#transformersfictive

[transformerskinfessions]

I miss my trine. I don’t need them to live, necessarily… but god would it be nice to have them around. I’m fucking lonely and I hate how… empty my processor feels without them, without their presence crowding mine.

I wish they were here. I feel pathetic admitting it, but I really do.

I feel their absences like missing limbs.

I thought I’d gotten over them, but my recent breakup just makes me miss them so much more now. They probably don’t miss me as much as I miss them, but hey.

That’s just how life works out.

-Skywarp (fictive)

[fictionkinfessions]

This might get long. Sorry in advance.

To any and all Cybertronians seeing this:

How are you? How are you adjusting to your lives on Earth? Do you also miss Cybertron? I know I do. I was a member of Rescue Force Sigma-17. I miss my teammates.

To Blades: Keep your head high, don't let anyone tell you what you can and can't do. You're incredible.

To Chase: Don't hide your true colors. You're fantastic the way you are, quirks and all. Who cares what other people think?

To Boulder: I hope you're still keeping up with your art. You're more talented than you realize.

And to the Burns family: I miss you all so much. You guys are always in my spark. Especially you, Cody. You were like my very own sparkling, and I still view you that way. I hope you're taking care of yourself, kiddo.

Signing off for now,

Heatwave of Sigma-17

Applicable tags: #🌐, #transformersfictive, #rescuebotsfictive, #heatwavefictive

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[transformerskinfessions]

Being. This. Is weird. You're walking to work and suddenly you just feel yourself slide in. You feel it in your eyes in your face. In everything. Like you've done this before but everything looks different. Because it's not Cybertron. And my teeth aren't sharp enough. I keep running my tongue over these little things and it's disconcerting. I'm short, my teeth are small, my back feels wrong and you're wondering "is that why my shoulder blades always feel weird?" Because we're missing our doors?

And the shittiest thing? Couldn't we (me and the others residing in this meat bag) have gone somewhere that isn't feeling an awful lot like the early stages of The War?

But hey, at least I still get to pester Prowl in here >:P

- Barricade

[fictionkinfessions]

It is such. a unique. experience to be apart of a ‘system’; where the host enjoys a character, and to then aquire two ‘alters’ that actively despise that character in question. for a variety of different reasons.

- 🔉💥🦇Soundblaster[transformers]

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[fictionkinfessions]

I'm still upset at the fandom. I had no intentions to start any sort of romantic relationship with Starscream. I'll mourn him however long I want to and it feels dirty and wrong to think of me "moving on"

There was only one for me and he's gone forever. No one could replace the hole he left in my life. It's why I became (genuinely) dedicated to the Autobots, they would never have let that happen if they could stop it. I know that, I always have, and him dying was my last breaking point to defect.

Having to strictly follow medical procedures is a small price to pay to be happier and healthier than I ever was during the war.

I'm generally just frustrated that anyone would doubt my loyalty. I am different than my canon self, but I'm still offended if anyone gives any version of myself slag for anything.

Leave me alone.

~Knockout ♡ (transformers fictive)

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[transformerskinfessions]

Being a system is funny as hell, WDYM there's over 10 as Starscreams in our head and one of them is host 😭😭

[transformerskinfessions]

It is getting unbearable so I& am sending a canoncall on both mine& and Skywarp's behalf

THUNDERCRACKER WE NEED YOU. WE MISS YOU. WHERE ARE YOU!

We're both very freshly awakened, Skywarp is from zeropro's comics/general fanon and I& (Starscream) am mainly from TFA + those same comics/general fanon, but also questioning Armada, bishoujo/humanformers, and maybe potentially Cyberverse. We are NOT continuity-picky!!!! If you're Thundercracker from literally anywhere any timeline any world any universe WE MISS YOU BADLY. Interact with this post

good luck!!

[transformerskinfessions]

[Head in Hands] navigating the limits of this frame is a pain in the aft when the guy you’re normally cofronting with [we both take over for work] tends to disregard any sign that you might perhaps be overdoing it.

like. Buddy just because you used to be a genetically altered better-than-human clone trooper and I used to be a literal mech doesn’t mean that we can ignore the fact that we’re about to collapse if we keep moving furniture.

-Thundercracker [who is totally 100% not about to puke] [pls wish me strength in this endeavor]