed to go their separate ways and that’s ok. Life isn’t a happy ending all the time. The person we thought would be our partner for life may not be. Sometimes people who find each other aren’t meant to be. It’s not always sustainable.

Kerissa fought hard, just like I do but eventually she let go. She set boundaries to ensure they didn’t fall back into that mess. When she left, she left. A lesson Can’t let familiarity get you stuck.

I think it’s good that Grace didn’t end up with Noah. Things aren’t fairytales. Love can expand. You can have multiple great loves. There’s not always an “end game” in life.

It makes me think about my outlook on love. There were people I’ve really cared deeply for. We’ve circled back around or never left each other alone. It doesn’t mean we are end game. Love shouldn’t be so hard or complicated. It shouldn’t be toxic either. There is love that that is healthy, peaceful and relatively easy. Stop watering and feeding things that are meant to just lay there and lie. It’s okay to let things go.

I also love GiGi choosing herself. She pursued what she needed for her spirit. She realized her family would be fine without her. She didn’t want to but it’s why she has to.

Another thing, an important peace of advice - “Check your heart.” It’s important to make sure you are acting out of love. It truly is the only way.

Other notables: “Let us trust him”, “It’s my time” and “make me new”.

[healingheartxkae]

Life goes on after death.

I think that’s hard to accept too,

You gotta keep going, keep pushing.

Even when your world is collapsing, you’ve got to proceed as normal.

[healingheartxkae]

Your dream isn’t over, you just need to regroup.

[healingheartxkae]

The human existence can be very hard. I didn’t know all of this is what came with getting older.

It’s all so difficult.

[healingheartxkae]

There will never be a road unpaved.

There will always be someone doing the same thing as you.

However, nobody can be YOU. That’s your power.

Keep doing, keep creating. Your uniqueness is what will make you pop.

Numbers be damned.

[healingheartxkae]

I have such big dreams and every day, I see that they are achieveable.