I'm surprised kdrama community isn't talking about No Mercy / ëšìŁ / Conviction
Revenge drama? With badass female protagonist that doesn't fear going against scammers and corrupt politicians? Charismatic villain that makes you torn between hating him and rooting for him? Passionate handsome detective who will sacrifice anything for justice? Fun charming hacker and stoic right-hand man bad guy?
It's also aromantic safe BUT the chemistry is amazing, the powerful avenger-like female-male duo who cares about each other a lot (but there are nuances), the characters are morally grey and complex (all, even main heroes), the relevant topics of AI, deepfakes, the cruel consequences of its usage and temptations, nice plot surprises every ep -
And it's just 8 episodes, it doesn't have the greatest budget or famous actors, but the quality is great, the Korean satoori is delicious, the eng subs are decent and it's on KOCOWA (and well, in other places)
I wanted to attach any gif but no one is even giffing it yet. Give it a chance, guys, I wanna talk about it with someone đ«
"It's not easy to get the memories. Settling down in your head. Remain somewhere in me for the rest of my life. It makes me laugh and cry" â iKON - PANORAMA
Warnings: 18+ (Mature Readers Only). Part One of a three-part story featuring explicit sexual content, possessive and obsessive behavior, jealousy, emotional manipulation, physical abuse, and dubious consent.
Arranged to marry Junhoe, heir to Koreaâs most powerful family, you knew the depths of his consuming love. But after a terrible event that nearly shattered your lives, he vanished without a traceâleaving you under suspicion and haunted by one question: was he ever truly gone?
Author's Note: I cannot, for the life of me, move on from Junhoe's undercover look in his drama No Mercy as Eric Choi, so why not write something inspired by it but make it dark romance so here it is. Also this fic's plot is loosely inspired by the 2014 film Gone Girl.
Part One: Boston Isn't Where It Started
To your family and the Koos, the engagement was a strategic triumphâa high-stakes deal sealed to secure their empire. Two dynasties, formidable and wealthy, merging into one. Soon, they wouldnât just reach the topâtheyâd claim it. And the rest would fall in line. No rivals would remain.
But for Junhoe, this was something else entirely. This was the moment heâd longed for. Youâhis bride, his soon-to-be wife. And himâyour groom, your future husband.Â
He kept returning to that night. Maybe it was his favorite memory of youâyour head on his shoulder as the quartet played a slower piece, your feet moving in sync across the glinting floor, dancing like the rest of the world had fallen away.
It felt perfect. Untouchable. Why did it all have to fall apart?
Junhoeâs face was the last thing you saw before darkness took you. You were eight.
You were in a sterile hospital roomâwhite sheets, blinding light. Your mother stood near the bed, arms crossed, listening as the doctor said, âFood poisoning.â
Youâd thrown up on the floor just as you woke, but she merely glanced down, composed as ever yet clearly annoyed. âNot on my Prada heels,â she muttered, as if youâd spilled juice on her favorite rug.
After a week, you came home to your bedroom blooming with colorâballoons, bouquets, and cards from classmates and teachers. One read, Get well soon. It was from Yejin. Another, scrawled in messy handwriting, read, I thought you died.
It could only have come from no one but Yejinâs little brother, Junhoe.
You were too young to understand why you were arranged to marry someone like him. But despite your naivety, you could sense when someone disliked youâand he certainly did.
Yejin never visited you again after that incident.Â
At school, Junhoe ignored youâexcept on the days he chose not to. His shoulder brushed past you once, knocking your books loose without an apology. One time in the canteen, he made you trip. Your tray hit the floor, food splattering everywhere as laughter broke out. Youâd never felt more humiliated.
You began eating alone after that, beneath a tree outside the school groundsâaway from everyone, away from him.Â
You were afraid of him. Everyone was.
Youâd seen it happenâJunhoe rising from his seat, pen in hand, and driving it into your classmateâs ear. The boy had been kicking his chair. That was all.Â
The room erupted in screams. No one moved. No one did anything to help. No one dared.
Junhoe was never expelled, no matter how many times the school called his parents. When your family name is etched into the buildingâs foundation, rules are for everyone else. Not for him. Not for someone like Junhoe.
It was your tenth birthday and no one came.
The balloons sagged. The food went cold. The decorationsâmeticulously arrangedâmeant nothing. Even the mascot, paid to stay, danced for no one.
Your parents were somewhere in Europe. Another business trip. Another absence.
Junhoe was your only guest.
He handed you a box covered in cartoon stickers and tied with a shiny ribbon. You opened it, expecting something kind. Inside lay a dead bird. Its feathers stiff. Its eyes glassy.
You ran to your room and locked yourself inside, sobbing. When your parents finally returned, you told your father you would never marry him.
You were twelve when a fire broke out at the Koo familyâs mansion.
You pleaded with your parents not to send you to Junhoeâs house while they were away on another month-long business trip. You said you could take care of yourself. But they didnât listen. They never did.
Your father kissed your cheek, told you to be a good girl, and to try to get close to him. Then he left with your mother.
You stayed in the guest room the whole time, avoiding Junhoe completely, careful not to cross paths. The maids brought meals to your door.
Like your parents, Junhoeâs were also away. Yejin had left for Singapore to begin university.
It was only the two of you in that big, hollow house.
You didnât know what time it was when the smell of smoke woke you. Your throat burned. Your eyes were heavy-lidded as you tried to locate the source.
Smells like fire, was all you could think before the coughing started. The air grew thick and hot. You scrambled out of bed, still in your pajamas, and opened your bedroom doorâonly to find flames creeping along the first-floor hallway.
I need to get out of here, flashed through your mind, a primal instinct kicking in. You ran toward the staircase, but stopped at the doorway across from yours.
Junhoeâs room.
âHas he gotten out?â you whispered, just as chaos erupted downstairsâpanicked voices, someone calling you and Junhoeâs name.
âTheyâre still upstairs!â
âHow can we get through? The stairs are now on fire!â
âSomeone save them!â
âThe firefighters are coming!â
Without thinking twice, you ran straight into Junhoeâs room, where he sat on the bedâunmoving, staring into nothingness.
You grabbed his arm, pulling him toward the window. Flames were already licking the walls. He didnât hesitateâhe took your hand as you both climbed out onto the roof.
The firefighters arrived just in time, lowering you down with a ladder.
You didnât say a word to each other afterward. Even as the medics treated you, only your eyes spokeâwatching the mansion burn into the night.
That fire was the last time you saw Junhoe.
Your parents told you the Koos had moved elsewhere while the mansion underwent renovation. It hadnât been completely destroyed, but the damage would keep them away for monthsâlong enough for scaffolding to rise over the charred hallways and for workers to restore everything to its former glory.
You wondered why Junhoe stopped attending school altogether. Days blurred into weeks and weeks into months.
As life returned to normal, you tried not to dwell on his absenceâand what you might have shared with him that night of the fire.
Or so you thought.
You didnât notice how long the Koos had been gone, even though the mansion had been finished for months. It looked exactly as it had before the fireâas if nothing had ever happened.
With their return came Junhoeâs reappearance at school, much to everyoneâs surprise.
What startled you most was how different he seemedâlike heâd undergone some kind of transformation.
His eyes were brighter. He smiled often, laughed easily, and always seemed to find ways to be near youâwatching, waiting, wanting your attention.
You werenât sure what to make of this new Junhoe.
You used to be scared of himâused to stay out of his way. But he never stopped showing up.
