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HOW CAN I WATCH A VIDEO FROM A MONTH AGO AND HEAR HER?

HOW CAN I HEAR MY GRANDMOTHER CALLING HER IN FOR DINNER?

HOW CAN SHE BE BARKING AT THE NEIGHBORS?

HOW WAS SHE OKAY ONE MONTH AGO?

IT ISN’T FAIR!

(july 14, 2024)

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time is weird.

it feels like a lifetime without her.

its only been two days.

(july 13, 2024)

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found an urn i liked.

(07.13.2024)

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i feel like i hear sobbing from the other room,

“my baby, my baby”

(july12.2024)

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it’s weird to cry,

to have that itchy, sticky face,

pinched at the eyes and a painful chest,

but unsure if i feel any emotion at all.

(july 12,2024)

(they say grief is a funny thing. no wrong way to grieve.

what if i’m the one that’s wrong?)

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things that are true;

1) she was a good dog. an old dog, though. she was hurting. this was the best option. this was the only way anything could have ever happened. i don’t regret it. i shouldn’t regret it. she would have hurt more.

2) i miss her. i want her here, with me.

(july 12, 2024)

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i hate this quiet house.

i hate that she’s supposed to be there.

that all of this was the best outcome,

that this was the best option,

but why-

why am i crying so much?

(july 12, 2024)

[djedsspence]

do you ever have a morning start just badly enough that the only playlist you can listen to on the way in is glee cast covers