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Newest one, haven’t written in a while
Please,
Be the one to unburden me
Be the one to grow me
Be the one to teach me how it feels to breathe once again
-talking to myself
4:57 am
The stars that you created inside of me vanished
In the beginning you were still there
And one by one you took them from me
To hold against me
So that you could be my only light
But you grew dimmer
I tried to spark the light in you
But the stars were yours
And they did not shine for me.
~New Poem~
Every once in a while,
The air that I walk through,
Is the exact scent
Of you.
The deepest parts of you,
Where only those that honor your existence are allowed in.
My brain between your thighs,
In the holiest of grounds.
Sweat on our fingers,
And salt leaves the wound.
Cleansing ourselves,
Of the world outside dark windows
My breath rises with your hipbones.
Come to me,
Come with me,
I no longer require breath
Just this pulse of instinct, emotion.
But this is just air,
As I miss you with all my lungs,
Passing on a breeze.
Gone from me,
Gone through me,
I did not hold your hands
tightly enough.
My lips closed,
To their challenge and explanation.
Coming is more than a physical action,
Coming is a choice of body, heart sweat, salt, and soul.
All of you did not choose all of me
I came, you went.
And now,
Climax still to come,
I breathe again
To take in the world's
Other perfumed memories.
You know what you've Done
I give you dishonest smiles
And you hold me too tightly
Because you know I broke away weeks ago
I am too free a spirit
To settle for hurtful accident
That mutates into push the envelope intention
And yet I'll call you "Sweetheart!"
And laugh as you inquire
The "How are you?" That drips with guilty conscious
Because none of it is worth the breath
My honest scream would require
To break through the fake thoughts you've told yourself
And as you leave
Perhaps believing a facade
I'll stand a little taller
Than I could within your grasp
The scream choked no longer
And my smile seeping with truth.
I know you saw me today and said nothing
"Last night I dreamt
that you were writing poems of hatred with one hand
and holding mine with the other.
It's strange how my body remembers yours
how I woke with my hand still clenched
in an all too familiar pattern.
But it was a dream
and the hatred was a fiction.
And you stopped writing me poems
Long before you stopped holding my hand...
So, my dearest past darling
I invite you to watch
as I destroy you with my happiness
as I shift your body
to find what I deserve
above it."