The new seating arrangement made him your seatmate. He greeted you every morning at the lockers, waved in the hallways, and joined you for lunch. Since you lived close to each other, heâd carry your books and ride home with you after every class.
Slowly, without you even realizing it, the walls youâd built around him began to crumble.Â
By the time you reached high school, the two of you were inseparable.
One of you always saved a seat for the other whenever someone was late to class. Junhoe would tease you about your notes during lessons and steal your snacks during breaks. In P.E., he made a habit of turning every activity into a personal contest. Heâd block your path during relay drills, toss the ball just out of reach, or lift you off the ground mid-play until you swatted at him to stop.
Weekends meant shopping trips in Apgujeong or flights with your families to Jeju, Tokyo, or Parisâalways first class, at times private jets. Junhoe trailed behind you through boutiques, arms full of your bags, teasing you for taking too long to decide. But he never complained. He was always patient when it came to you.
You spent hours at the Koosâ mansion, studying side by side in the library or watching movies in their private theaterâthe screen glow soft against his face as he leaned in to whisper something that made you laugh.
Sometimes, you stayed the night. Sometimes, he did at yours. You slept in separate rooms, at least at first. But later, when you couldnât sleep, youâd text him. Heâd sneak in with earphones in, watching movies on his laptop while you lay next to him. Once you drifted off, heâd crash on the sofa to sleep.
There were days when neither of you wanted to go home. Junhoe would ask the chauffeur to drive with no destination in mind, the city rolling by unnoticed.
The car sometimes stopped by the deserted river, and the two of you would sneak out with cans of soda that werenât always soda. One night, Junhoe handed you a cigarette, daring you to try it. You coughed on the first inhale, and he laughed so hard he nearly dropped his lighter.
Junhoe spoiled you without reason.Â
During late-night study sessions, heâd stand behind your chair, rubbing your shoulders whenever you complained about exams. He bought you things you didnât needâperfume, jewelry, the newest gadgetsâjust to see you smile.
Both your parents couldnât have been more pleased with the progress of your relationship. There was no labelâcould be friendship, could be something more. But in their world, labels were irrelevant. What mattered was the future. And in that future, marriage between their children wasnât a choiceâit was an expectation.
You were both still young, but youâd always known Junhoeâs reserved devotion was yours alone. Reliable, thoughtfulâhe could be the sweetest boy to you. Yet it was his protectiveness that made you ask if heâd only learned to hide that part of himself betterâthe part of him that once filled you with fear.
As an only child from the kind of family you had, you learned early how to stay out of trouble. You studied hard, treated your teachers and classmates with respect, and made sure never to bring shame to your parentsâ name. You never really had the chance to form a circle of friendsâJunhoe was the only one who ever came close. That was how your parents raised you.
âNever get attached to those beneath you,â your mother once said before your very first day of school. âYour destiny is different from theirs. They will never be part of your world.â
That was the day you learned to rely only on yourself.
There were times when students at school made fun of you or picked fights, but you always brushed it off. You knew theyâd stop once they realized who you wereâwho your family was. You couldâve used that power if you wanted to: have someone expelled, blacklisted, fired, even evicted. But you never did. You didnât want anyone thinking you were weakâor that you needed to hide behind your familyâs wealth.
So when you heard someone was spreading a rumor about you, you dismissed it. You didnât even bother to find out what it was about.
But when the rumor reached Junhoe, he didnât let it slide.
You thought Junhoe was just late that day. It was math class. The teacher had just started his lesson when the class began to stir. Phones lit up. Everyone was distracted. You frowned. The teacher tried to get the class to settle, but the chatter continuedâfor a moment, all eyes seemed to land on you, until the classroom door swung open and Junhoe stepped in.
âSorry Iâm late,â he said, sliding into the seat beside you, wearing his usual gummy smile.
Your classmates turned back to the board. The teacher carried on, pretending nothing had happened. But you knew better. Heâd done something before walking in.
He looked perfect, as alwaysâuniform neat, hair tidyâbut his hands gave him away. Tense shoulders, knuckles slightly red.
âDid you hurt him?â The question slipped out before you could stop it.
Pen hovering over paper, Junhoeâs gaze met yours. He answered slowly, âWould it matter if I did?âÂ
You said nothing. Maybe you were afraid of the answer. Or maybe, deep down, you didnât want to stop him.
The rumor was gone by the next day. No one spoke of it again. Even the boy who started it was gone. He transferred schools the following week.
Junhoe didnât just protect you anymoreâafter that, he controlled the air around you. And you let him.Â
It felt good, being the one heâd go that far for.
Everyone at school knew what happened to that boy. No one wanted to be next.
The teachers gave you both too much freedom. Whatever Junhoe wanted, Junhoe got. A seat. A grade changed. A schedule rearranged. A complaint that was never put on record.
He only had to askâhis name did most of the work.
But being the center of his world could also feel like being trapped in a cage.
Junhoe told you which parties to skip, which people to avoid. When you stayed late for group projects, you never asked him to go home firstâyou knew he wouldnât.
Heâd wait for you, every time, and make sure you got home safely. All the way to your doorstep.
People adjusted themselves around him.
Conversations dulled when he entered the room. Teachers paused before addressing him. Boys stopped messaging you. People didnât look at you with envy anymore, but with caution. In their eyes, you were something both fragile and dangerous.
It was the birthday celebration of Junhoeâs close friend, Joowan, held in Gangnamâat one of those high-end spots where upper-class sons and daughters liked to hang out: Club Echelon. Joowan had rented out the entire venue for the night. Loud, thumping techno pulsed from the center floor, spun by a famous DJ flown in from Berlin, surrounded by dancers and flashing lights.
The place was swarming with youth, all having a good time. Waitresses glided between tables, serving endless rounds of drinks and lavish food. The air reeked of smoke, perfume, and expensive liquor. It didnât matter that most of them were underageâas long as they had money. The staff knew better than to look too closely.
In the VIP lounge, Joowan had his arm around his girlfriend, laughing at something only they understood. The group was loudâsnapping selfies, shouting over the music, clinking glasses. A few were smoking. You and Junhoe sat with them. He was in itâraising his glass, tossing jokes across the table. You stayed close, sipping your drink, nodding along, laughing when he did.
But after a while, the noise became too much. It made your head hurt. You set your glass down.
âIâll be right back,â you said, your voice barely audible over the bass.
Junhoe looked at youâthe kind of look that always asked where.
You smiled, reassuring. âJust need a minute,â you mouthed.
He didnât reply, only nodded once before turning his attention back to the conversation at the table.
You slipped out of the lounge, past the velvet ropes, into the hallway. The bass softened behind you, replaced by the muffled thud of music. You followed the pale light seeping from the balcony exit and pushed the door open.
The city stretched wide below youâGangnamâs skyline glittered under the night.
The air was cool, cleaner than the smoke-filled lounge youâd left behind. You exhaled, finally able to breathe again. For a while, you just stood there, fingers brushing the glass railing, watching headlights snake along the streets.
Back at the lounge, Junhoe was half-listening to Joowan talk. His gaze kept returning to your empty seat.
Minutes passed. Then a few more.
Joowan nudged him. âShe ditched you already?â
Junhoe said nothing, checking his watch.
âWhere are you going?â Joowan asked as Junhoe stood up.
âOutside,â was all he said, walking away before Joowan could ask again.
You were still alone on the balcony, arms folded against the cold. Somewhere below, laughter rose from the crowd spilling onto the street. You were content with the silenceâuntil the door creaked open behind you.
You didnât turn right away.
You heard the faint flick of a lighter. Smoke drifted through the air.
