#knives rant

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Would you consider writing mini bios or just some more info for the men in Satin Pillows to Cry On and the Blue Velvet story? That way I can more easily decide who to root for?

Is baby trapping going to be any more stories of this series?

Sure! I hope this gives some more insight. Don't have any set plans for baby trapping in the future, but I love using it as a manipulation tactic and a twisted form of 'love'. I don't doubt the potential for its comeback.

Ex-Boyfriend:

• Works in IT, makes just enough to afford an apartment in the downtown area of the city. • Grew up an only child with an emotionally unavailable father and physically distant mother. • Spends what little extra money he has on "spontaneous" gifts and dates with you. He buys things that may seem small but are difficult to come by, like the originally pressed record of your favorite album, or the last pair of cute socks snatched up by someone else in a department store. • Was saving up for your future wedding, but a good chunk of it was blewn on merely getting to the island and finding where you had gone. • Has enough of a 'normal guy' look that you might not recognize him in a crowd, which has made it easy for him to practically micromanage your life when originally dating. • The extremely insecure and overprotective type, which manifests in his secret revenges towards other men, and manipulated compliments as an evil but necessary way to keep you in his palm. • Is desperate to have you back in his arms, and is willing to take whatever measure is necessary, so long as you're only and solely, his. What's becoming a fugitive in another country got to do with it? • Despises your husband out of both extreme envy and for 'exploiting' you into thinking he has what you need. • Would kiss the ground where you stood with frantic praises, clinging to your ankles with cries for you to never, ever leave again.

Husband:

• A trust fund baby, has had reign of his family's business for over a decade as the eldest out of ten siblings. • Has a humble, gentle air about him, however he's incredibly vain and enjoys his luxuries more than he lets on. • Wants to give you the life you deserve, and secretly gets off on the baffled looks you give him when he shows something wrongfully luxurious. • Relishes in the refreshing air of your down to earth-ness, sees your lack of desire to hoard his wealth as a reason why he wants to overly spoil you, to provide more than just a 'comfortable life.' An uncomfortably, overtly wealthy life, rather. • His brutal ruthlessness in the business world is what let's him commit unsavory acts without remorse. • Would kiss the ground you stepped on with a softness unbecoming of a man like him, luring you forward by a chain of gold wrapped upon your neck.

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something about your writing always feels like a breath of fresh air<3 n e ways what if the darling in your satyr fic (on the slim chance that it might happen) is to hard headed to let anything happen between them and the deity oop like even if they are dying inside to be touched :3

These responses literalLY make me rabid thank you so much!! You dont understand how much that means to me! <3 I get so worried about my writing sometimes haha.

I think if Philon's darling was really that strong willed, it'd just make him more inclined to want to make them his; but, he'd let them win this round. (That is, if he doesn't completely force himself upon them first.) If darling still doesn't initiate anything, and Philon becomes too stubborn to start anything himself, he'll let them off the hook, for now. But that doesn't mean he's going to let them satisfy themselves. Eventually the wine will wear off, but when it's in effect, its unbearable. It would take some extreme self control for his darling to behave themselves, which he both commends and finds frustrating. He loves that they're still putting up a fight, but at the same time he still wants to see their dignity and self-restraint shatter.

He's most likely going to let his darling sit there in indescribable horny agony, while he releases himself. He'll make them watch, as punishment for not doing what their god has commanded. He won't take his eyes off them, making them sit and stare as he slowly pleasures himself. It makes him feel conflicted; he's tortured by the thought that it isn't his darling being the one to get him off, but he also cant help but bite his lip at seeing his sweet servant all worked up and embarrassed at watching him.

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Mhmm stuck on an island after going overboard and like a mysterious jungle man finds and takes interest on the reader🥵 or like getting stuck on said island with another person and like while trying to survive they bond, but when it comes getting close to being saved the other person doesnt want to give up their new life👩‍🦯

YES when I tell you I had the biggest fantasy with this especially regarding tarzan as a kid... just the absolute desire to be swept off your feet by a lonely jungle dude who has no understanding of human customs.

You've been shipwrecked, and you're the only person who seemed to make it to shore. Everything is a blur, and the taste of sand seems to fill your mouth. But you wake up from what you wished to be a terrible dream in the arms of a half-nude, mysterious man. Of course, you were terrified. You quickly realized that he was a complete stranger, that no one you know is still alive, and you were practically all alone on an island in the middle of nowhere.

