#knockoutfictive

[fictionkinfessions]

I'm still upset at the fandom. I had no intentions to start any sort of romantic relationship with Starscream. I'll mourn him however long I want to and it feels dirty and wrong to think of me "moving on"

There was only one for me and he's gone forever. No one could replace the hole he left in my life. It's why I became (genuinely) dedicated to the Autobots, they would never have let that happen if they could stop it. I know that, I always have, and him dying was my last breaking point to defect.

Having to strictly follow medical procedures is a small price to pay to be happier and healthier than I ever was during the war.

I'm generally just frustrated that anyone would doubt my loyalty. I am different than my canon self, but I'm still offended if anyone gives any version of myself slag for anything.

Leave me alone.

~Knockout ♡ (transformers fictive)

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[fictionkinfessions]

I don't care that it's edgy or emo or whatever, no one gets me. It's all shiny finish and sexy sharp smiles, but they don't even get my finish right! I was a dazzling spectacle.

But they love my glitz and glam, which I'm the most glitz and glamours of all, but I'm jealous cause its all awful now. They all draw me with him and I miss him so much. I'd love to see him again, even for a moment.

~Knockout ♡ (transformers fictive)

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[fictionkinfessions]

I can see where humans, extrapolated, a relationship between me and Starscream, but it's weird and I'd rather it stop.

Trust me, it would have never worked out. Whatever was between him and Megatron I wanted absolutely no part of, not unless I had a death wish. I meant it too when I switched sides, and cross faction relationships never ended well despite what your silly little fan works hope for.

~Knockout ♡ (transformers fictive)

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