From the corner of your eye, you saw a boyâprobably your age. Dark hair fell messily over his forehead, his designer jacket half unzipped, a cigarette dangling from his lips. He looked drunk, his movements slow and careless.
He exhaled toward the sky before glancing sideways, his eyes meeting yours for the first time. He seemed to search his memory, trying to place youâsomeone he might have known, someone he ought to greet. It didnât come to him right away, but then it hit him. You noticed it tooâthe way his gaze lingered a little too long.
âYouâre her,â he said finally, almost to himself.
You frowned. âSorry?â
He smirked. The world was indeed small. He had only seen you in photos, heard about you from relatives and schoolmatesâthe only daughter from the _____ family, arranged to marry the Koosâ second son since you were seven.
âThe Koo girl⊠so youâre the real thing, huh?âÂ
You raised an eyebrow. âDo I know you?â
He shrugged, taking another drag. âNot really. Iâm Choi San. Hanyoung Academy. Heard stories.â
âWhat stories?â you asked, not really expecting an answer worth hearing.
âAbout you and your boyfriend.â
You didnât react. He laughed quietly to himself, flicking ash into the night. âDonât worry, nothing scary.â
âIâm not worried,â you told him.
âYou two are kind of famous, you know? Perfect pair, everyone says.â There was mockery in his tone, thinly veiled. âAlways together. Always been that way.â
âYouâre drunk,â you said flatly.
He grinned, not denying it. âWhy are you here by yourself anyway?â
You turned away, ready to leave, when the balcony door opened again.
Junhoe.
He stopped at the threshold, scanning the space. His eyes went from you to the stranger beside you. His jaw tightened immediately.
âYouâve been gone a while,â he said, voice low.
You opened your mouth, but San spoke first. âThe boyfriend?â he asked, though the question was rhetorical. He already knew.
Junhoe didnât respond. He just stared coldly.
San was nothing but amused. He wasnât threatened. âRelax. We were just talking.â
You could feel the tension constricting the space on the balcony.
âLetâs go,â Junhoe said to you quietly, not breaking eye contact with him.
San tipped his cigarette toward you in a half-salute. âNice meeting you.â
Junhoe tried to mask his displeasure as he turned you toward the door, his hand clutching yours, squeezing tighter the farther you went inside.Â
The noise of the party faded into a dull throb behind you as Junhoe walked fast, his hand clamped firmly around your wrist. You stumbled to match his long strides, your heels scraping against the marble as he dragged you past the VIP lounge without looking back.
âJunhoe, stop,â you hissed under your breath, glancing at the people you passed. Some of them looked away quickly, others whisperedâbut Junhoe didnât seem to care.
âJunhoe, youâre hurting me.â
Still nothing. The veins in his forearm stood out beneath his sleeve, his hold unrelenting.
âI need to use the restroom,â you blurted, trying to twist your wrist free. He didnât react. âJunhoe, pleaseâI said I need to use the restroom!â
Junhoe stopped in his tracks, causing you to bump into him. He turned toward the corridor leading to the restrooms, breathing sharply through his nose, and without a word, pulled you along again.
When you reached the door marked Ladies, you froze. âJunhoeââ
He shoved the door open. The soft chatter inside died instantly. A few girls near the mirrors blinked in confusion before realizing who it was. Koo Junhoe.
Every inch of his posture radiated authority.
âOut,â he said, calm but cutting.
They hesitated only for a second before obeying, mumbling excuses as they brushed past you. One of the staff tried to follow, but Junhoeâs voice came again, firm. âNo one comes in. Understand?â
âYes, sir.âÂ
The door shut behind you both. Only silence remained in the restroom.
You stepped back slowly, moving toward the sinks, your back nearly grazing the counter. Your heart hammered so hard it felt like it might echo. Junhoe reached behind him and turned the lock. The click sounded final.
âWhat are you doing?â you asked, your voice brittle, almost a whisper.
He said nothing at first, hand still on the lock, shoulders rigid beneath the dark fabric of his suit. When he turned, you braced for fury. But it didnât comeâat least, not yet. The muscles in his face were drawn tight. You felt itâone wrong move, and he might snap.
âYou think I wouldnât notice?â he said, voice strained. âYou disappear for ten minutes, and I find you with some guy I donât even know.â
You started to protest, but it came out jagged. âI wasnâtâhe justââ
Junhoe stepped closer, his cologne mixing with the sterile scent of the restroom. âDo you have any idea what that looks like?â
Your throat tightened. âItâs not what you think.â
He laughed once under his breathâhumorless. âThen tell me what Iâm supposed to think.â
âYouâre being crazy, Junhoe,â you said, voice breaking.
âCrazy?â he repeated. âYou think Iâm crazy? You⊠you make me crazy.â
His gaze bore into you. âI bet you like the attention,â he continued, the words almost accusing.
Without thinking, the answer came out of your throat. âWhat if I do?â
He grabbed your wrist, yanking you close, his breath sharp against your skin. âSay that again.â
Adrenaline flared. You tore your arm free. Your palm struck his face once. Twice. Harder. Then your fists pounded his chest, again and again, each blow raw and clumsy with the sobs tearing out of you.
Junhoe didnât shove you back or grab your hands. He stayed right there as the hits kept comingâuntil your arms quivered and you finally stopped.
Junhoe took the chance to pull you in by the shoulders, easing you down and letting your forehead rest against his chest.
âIâm sorry,â he said, his hands settling lightly on your back. He felt your sobs shake your body against his. Slowly, he lifted a hand, sliding it under your chin to tilt your face toward him. His fingers brushed the damp strands of hair from your cheeks, catching the streaks of mascara left by your tears.
You avoided his gaze, but his words drew you in.Â
âYouâre the only one who can do this to me.â
You couldnât tell if it was his lips or yours that moved first. What began soft and searching quickly became urgent, hungry. The tension between you igniting in every touch. You let him lift you, setting you swiftly on the edge of the cold sink. You gasped when his tongue traced the edges of your mouth before colliding with yours. Your legs instinctively wrapped around his waist, pulling him closer as he let out a low groan. His kisses grew rougher, trailing from your lips down to your neck. A moan escaped you as your fingers tangled in his hair, holding on like it was the only thing keeping you steady.
The air in the restroom felt stiflingâheavy with heat.
His mouth was inches from your chest when you movedâreaching for his belt. But he caught your hands before you could.
âYouâre all I care about right now,â he said, breath ragged. You watched his hands disappear beneath your dress, his fingers subtly shaking as he pulled your lingerie down, careful not to rush. He drank in the sight of you before sliding the fabric into his pocket. He couldnât afford to look away.
Junhoe dropped to his knees and lifted the hem of your dress. A soft gust of air brushed along your legs, rising toward your cunt. He started with your thighs, kissing his way down before burying his face between them. You felt exposed, yet strangely safeâyour heartbeat loud in your ears, your pulse quickening. You covered your mouth as he began to lick your clit, but he could still hear every hitch of your breath. One of your hands gripped the porcelain sink, grounding yourself as Junhoeâs mouth switched from licking to sucking. Your body shivered, almost tipping off the edge, but he kept you pressed close in his arms. You could feel your pussy drenched as Junhoe inserted a finger with careful precision, adjusting to your every little reaction. It stung at first, but your body adjusted naturally, responding without thought. The intensity built as he increased his pace inside you, his finger and tongue moving in harmony until your body gave in completely, trembling hard against him as you climaxed.
Junhoe cleaned your juices from his finger, licking his lips as you tried to catch your breath.
