17, 20, 33, and pick a random one you really wanna answer
17. What was your character’s favorite toy as a child?
Acknowledging that Asgard likely had some marvels in terms of technology, even when Hel was a girl in her mainverse… I feel like Hel had a preference for sentiment over design. More than that, Hel has always had a preference for austerity over showing off, even as a girl. Between her youth spent in the woods and her love for birds, I can imagine Hel had a toy not unlike a duck carved from antler that was uncovered from a pre-11th century Viking settlement. The material might remind the child of Angrboda’s hall, while the bird shape showed a preference for winged creatures that would endure throughout Hel’s life.
Not the most cuddly toy, nor the most well designed, but Hel certainly loved her little duck and took him on many errands across her childhood homes. Norns help any would-be bullies who attempted to tear her companion from her arms. Even after she outgrew toting him around constantly, he had a place of honor in her room and was still liable to be taken down to play with until the day Hel went away.
20. In what ways does your character compare themselves to others? Do they do this for the sake of self-validation, or self-criticism?
Hel tends to use comparisons to better empathize with others, trying to better understand those who come to her in spite of her reservations. In many ways, it is a form off self-validation, but this will largely depend on the scenario.
33. In the face of criticism, is your character defensive, self-deprecating, or willing to improve?
Coming out of a particularly unfair childhood – one rife with xenophobia due to her origins – Hel often has to fight to keep her tongue still and will herself to listen to criticism without lashing out or taking things too close to her heart. She’s learned to take criticism with far more grace as she aged, but then, how many would dare to criticize a goddess of death?
Hel writes off any condemnation of her from mortal sources as uneducated blather, unworthy of her time. If anyone else were to speak out, Hel would swallow her pride and try to consider the words against her. If they are fair in their judgment, she might be willing to improve, though with warning to watch their tone in the future if they were especially impertinent. If the criticism is baseless vitriol, she will become immediately defensive, poking holes into the other’s summation of her faults and letting them know precisely who they are talking to.
44. Has your character ever had a parental figure who was not related to them?
Ganglot, Hel’s aged woman-servant, is the closest thing to a parent that was always on hand while growing up in Helheimr. The old woman took care of Hel when it came to clothes, food, and well-being. Where most saw a queen to be, Ganglot could see how Hel was still a child, and a lonely one at that. She has always offered her young mistress a sympathetic ear, whatever comfort she needed, and, should Hel require it, some rather forceful motivation. Hel would have been quite lost without Ganglot, though neither ever speaks of this, knowing that professionalism is incredibly important between a servant and her employer.