He didn't speak English and from the few places he's allowed you to go, there seems to be no one else on the island. You quickly became terrified, alone, and confused. It didn't help that the only human man around didn't know how to talk to you. He brought you fruit and items that appeared to wash up on shore, but he never spoke. You assumed he could help you, that he wanted to get to civilization. But that was never the case. You became clear on his intentions after days of captivity. He hardly let you away from the small house in the trees he called home. You screamed and yelled, trying to scrape your way away from him.; but it didn't matter. His years on the island were no match for your few days of knowledge. He could track you anywhere you went. And one way or another, he always managed to drag you back to the ripped sheets and grassy beds that were now seen as yours.

You assumed his intentions were companionship out of loneliness. But with the way that he touched you, the way his hands stroked your skin and gripped your flesh softly, you realized his intentions weren't pure. Despite your multiple attempts at escape, you were always found; he never seemed to get tired of chasing you.

It didn't matter how many signal fires or rafts you tried to build. He was always watching, either from the trees or from beside you. And despite the language barrier, he didn't have a problem trying to communicate with you. He had no shame in getting close to you, and he appeared to have no intention of letting you go. You worried that maybe, the ways he had been recently trying to get close to you, were due to more than shameless curiosity. You just hoped that he wasn't looking to repopulate.

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For the yandere buck x y/n can’t seem to wrap my head on How exactly he would react if he is jealous. So I was asking for your input, if you don’t mind

A good question! Hmm... since hes already so possessive and cocky I think at first he wouldnt be all that worried if his darling tried to make him jealous-- he knows that they're doing it on purpose. But, that doesnt mean Buck will let them off without a scratch or two. I think hed start with a light warning, just to remind his darling that they belong to him. But if the behavior continued, he wouldnt hesitate to get a little physical, branding them again to make sure they dont even have the option to talk to another person outside of him. He might make sure they aren't allowed out of the shared cell for a while just to make sure they learned their lesson. I think he doesnt really mind letting his darling know that hes jealous, but he doesnt like anyone else knowing that.

If it's another inmate though, I think hed get upset pretty quickly; but hed pretend if it was in front of his underlings. Buck would act relaxed, almost too relaxed as he tells them to knock it off and to not mess with his 'property.' After being with him for so long though I think his darling would notice his annoyance pretty quickly. If the other inmates continued making him envious one way or another, hed get pretty pissed. Beating up others is no problem for him and he wont have an issue taking a few swings at some of his underlings if they go too far. After that, even if darling isnt aware of what happened, I think hed be a lot more physically affectionate. It's almost childlike the way he gets physically attached so quickly if he feels theres some kind of threat. Hed make sure to prance around the courtyard more with his darling, not hesitating to give forceful PDA if it means the other inmates and his darling know their place.

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Random question but im also an INFJ soo i just wanted to ask what defines u as an INFJ 😗👋

Hmm... a very good question that I am not entirely sure the answer of haha. I'm skeptical on my mbti type but I've taken multiple tests, and got a majority of infj so I've just stuck with it :0 I think... for "me" personally I'm incredibly introverted, and would rather spend 1 on 1 time with people. I'd like to say I'm a pretty good listener, and I really like to figure out "why" something is the way it is or the root cause. It's just mostly a lot of thinking 🤨

I think people paint Infj's as mature and all-knowing but honestly I'm a dumbass half the time who just likes to put myself into other peoples situations. I dont think a lot of infjs live up to the stereotype of being this calm, always listening figure. I think that for me we just get joy and interest out of trying to understand things, and using our emotions to empathize. If that makes sense? Anyway-- it's nice to finally meet another infj! Woo!!

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I haven't checked my inbox in a while but @gaeadene @yandere-romanticaa @weebsinstash someone just made some very alerting accusations and doxxed yawll anonymously to me??😭 whoever did this pls leave me out of it baHAH