âIâm gonna buy you the most beautiful ring. Letâs get engaged,â he said, his fervent look melting into excitement, sweat beading on his forehead.
You couldnât help the small, messy smile tugging at your lips, your hair tousled, cheeks pink.
âIâd love that,â you murmured, reaching up to thread your hands behind his neck, drawing him closer.
Junhoe held back the urge to kiss you once more.
Your engagement with Junhoe was held at a private estate turned event hall, reserved only for Seoulâs elite. Youâd heard that even foreign dignitaries had to wait months to book it. The hall had floor-to-ceiling glass windows overlooking the Han River and chandeliers that glittered like falling stars, while a string quartet played classical piecesânot just for the two of you, but for the exclusive guests: chaebol families, CEOs, heirs, and heiresses.
You wore Diorâsilk white and custom. Junhoe stood beside you in Armani, black on black, his hand resting lightly on your waist as both of you smiled for the flashing cameras. You flaunted the diamond on your ring finger at the photographersâ requestâan oval-cut, flawless stone set in platinum, encircled by a halo of smaller diamonds that drew gasps and envious stares from the crowd. Even the Koosâ matriarch had leaned in to whisper, âHe chose well.â
Across the hall, you could hear bursts of laughter. Families mingled. The Koosâ executives tapped glasses with your father, while your mother accepted a glass of champagne from a passing server and nodded as Yejin and Junhoeâs mother spoke. To anyone watching, it looked like happinessâlike everyone was thrilled their children were getting married. But really, it was all for show. A business contract.
Not for Junhoeâor you. It was never about business, especially not for him.
Later, when the flashes faded and the crowd dispersed, both families gathered around you both.
âYouâll start living together after graduation,â Junhoeâs mother said smoothly, as if discussing business logistics. âThe penthouse in Seocho is ready. Youâll find it comfortable.â
âI actually thought weâd do that right after the engagement,â Junhoe said, trying not to sound too excited.
The parents exchanged knowing looks, a few chuckles slipping out.
âThereâs no need to rush,â your mother said. âThe wedding will follow once youâre both of age.âÂ
The others nodded in agreement.
Junhoeâs father smiled, a practiced thing. âJunhoe will spend the summer in London for a preparatory program. Heâs been accepted into Kingâs CollegeâBusiness Management. As the next heir, he needs to understand global markets.â
You glanced at Junhoe. He didnât look surprised. His parents had planned it years ago. Every step of his future was mapped out.
His father added, âEven if he leaves for London, the penthouse will stay under your care.â
âAnd you?â Yejin asked, her gaze shifting to you. âHave you decided where to study?â
You only smiled, unsure what to say. Your father spoke for you.
âSheâs still deciding,â he said, placing a hand on your shoulder. âBut sheâs been looking into programs abroadâcommunications, literature, things like that.â
Junhoeâs hand held yours, his thumb brushing against your ring. You knew what he wanted you to say. He wanted you near him. And that meant going to London.
But you stayed silent.
âWhile Junhoeâs in London, sheâll start scouting universitiesâmaybe in the States first,â your mother said.
Junhoe smiled, but it didnât reach his eyes.
âThatâs good,â his mother nodded. âThereâs plenty of time, darling. Iâm sure you two will find ways to see each other.â
Junhoe didnât let go of your hand, but he didnât look at you either. You could feel his frustration, held in check. You knew he couldnât do anything about it. Not this time
Junhoe brushed his lips against yours the moment his boarding was announced. You stood together by the gate, suitcases ready. His flight to London would leave firstâyours to Boston a few hours later.
âText me when you land,â he reminded you. âAnd every day after that. Donât make me worry.â
You laughed under your breath. âYou sound like my father.â
âIâm worse,â he said with a grin. âIâll come see you as soon as I get a break. Promise.â
He took your hand and kissed the back of it, like he didnât want to leave you yet.
âWhy canât you just come to London with me?â he said softly. âI need to see you every day.â
âIâm not going anywhere,â you replied, offering him a reassuring smile.
It didnât surprise you when you saw the bouquet of ivory roses waiting on the bedside table. Junhoe had planned itâof course he had.
You checked in at the Fairmont a little past four. It would be your home for the next six weeks, just enough time to tour the universities on your list and attend short programs arranged by your school. The schedule matched Junhoeâs prep course in London, something your parents had clearly coordinated, though his stay would be longerâeight weeks.
Your room was on the twelfth floor. Bright and spacious, with cream-colored walls and gold accents. A velvet armchair sat near the tall windows, beside a writing desk stocked with stationery youâd never use. Outside, the city was bathed in golden sun.
The roses were elegantâlong-stemmed, fresh, and arranged in a crystal vase. A small card rested beside them.
For your first night in Boston. Eight weeks is too long, so donât forget me. â J
You read his note once more before leaning in to smell the roses, when a quick wave of dizziness passed through you. Jet lag hit you all at once. The flight had been long, and your body felt heavy. You debated whether to order dinner or just crawl into bed and sleepâuntil you remembered you hadnât updated Junhoe since landing.
You reached for your phone and saw one missed call, along with three texts from Junhoeâeach sent at different times, each carrying his voice in your head.
Iâm here. I miss you already.
Iâve checked the flight status, looks like you arrived on time. Tell me youâre safe.
Call me when you get to the hotel.
You dialed Junhoeâs number after reading his texts, half-lying on the bedâyour back against the mattress, legs dangling off the edge. The phone rang in your hand, the screen glowing on your cheek.
No answer.
You peeked at the ceiling, waiting. The roses sat on the bedside table, their scent barely reaching you.
The ringing continued, but you didnât notice when your eyes began to close. You started to doze off, still holding the phone as you waited for him to pick up.
Boston air in summer was warm and breezy, carrying the scent of brick, fresh coffee, and engine smoke. The streets were lined with brownstones and trees thick with green leaves, as students, tourists, and locals moved through the city that morning.
All of it passed through your view from the car window. You liked how it feltâlively, but not overwhelming.
As the car made its way to your first campus stop, Junhoe came to mind. Youâd spoken to him earlier that morning, just after waking from a long sleep and seeing his text:
Sorry I couldnât pick up. Got held up at a dinner with some of the faculty and other guests. You shouldâve eaten something before falling asleep. Hope youâre resting well.
Junhoe answered your call during his London campus tour, with footsteps and distant voices reverberating around him. It was only his first day, and his schedule was already packedâorientation, lectures, dinners. He told you how summer there felt colder than back home. Heâd expected a roommate, but his parents had arranged a single room for him, with a clear view of the Thames.
He hadnât forgotten to ask about you, of courseâyour flight, your hotel, and what your first day in Boston would look like.
âI know you like tea more than coffee,â he said, breath slightly uneven as he walked. âNear the campus youâre checking out, thereâs a place called Tatte Bakery. They have great tea and macaronsâyouâd love it. Grab a bite there between tours. But donât just snack on sweets. Make sure you eat something more filling too.â
You could picture him saying it, half-distracted by the guide ahead of him, still making time to worry about you. Typical Junhoe. Always watching, even from across the world.
It felt like some kind of normalcy in your relationship with Junhoe. For once, you didnât need to use your parents as an excuse to be on your own. You liked this side of himâcaring for you without being overbearing.
But this could only be temporary. If it werenât for the distance, for the time apart while preparing for college, you might never have had this space.
So you decided to just enjoy itâsix weeks in Boston, all for yourself. Six weeks without Junhoe.
