Today: 02.22.18
For some reason, I am very angry today. I don’t know what caused it. I can’t sense my tigger. I mean everything is fine, from the outside perspective. I just don’t feel fine. I feel angry. Very angry. I didn’t wake up like this. I was having an eh day, then it happened. Garnet! It started in my shoulders & neck. A dull spread to my head and down my arms. Once it got to my chest, my cheeks got hot & the tears came. I hate angry tears. They burn & sting. Like lava on my face. The whole time my toes are cold as if to try to bring me comfort. Non was had. I thought to go outside, but I fear that I will never travel home. If I could I would just get lost in the wilderness. I want my soul to breathe. I feel trapped. Trapped in this body, trapped in this mind, trapped in this moment. Im just angry, today.