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Don’t worry about answering my asks late! The fact that you answered them, is it all matters to me, i’ll wait months such for one response 😁😅. I lowkey have a attachment to you, I’m always so happy when you post something or send me a response. Also happy 1000 followers!!! You deserve it, I honestly can’t see why you wouldn’t gain such a huge following :). I thought about going in depth with reader’s past, most specifically her experiences at the research facility. Now I thought making a new character and making a introduction to the boys father was needed. Not only to Flesh out reader’s backstory but to make more depth to readers character and goals. Also give a bit of explanation to many people’s question, “why didn’t she leave her children behind?”. So here’s Rodney. I felt like there had to be some outside force to push her to survival beyond a retaliation to her pack’s abandonment. He’s not the typically dead beat father. Being paired with him for breading and insemination. After everything, abandonment, stripes of rights and freedoms and force to breed and birth,all traumatic experiences. She’s still traumatized but with Rodney. Who not only took cared of her, like helping her through her heat, when she was pregnant, very attentive to her when she was giving birth and even after. He became her family. And she became his.His pack got killed,they took him in because unfortunately (his words not mine) he managed to survived, they liked that and took him in.They loved each other but in a more of a family way.he was able to keep her from shutting Heart completely.And together they planned an escaped with the other test subjects.But from the very beginning he knew it won’t be possible for all them to escape alive, so with a heartily exchanged “i know the boys will be in good hands, with a mother as stubborn and loving as you” “live for yourself” “I love you”,he sacrificed himself before they could get to her.Now with this heavy burden and guilt that he sacrificed himself in order for her to live fully but their children too.And wanting to respect his last dying wish, which became her wish as well.This couple (or more years) she’s been pushing.And after being their sole caregiver,she never expected herself to rely on others.Roy really had to conditioned her to (with lots of love and attention). When Roy asks about their father ( she nearly about to last out of being able to satisfy her urges and sedate her heat), he found her docile and out of mind attitude to be cute and rewarding.Learning things about her he knows he wouldn’t normally get out of her. Was just curious (figured Rodney to be a deadbeat), but instead “Rodney was a good man, I loved him” and then she rolls over and pasts out. But Roy is like wtf. “That’s not what I wanted to hear”.And starts skating her to explain, but she’s out. So he starts interrogating the boys, but of course his luck they don’t have any detailed memories beyond that seem more fever dreams than memories.But they do tell him what they mother tells them . Like for starters it’s a “big no no” to ask reader about. About the rare times she mentions him,she says stuff like “you know? You have your father’s eyes. Never seen any eyes that can hold that much kindness” after receiving a gift,maybe she’s receiving a foot rub and she goes “do you have any idea how much I had to carry when I was pregnant? I glad your father was there, he did always give the best foot rubs”, “oh this? Nooo I learned this from your father and now you’re learning it me”. Now Roy is basically panicking because he didn’t think a cold and ruthless (not really but if you’re not her kid basically yeah) woman could hold any love or have a soft spot. This man that he can’t find himself to take another breathe of air,can beat him from the grave.Won the heart of the woman that he’s still trying to win over.He’s having every yandere’s worse nightmare. How can he complete against a dead man?He has questions he wants answered, but after that fuck fest she been out for a couple of days……. There’s more but yeah:)what did you think?

Oh I'm glad! I'm very spotty when it comes to answering asks 😭. Awe thank you!! That makes me so happy :'00!!! and I never thought I'd reach a thousand, so this is really cool :')) thanks so much for looking at my stuff in the first place and conversing w me though, for real <33 !

And I agree; giving the reader a prominent reason as to why shes so caged off and her demeanor makes her a lot more relatable and depthy ~~ rodney seems like a perfect man: caring, doting, in tune with her needs. It makes sense as to why shed become stuck in her ways and incredibly independent after his sacrifice :(. I like how the reader kind of releases information about him bit by bit though;; it really stays in line with her personality, rarely mentioning him because of her hurt surrounding him and how she loved him.

I LOVE that roy feels this, almost invisible competition with him though. I mean you're right, how DO you compete with a dead man? Will he always be compared to rodney in the readers mind, or does he not even cut close to this seemingly amazing man? I could see him either getting more upset, or trying to step up his game after learning about rodney. People always tend to remember the better parts of their loved ones once they've passed, too, so all he can really compete with are the best memories she had with rodney. So while he may have won over the boys, the reader has shown to be much more difficult than he thought. Even with progress, there are so many more layers to peel back.

I think having her be in heat and completely wiped out is a good time to bring up rodney, since it shows that it's a moment of weakness for her and that she used to be supported by rodney during that time. I'd like to think that maybe this is the first time shes been supported by someone else while in heat since rodney👀. I wonder, I dont know how roy is going to be consoled or how his "rivalry" with rodney is going to end, unless the reader says something to him.

But I just really like this angsty dynamic between them!!