In the weeks that followed, you spent most of your time moving from one campus to anotherâHarvard, MIT, Boston University. The tours all blended together: ivy walls, quiet libraries, the hum of summer classes. You pictured yourself in each schoolâwandering hallways, studying, readingâthough none of it felt entirely real yet. You asked questions, gathered brochures, and took photos.
Between stops, you scrolled through Junhoeâs messagesâquick check-ins, simple updates. The two of you were still adjusting to the time difference, but you still managed to keep each other in the loop.
By late afternoon, you were walking through the busy streets near Cambridge, drawn by the smell of food from a corner stall. You bought a paper cup of clam chowder and a grilled chicken skewer. For someone who grew up with a personal chef and fine dining, the street food tasted surprisingly good.
After eating, you went into a thrift store just around the corner, where the smell of old fabric and wood polish clung to everything. You browsed through faded coats, silk scarves, and chipped ceramicsâuntil a blush-pink jewelry box caught your eye. Its edges were worn, but it felt perfect for your earrings and rings. You bought it.Â
Then you started craving something sweetâmacarons. Junhoeâs suggestion came to mind. Tatte Bakery was nearby. When you arrived, it was bustling with students and tourists, the chatter mixing with the hiss of coffee machines. You were only planning to grab something to go.
Just as you reached the entrance, someone bumped into youâcoffee spilling across your dress.
âShitâsorry!â
You both looked up and froze.
He spoke first. âThe Koo girl?â he asked, blinking as he tilted his head.
You recognized him instantlyâthe guy from the balcony at Club Echelon. You remembered the face, but not the name.
You exhaled sharply and reached into your bag, searching for something to clean the mess. He offered you the napkins in his hand.
âDidnât see you,â he said, voice casual.
You ignored the gesture, pulling out your own handkerchief and dabbing at the coffee stain. Thankfully, your dress was dark.
âI didnât expect to run into you here. You checking out schools too?â
âLeave me alone,â was all you said before walking inside, not bothering to glance back.
Junhoe kept upâfor the most part. Prep school was nothing like high school. He couldnât bend the rules, couldnât talk his way into better grades or rely on teachers to look the other way. Everything here ran on order and merit. It frustrated him at first, but he adapted. He was still sharp, still capable, and he studied harder than anyone elseâif only to maintain appearances. The future heir couldnât afford to falter.Â
He got along with people easily, almost effortlessly, but he never let his guard down. There was no need for dominance here, no one to impress with power or reputation.
Still, his focus was divided. Half of him sat in that classroom. The other half was with you, somewhere across the Atlantic.
When his classmates went out for drinks to escape the grind, he would join them occasionallyâbut even then, his mind was elsewhere. Heâd check his phone between talks, between sipsâreading your texts, looking at the photos youâd sent, and stepping out just to listen to your voice notes. You two spoke on the phone every dayâusually short calls, but on certain days, the conversations ran longer, and even if Junhoe was exhausted or running on little sleep, he still wanted to hear your voice.
Weekends werenât much different for Junhoe either. He spent most of them reviewing case studies, attending guest lectures, and showing up at networking events his father arrangedâtrading polite smiles with people he couldnât care less about. Sometimes he went for brunch with classmates at The Black Penny near Covent Garden, but afterward, heâd walk along the Thames to be alone and have a moment of quiet. Calls from home were brief, nothing like yours. You were his only true breather, and the gym was the other place where he could fully let go.
And yet, despite it allâyour regular check-ins and his packed calendarâJunhoe was restless. He couldnât see you, couldnât know for certain what you were doing or where you were. So he found another way.Â
Through someone else. Someone he hired.
The distance left too much room for uncertainty. And Junhoe never did well with uncertainty.
It was one evening during your second week in Boston. Junhoe sat at his desk, textbooks open, notes spread across the table, preparing for his first test the next dayâa short assessment on the weekâs lectures. His pen moved methodically across the page when his phone buzzed. The screen lit up with a familiar name: âM. Lee.â
âReport,â he said, answering without hesitation.
âYes, sir,â came the reply. âShe left the hotel in the morning and continued visiting campuses around the city.â
Junhoe nodded. âAnd after that?â
âShe had lunch at a street food stall near Cambridge, then stopped by a thrift store. She went to Tatte Bakery after to order takeoutânothing unusual. No one interacted with her in a concerning way.â
âAnything else?â
There was a pause. The reporter considered mentioning the boy whoâd bumped into you at the bakery but decided it seemed inconsequential. âNo, sir. Nothing else.â
Junhoe ended the call and returned to his studies, forcing his attention back to the page.
It was your fourth week in Boston. Two more to go.
Time dragged during campus visits and program sessions, but flew when you were out exploringâdining, shopping, chasing views. Youâd grown used to itâthe updates, the routine calls, being apart from Junhoe. The way you both fell into the cadence of a long-distance relationship.Â
But all these wouldnât last.Â
The programâs second phase began that Mondayâa joint workshop bringing together students from different tracks. You arrived early, a paper cup of tea in hand, scanning the room for a seat near the back. Every face was newâuntil one wasnât.
He sauntered in, looking completely unbothered, dressed in black from head to toeâslacks, shirt, and rimmed eyeglasses.
You blinked, unsure if it was really himâthe balcony guy who had spilled coffee on your dress weeks ago. He didnât notice you at first, but as the instructor began assigning seats, he stepped through the rows, taking in each tag and face before stopping where you sat.
He didnât approach. He just snickered, as if heâd clocked your presence and was saving it for later.
The workshop began: icebreakers, group tasks, a few awkward laughs. You stayed fixed on the worksheet in front of you, refusing to glance his way. But during the break, he made his move.
âWell, hello there,â he greeted, leaning against the table beside you. âKoo girlâs in Boston. Have you decided what youâre majoring in?â
You looked up, unimpressed. âStop calling me that. I have a name.â
He raised his hands in mock surrender. âYeah, I know. Just thought Iâd say hi.â
You didnât respondâjust took a sip of your tea.
âI might take Political Science at Tufts,â he said, like youâd asked. He leaned forward a fraction, watching you with keen interest. âCongrats, by the way.â
âOn what?â
âYour engagement,â he remarked, glancing at your diamond ring. âWord travels fast.â
Your grip tightened around the cup. âRight.â
He let it drop with a quiet smile, the mischief gone from his face. âWell⊠see you around, _____.â
He called you by your name for the first time before leaving. And suddenly, his name surfaced in your mind: San. Choi San.
Turned out, he was right. You would be seeing him around.Â
The joint workshop ran daily, and San was always thereâalways arriving just before the session began.
You tried to steer clear of him.
His presence grated more than you cared to admit. He didnât hover or push, but heâd always turn up beside you during breaksâdropping sly comments about the lecture, asking questions he clearly didnât need answers to. Sometimes, heâd tease you about how serious you looked during one of the discussions, and you could tell he was only trying to gauge your reaction.
You kept your responses short. Curt. Neutral. You were cautiousânot just because of who San was, but because of who might be watching. So far, Junhoe hadnât said anything during your check-ins that might make you uneasy, and you made sure it stayed that way.
You started seeing San in places beyond the workshop: by the admin building, at Tatte Bakery, even at optional lectures you hadnât expected him to attend. It was becoming harder to avoid him.
One afternoon, you spotted him againâoutside Tatte, at a table near the edge of the patio. He was smoking, coffee cooling beside him, eyes on the laptop screen propped in front of him. He didnât look surprised to see you when you took the vacant table across from him. If anything, he barely looked up.
âAre you following me?â you asked, straight to the point.
