#kodofictive

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Answering: This ask

My host, P, has a blazer they tend to wear from time to time and it gives me euphoric feelings in being able to wear something more formal.

While I wouldn't wear a suit 24/7 now, the article of clothing gives back the sense of being back in my old skin, almost.

- Kodo, Izuru Kamukura Fictive [#Bored♠♦]

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Our girlfriend shipped us a fleece blanket and the whole pack loves it. I love it, it makes my hand feel warm and soft.

She shipped it both as a first gift to be given for me and Nozo but also because P's birthday is nearing.

I love it. The sleep was lovely and we were well rested after a stressful week.

Emotions are lovely.

- Kodo, Izuru Kamukura Fictive [#Bored♠♦]

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i am so so gay and Kodokuna knows it, this is so embarrassing, he knew, oh gosh, he Knew.

i mean, i guess canon never really implied i wasn't, i mean, in Ultra Despair Girls, they even made a joke about my source coming out of the closet!

but oh gosh, Kodokuna knew i was gay,, for him.

but like, who wouldn't like him? he's amazing! he's good and he tolerates me and haha, haha, why didn't he say anything? help?? please???

+ Nozo... Nozo you do know Kodo loves you back right??

,, Kodokuna likes me back???

oh no, oh boy, oh gosh, where do i even???? this is even more embarrassing! i never noticed!! all this time, Kodokuna likes me?? when i could have,, i don't know, why does he like me????

i don't even know what i'm confessing anymore,,

+ lmao, flustered idiot, overwhelmed by emotions, get loved fucker <3333

shut up P, i just had so many revelations tonight, Kodo knew i love him, i just found out he loves me?? shush, let me be gay and panic in peace,, and i guess send this to MPC bc might as well make this confession an actual confession??

anyways, Kodokuna, i love you, there, i said it :')) sorry i didn't realize you've been waiting to hear it, i thought we were just "kissing the homies good night" and the feelings were one sided

-[#Hope🍀]

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Nozomi is being a fool and not accepting the compliments we are giving him.

Host is now writing and reading out an X Reader fanfic and it is amusing in feeling him grow flustered.

He is a fool, a "dumdum", he is loved and he refuses to acknowledge it, it is okay, he has lived a life where he hasn't received that kind of positive affection and I understand why he hasn't adjusted yet.

As Nozo says, I have hope, with time, he'll learn to let himself be loved, after all, he is not using the safe word we had agreed upon in case teasing goes too far.

He is healing. I find myself content with that notion.

It means that I can too, we are not so different after all.

- Kodo, an Izuru Kamukura Fictive [#Bored♠♦]

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hahahahaahhshdcnc, sorry, sorry, it's just. i found a hat!! i love it so much, well i haven't been able to buy one yet but i saw it and conjured it up as practice and it's now a permanent fixture, i love my hat :)) i dont know what it's called though

Kodo is having trouble getting rid of the cravat i conjured up for him, i think he's having a power struggle since in our source, he was the Ultimate Hope! he had all the talents!

but now he doesn't and it's a learning curve, though i don't think he minds it, makes things interesting.

the only thing i can't be sure of is if he's still trying or got attached to the cravat pfft

are we still fictives if we're starting to branch away from our canon source? i think there's a term for that right? though mostly our branching out is the clothes

-[#Hope🍀]