San glanced over, eyebrows raised. âMe?â he said, laughing. âIâm not the type.â
He didnât wait for your reply. He stubbed out his cigarette in the ashtray and left his coffee untouched before heading off.
San didnât pester you after that. No joking around, no glances your way, no offhand comments during workshops. He showed up, did the work, and left. It was almost clinical. And somehow, that made it worse.
You were leaving the studio late that day, arms full of prints and notes, when the door swung open ahead of you. San stood there, holding it without a word.
âT-thanks,â you managed, stepping through.
He was supposed to head in the opposite direction, but you called out, stopping him mid-step.
âIâm sorry about the other dayâI didnât mean to accuse you. I just⊠I wasnât sure.â
He paused. âNo, youâre cool.â
âHonestly, I get it,â San said, turning fully toward you. âIt must be exhausting for you.â
As the days passed, you started talking to him more freely. San made the space feel lighterâhe didnât pry, didnât ask about Junhoe or your families. Instead, he talked about Boston, the program, and his chosen college major.
During the break after a group presentation, you found yourselves walking out of the building together. The hallway still buzzed with leftover chatter as you headed toward the glass doors.
âI wanted to go straight into law,â San admitted. âBut my parents thought political science might open doors to politics.â
âPublic service?â you asked.
âAnd that,â he said with a shrug, like it was a compromise heâd already made peace with.
San paused at the echo of footsteps on your heels, followed by a small group of students laughing as they exited the building.
âWhat about you?â he asked. âStill undecided?â
You hesitated. âIâm thinkingâjournalism.â
He glanced at you, his expression only curious. âYou donât sound convinced.â
âIâm not,â you sighed. âItâs just⊠I donât know. I wanted to go out there and explore. But I donât know if thatâs enough.â
San didnât answer right away. He pushed the glass doors open, letting the afternoon light spill in. âSometimes itâs not about being sure,â he stated. âItâs about seeing what sticks.â
You nodded, unsure if he was talking about careers or something else entirely.
You couldnât quite say you could call San a friend, but in your last few days in Boston, he somehow became one. Someone you could talk toâsomeone youâd grown comfortable with in a place far from home, far from Junhoe.
You hadnât gotten this close or spoken to anyone this way in your entire life. Only Junhoe. And that thought alone made you pause.
San didnât taunt you anymore. He spoke differently nowâmindful and kinder. He still had moments of playfulness, pointing out tweaks in your notes or explaining how to shape an essay, but he never crossed the line.
You listened, took mental notes, even though you never filled out a single form. San built his own kind of boundary, one that neither of you ever talked about, focusing on the program, the research deadlines, and the mock interviews.
But in the middle of it all, you felt itâthat knot in your stomach. Every time you laughed at something San said or replied with more than a sentence, you thought about Junhoeâno matter how many miles away he was. You couldnât shake the feeling heâd somehow know, and that the next call would sound different. Colder.
You werenât doing anything wrongâbut the feeling of guilt stayed with you regardless.
Junhoe hadnât changed muchâat least not on the surface. His texts were still warm, and his tone on calls sounded just like it did when you first arrived in Boston. He didnât ask much about you anymore, though. He mentioned how tired he was, how prep school was eating up his days now that the final weeks were closing in. You told yourself he was probably just busy. If something was wrongâif he knew about Sanâheâd be on the next flight to Boston already. You couldnât imagine what he would say or do if he found out.
One evening, just to be sure, you video called him. It was early dawn in London, but he still picked up. His hair was messy, eyes heavy with sleep on the other screen.
âHey,â he said, voice hoarse. âYou okay?â
âYeah,â you lied. âSorry I called so late, just wanted to see you.â
Junhoe rubbed his eyes, before leaning back against the headboard. âYou working on your applications?â
You nodded. âThe instructorâs been giving me tips. Iâm still figuring things out.â
âI can have someone help you,â he offered. âJust to make sure everythingâs solid.â
âNo, itâs okay,â you said quickly. âIâve got it.â
He was silent for a beatâlong enough to make your stomach twist.Â
You felt relieved once you saw him smile.
âI canât wait to see you.â
âMe too,â you replied, smiling back.
The first time Junhoe heard Sanâs name, he was deep in another study group, surrounded by spreadsheets, pitch decks, and half-empty coffee cups. His team was preparing for a mock consultancy pitchâtight deadlines and rotating team leads had him running on adrenaline and little sleep.
His phone buzzed, M. Leeâs name lighting up on the caller ID. Junhoe paused briefly, glancing at the screenâit was an odd hour for his reporter to call. He excused himself without a word, picked up the phone, and stepped into the hallway, the door clicking shut behind him.
The call connected before the second ring.Â
âSir,â M. Lee said, voice clipped. âThereâs someone you should be aware of.â
Junhoeâs posture straightened. âGo on.â
âMy contact from the workshop sent a report. He saw her interacting with someone todayâa boy. Nameâs San.â
Junhoe let him continue.
âHe approached her after the breakout session. He tried to make a conversation. Nothing inappropriate. She kept it short, no prolonged eye contact.â
Junhoeâs jaw clenched. âSend me everything.â
âI already have. Photos are in your inbox. Iâll start pulling his backgroundâschool records, family, affiliations. Full report will be ready by tomorrow.â
Junhoe lowered his voice, stepping further down the dimly lit empty hallway. âI want to know who he is. What he wants. And why heâs near her.â
âYes, sir.â
As soon as Junhoe ended the call, he went straight to his inbox. The email from M. Lee was marked with a discreet symbolâencrypted, as always. He tapped the link, entered the passcode only he and M. Lee knew, and waited as the files decrypted.
Three photos loaded: you frowning, San leaning on the table next to you.
Junhoeâs grip on his phone tightened. He zoomed in on Sanâs face, dragging two fingers across the screen until the image sharpened. Something about him tugged at Junhoeâs memoryâsomething familiar, off.
He inspected it more intently.
The balcony. Club Echelon. Gangnam.
The night came back clearlyâyou stepping out of the VIP lounge for some air, the boy smoking, the one who had approached you.
It was him.
San.
Junhoeâs pulse thudded in his ears, and for a long moment, he didnât move, eyes still locked on the screen.
He dragged his feet back to the room, everything around him barely registering.
His teammates were still discussing market entry strategies when he returned. Someone gestured toward him.
âJunhoe, thoughts on the pricing model?â
He blinked. âSorry?â
They repeated the question. He nodded, feigning attention, but his thoughts were already elsewhereâBoston, San, and you.
Choi San. Seventeen. Senior at Hanyoung Academy. Parents: Choi Jong Cheol and Kim Nam Ji. One older sister, Choi Haneul.
Family operates under the mid-tier chaebol umbrella, controlling stake in Jungmin Holdings (logistics, retail, real estate); discreet, low public profile.
San was currently in Boston, scouting universities. Tufts University was his preferred choice, aiming for political science. He was attending preparatory programs and staying alone at the Boston Marriott Copley.
Single; no known romantic involvement.Â
No criminal record.
One flagged incident: a bullying case in middle school. San had been the victim. The matter was settled privately between families. No disciplinary action recorded on permanent file.
âIt looks like a coincidence,â M. Lee said on the other end of the line, as Junhoe read through the file on San displayed on his laptop.
He was sitting alone at a corner table in The Black Penny. A half-eaten sandwich lay beside an untouched glass of orange juice and a nearly finished black coffee. The afternoon crowd was slow, the clatter of cutlery and low conversation fading into the background as he listened to his reporter on the phone.
âThe program pulls students from different schools. Sanâs just one of them. Nothing unusual.â M. Lee continued.
Junhoe rubbed his chin slowly, studying the name on the screenâJungmin Holdings. He was certain heâd heard it before. And as if M. Lee could read his thoughts, he spoke.
âCould be nothing,â M. Lee said. âBut Iâll keep watching. If anything shifts, youâll know first.â
The call ended, and Junhoe drank the last of his coffee. His eyes remained on the screenâon Sanâs file, on the student photo. A sneer tugged at his lips.
Junhoe couldnât name the feeling exactlyâbut he knew it was raw anger the moment he saw the photos: you and San, standing close, laughing together, walking side by side.
This was exactly why heâd wanted you in Londonâto keep you close.
Heâd trusted you too muchâbelieved you could handle the distance, believed youâd stay away from people like San.
He was wrong.
His first instinct was to call and arrange a private flight to Boston that very nightâto go to you, to see Sanâs face in person.
But just as he was about to dial, he stopped.
This wasnât the moment to act on impulse.
So instead of leaving London and abandoning everything, he went to the gym. Staying in his dorm felt unbearableâlike he might explode if he didnât move.
The weights felt heavier than usual, but Junhoe didnât stop. He welcomed the burn in his arms, the ache in his shouldersâanything to drown out the thoughts clawing at him.
Youâd kept San a secret. Like he was some fool.
He gritted his teeth, exhaling sharply as he pushed through another rep. You should hide it well. He wouldnât give you the satisfaction of knowing heâd seen the photosânot yet. He was waiting. Planning. He wanted to catch you in the act, to see it with his own eyes. Let you think he was still in the dark. Let you believe you were careful.
What he couldnât understandâwhat made his chest tightenâwas why you couldnât just ask him for help. Why youâd choose to do it with someone you barely knew? Someone whose family doesnât even come close to yours. Someone who didnât know you the way he did.
He hated how much he loved you.
Loved you too much to stay rational. Too much to let go. Youâd been with him since you were kids, and still, you couldnât love him the same way.
He would do anything for you.
Even if it meant ruining everything. Even if it meant tearing it all down just to have you for himself.
He dropped the weights, chest heaving, sweat dripping down his back. He mightâve been alone in the gym, but his head was anything but silent.
You blow-dried your hair until it fell smooth, the scent of your shower still clinging to your skin. On the vanity of your hotel room, the ticket caught your eye againâThe Lehman Trilogy, Citizens Bank Opera House.
San had invited you earlier that week, saying you deserved a night off after all the scouting and programs. Heâd already bought the tickets.
Youâd almost declined, but this was your last night in Boston. Tomorrow, youâd fly back to Seoul.
You slipped into your black Chanel dress, added a touch of gloss and a spritz of perfume, then grabbed your coat and purse before stepping out of the hotel that eveningâhoping to enjoy the night, even if a part of you knew you shouldnât.
Youâd told Junhoe a while ago that you were going to see a play. You didnât say with whomâonly that you planned to watch alone. He hadnât asked questions, just told you to have fun and to let him know once it was over, or when you were back at the hotel.
You said you would.
You arrived fifteen minutes early. Most of the crowd had already gone in, leaving only a few stragglers outside the Opera Houseâcouples checking their tickets, a group of friends taking photos beneath the marquee, a handful of latecomers hurrying toward the entrance.
San stood near the steps, wearing a cream-colored knit polo and charcoal dress pants, his hands in his pockets.
âHave you been waiting long?â you asked as you approached. âWe still have time, donât we?â
âIâve been here for over an hour,â he said, deadpan.
âReally?â
He laughed. âIâm kidding. I just got here tooâand yes, we still have time before the show starts.â
You rolled your eyes. San joined you in the flow of people heading inside. You sat close to the stage, where the orchestra played beneath the looming velvet curtains.
A few minutes later, the lights dimmed. The audience hushed. The show began.
Halfway through the play, Junhoe lowered the binoculars from the stage and turned them toward the audience below.
There you were.
Seated beside San.
He didnât need to see your face to know it was you.
Heâd landed in Boston that afternoon, stepping off a private jet with barely two hours of sleep and a fury that hadnât cooled. The play was the last straw. He couldnât stomach your lies anymore.
M. Lee had sent him the confirmationâSan had bought two tickets. One for himself. One for you.
So Junhoe bought one too. Balcony seat. Last-minute. Didnât matter.
Youâd texted him earlier, saying you were going to see a play alone. Heâd replied casually, told you to have fun and to message him once it was over.
He was lying.
He already knew.
He was already in Boston.
He left everything behindâdeadlines, exams, the final stretch of prep schoolâbecause of you.
Because you needed to be reminded who you belonged to.
He adjusted the focus, watching as San bent close to whisper something. You tilted your head, lips parting in awe.
Junhoeâs knuckles whitened around the binoculars.
You thought he wouldnât know.
You thought you could lie to his face and get away with it.
But he was here now.
And you wouldnât see him coming.
The applause was still echoing in your chest as the curtain fell. You stood with the rest of the audience, clapping until your palms tingled, heart still racing from the final monologue.
âThat was insane,â you gushed as you and San made your way down the aisle.Â
San chuckled, holding the door open for you. âTold you it was good. You looked like you forgot to breathe half the time.â
âI did,â you laughed. âI think I actually forgot I was in a theater.â
Outside, the night air was cool. You kept talking, still riding the high of what youâd just watched.
âThank you,â you said, turning to him. âFor bringing me. I really needed this.â
San threw you a wink. âYouâre welcome. Knew youâd like it.â
Before your foot hit the pavement, a black car came into view, idling at the curb.
A cold prickle crept down your back.
Two men flanked the carâone Korean, one Americanâboth in dark suits and earpieces, broad and stoic. Between them stood Junhoe, arms folded, leaning against the carâa grimace crossing his face as he took in the sight of you with San, the kind that said: I knew it. I saw everything.
Your breath caught.
âJunhoeâŠâ
The smile on Sanâs face faded.
You opened your mouth to speak, but Junhoe cut you off.
âGet in the car.â
You tried again. âJunhoeââ
âItâs not a request.â
You shot San a final look, heart pounding with worry.
âIâll be fine,â he said, smiling faintly as if to soothe you.
Junhoe swallowed hard at that.Â
You did what he said. The Korean bodyguard stepped forward and opened the car door for you. You slid inside, pulse hammering.
Junhoe turned to San, voice sharp. âLetâs talk.â
He jerked his head toward an empty side street tucked between two buildings.
Junhoe walked first.
San didnât move.
The American bodyguard closed in on him, his posture stiff, eyes locked with warning.
San let out a dry chuckle. âWell, isnât this dramatic?â
Then he followed, the American trailing behind.
The alley was quiet. A flickering streetlamp cast long shadows across the pavement, and trash bins lined the wall. Words could turn cutting hereâand no one would hear.
When they came face to face, Junhoe still wore the same grimace. He skipped the small talk and wasted no time.
âI donât know what your intentions are,â he started. âBut I donât want you near her. You wonât talk to her. You wonât look at her. You wonât even breathe near her.â
San held his ground. âWeâre not doing anything wrong.â
Junhoe stepped in, close enough to erase space. San didnât flinch.
âKeep pushing,â Junhoe dared, âand one call is all it takes. Your familyâs grip on Jungmin Holdings? Gone. Every deal youâve been circling, every ounce of leverageâwiped clean.â
Sanâs jaw tensed, the threat hit, but he refused to give Junhoe the satisfaction.
Junhoe turned to go, but San wasnât done. âOne day, sheâll realize she has to leave you.â
Junhoe halted. The look he gave San said everythingâspeak again, and Iâll end you.
âDonât test me. You donât know what Iâm capable of.â His tone made it clearâthis was final.
Then he walked away, leaving San alone in the alley.
The car moved in silence, the engineâs low rumble filling the void between you.
Junhoe sat beside you, elbow on the door, palm pressed to his cheek, staring out the window. He hadnât said a word since you left. Neither had you.
Your hands were clasped together, unease gnawing at you. Your thoughts kept circling on Sanâwhat Junhoe mightâve done. The silence only made it worse.
You swallowed hard and gathered yourself. âWhat did you do to him?â
Junhoe raised a finger without facing you.Â
âDonât,â he hissed. The single gesture was enough to keep your mouth shut.Â
Your throat tightened, eyes stinging as you forced back the tears.
You burst into the hotel room and went straight for your suitcase. Clothes, toiletries, chargersâeverything was thrown in one by one, your hands shaking. Junhoe followed behind, tracing your every move as you packed like he had all the time in the world.
You were already crying, but quietlyâjust the sound of sniffling and the zip of fabric. Then your frustration cracked. You started slamming things into the suitcase, fists clenched, movements erratic.
âStop.â
You ignored him.
His tone dropped. âDonât make me repeat myself.â
That made you freeze. You dropped the shirt in your hand and sat on the edge of the bed, sobbing now. Your things lay scattered across the floor, half-packed, half-forgotten.
Junhoe dragged a chair in front of you and sat down. He reached for your hand and brushed the back of your palmâgentle, though his expression wasnât. He placed a kiss on your engagement ring, his words cutting through your sobs.
âWhat were you thinking?â he said evenly. âYou thought I wouldnât know what youâve been doing behind my back?â
You gaped at him, stunned. âHow can you do this to me, Junhoe?â
âDo what?â
You pulled his hand away. âThis! Following my every move!â
âWhy?â he snapped. âSo you can flirt and sneak around with another guy?â
You ran your fingers through your hair. âYouâre suffocating me.â
Junhoe gritted his teeth. âAnd youâre hurting me.â
You stood from the bed and began to pace. The pressure in your chest was unbearable. You spun back toward him.
âYouâre not right in the head!â you spat.Â
Junhoeâs expression twisted into something lethal, cruelâas he pushed himself to his feet. âMaybe if you werenât such a slut, I wouldnât have left London for this.â
That did it.
You scanned the room and grabbed the nearest thingâa heavy glass paperweight, throwing it into the air without thinking.
It hit him just below the left eye.
The paperweight hit the floor with a sickening crack, shards scattering across the room. Neither of you moved.
Junhoeâs hand flew to his face. A bruise was already blooming beneath the skin.
You clasped your hands over your mouth, stunned by what youâd done. The bruise beneath Junhoeâs eye was already darkening, a thin line of blood tracing the edge.
You drew closer, reaching out instinctively. âLet me seeââ
Junhoe caught your wrist mid-motion.
âNo.â
His grip on you was iron-tight.
Without warning, Junhoe shoved you backward. You fell onto the bed, stomach-first, the air leaving your lungs. You didnât fight it. You lay there, heart racing fast, dress rumpled.
Junhoe moved behind you. You felt the fabric of your dress being pulled up, your lace underwear stripped away.
Something in him snapped. His palm came down hard against your ass, again and again.
You cried out, every breath caught between resistance and surrender. Your body flinched with each strike, oddly stimulated as you let him take over.
Junhoeâs hand froze mid-strike, like heâd just woken from a trance.
His gaze swept over the aftermath of what heâd doneâyour skin, red and swollen.
You twisted around fast, wincing, and slapped himâhard.
The sound rang out. His head whipped to the side. Blood welled at the corner of his mouth.
Junhoe touched itâtwo fingers to the split skin.
You grabbed him by the collar, fists gripping tightly, the movement abrupt. You kissed him hard, tasting the blood on his lips. He grunted as your tongues met, breath tangled and hot between you.Â
He pinned you down, devouring your mouth. But before he could strip you, you actedâquick and forceful, flipping him despite the strength difference.
He let you.
You straddled him with your dress still on.
Junhoe let you take control. His hands held your waist, groaning as you reached for his belt. You did it swiftly. The sound of the buckle unfastening nearly sent him over the edge. You didnât remove it off completelyâonly what you needed.
Junhoe let out a low growl as you guided his dick toward your entrance. You were already wet from his spanking earlier, and the kissing had only made you want more. A croak escaped your throat as you felt the hardness of his tip. It always hurt like the first time, whenever it had been a while. But despite the ache, you began rolling your hips deliberately. Junhoe placed his hands on your knees, trying not to stray anywhere else. He knew exactly what you neededâto feel something by feeling him. To pour all your pent-up emotion onto him. He matched your rhythm, savoring the way your pussy throbbed around him.
The pain dissolved into pleasure. You quickened the motion, hips grinding, chasing the feeling while you fondled yourself, your nipples erect from inside your dress.
Junhoe lay beneath you, panting, his hands fisting the sheets. You writhed above him, the room echoed with moans and the slick sound of skin meeting skin.
Each thrust sunk deeper. Each whine louder.
You wanted to feel everythingâand you did.
You felt it buildingâyour body arching as you convulsed. Junhoeâs stuttered breaths told you he was close.
He withdrew his hardened length from your dripping cunt just in time, before he could spill his seed inside you. Rising to his knees, he stroked himself with urgency, eyes fixed on you, still aching for the lost contact. You leaned back on one elbow, one leg raised, spreading yourself to him. You mirrored his motion, two digits working in and out of your folds as you watched himâdisheveled, mouth agape. His face and lips down to his chin still bore traces of dried blood. You kept pace, tracking each twitch of his bodyâwatching until you both reached orgasm, spilling cum onto the silk sheets.
Junhoe lay half-upright against the headboard, chest heaving, eyelids shut.
You stayed where you wereâhead dangling off the foot of the bed, catching air in shallow bursts. Once heâd composed himself, he reached for the tissues on the bedside table, tending to himself and then to you with quiet care before tossing them in the trash.
Junhoe coaxed you closer, hands on your ankles, his body folding toward yours. You cupped his face. The anger had vanished from his features, leaving only the bruises youâd left. Your thumb traced each mark slowly, reverently.
âIâm sorry, Junhoe,â you whispered, voice cracking as the sob rose again.
Junhoe slid his arms under you, lifting you gently from where you lay. He held you close, your trembling body folding into his chest.
Between the embrace, his thumb found your cheek, wiping away the tears as they came.
âI deserve it, so stop crying now.â he cooed.Â
Junhoeâs split lip brushed your forehead, your nose, then your mouth. Each kiss softer than the last, like he was afraid to break you further.
âIâm sorry for what I said too,â he murmured. âI wonât say it again.â
A faint smile broke through you despite the tearsâyour heart ached for him, not just for the marks on his skin, but for everything youâd said and done.
Junhoe shifted, easing both of you down onto the bed. His arm wrapped around you from behind, pulling you into the curve of his body, breath warm against your neck.
He was tiredâbone-deep, and you felt it in the way he held you. Sleepless, restless nights had caught up to him, along with every fight, every argument, and every moment of longing that had passed between you.
Youâd stopped cryingâjust the occasional sniffle now.
Junhoeâs voice was fading, thick with sleep.
âYou shouldâve told me you liked plays. Iâd take you to any of them, anywhere in the world.â
âIâll come with you next time,â you beamed, nuzzling into his warmth and slipping into slumber.