Yeah... let’s talk. This is very important and...things are bad. I’ll explain the bare, bare basics but I need help.
So the internet at my house is off, I’m unemployed, and I’m not sure how I’m going to survive the next month or so in an abusive home. I’m only able to make this post because I’m staying the night at my aunt’s but I don’t know when I’ll be able to get on again. So I’m going to kind of... make my situation as clear as possible. I’ll keep it under a read more but I’d appreciate it if people read this post.
There is a TL;DR at the bottom of this post along if you don’t want to read the whole thing. But I’m begging you to please read this and share it.
So my internet got shut off on April 2nd. The bill owed is well over 200 dollars but my parent’s don’t seem to be interested in paying it. My sister lost her job, and she has been crashing at the house whenever she feels like it. Racking up the bills and then dodging when they need to be paid I guess, I don’t know.
Anyways, I’m here to say that I have next to no contact with anybody I know when I’m at home. The only working phone is my dad’s, and he also has the only car that he takes to and from work. So even if I wanted to get another job, I unfortunately can’t. I’m literally put into a position where I can’t even apply anywhere because I live in the middle of nowhere.
My parents are both alcoholics and junkies. With summer rolling around they’re more prone to get into fights. The most recent fight ended with my mother trashing the house and breaking a few things. Pretty sure that my dad did the same thing to our garage. They both have been trying to get me to do drugs with them as of late. And I’m not talking stuff like weed, I mean like dope. Heavy shit. I’m terrified on what might happen on my 21st birthday in June. They’re manipulative and abusive and I’m terrified when they’ll snap on me again.
The house has no working plumbing at all. That means no water in the house whatsoever. Don’t even have a working toilet. I have to walk about twenty minutes down a gravel road to my nearest neighbor to fill up gallons of water and then carry them all back a few at a time. And now, thanks to my sister, we might lose power. In which case, I... I don’t know what’ll happen. I know that I’ve been teetering on the edge of a serious mental breakdown, but with no wi-fi or a working phone plus living in the ass end of nowhere in the country, I can’t get any sort of help.
My girlfriend and her cousins are trying to save up money to help me get up to Michigan. Even if it’s just for a couple of weeks. I don’t know a definitive amount but I am going to leave my girlfriend’s username in this post along with my paypal information. They’ll have full access to my funds because I can’t trust my family with it. They’re well known to steal from me regardless of how much money I have. Could’ve been 20 dollars or 20 cents - doesn’t matter.
I don’t really know what else to do. I’m trapped in a position where I can’t do anything. So I can only leave the plans here and trust that somebody will read them.
They’ll be driving through Indiana around May 25th. That’ll be the easiest way for them to pick me up and get me up to Michigan. I don’t know how much money it would take, which is why I’m leaving my girlfriend’s information. I’d imagine there would be the cost of a hotel room and then the gas money, but no definitive amount has been set yet. She’d know more about it than I would.
Her tumblr is @sleepybunloaf. If you have any questions, please ask her or ask if you can talk to one of her friends. My paypal is [email protected] and there is a donation button in the top left corner of my blog.
Thank you for reading this. I know that it’s long and a lot to take in, and there’s still a lot I’m leaving out because it would just drag this post on. But any and all donations would be appreciated. Please, if you can, help them help me. I can’t take it anymore.
Tl;dr: I’m trying to escape an abusive home but I’m trapped in a position where I can’t even take steps to get out. And my parents belittle me for it knowing that I can’t get out. I have no water, no wi-fi, and no food. My girlfriend and her cousin’s are trying to help but the soonest they could get me out would, again, be May 25th. Any other questions about how much that would cost can only be answered by them.
Okay since this app is rude, let’s try that again. If you’re headed to Akon, be on the lookout for me as Touko or Lavi! Badge name will read “SireOfCheshire” if you can see it. I’m borrowing these from @koreiisis so it’s my first time actually cosplaying something!
No specific days for these, if I have it on I have it on.
I'm gonna spend the rest of my life wondering if Deidara has a left nipple also, thank you for the really nice tag ;;
( I hope this was okay to post publicly, if not let me know!)And asddfhjkl I’m sorry that you’ll be forever haunted by this, the realization that we DON’T KNOW is truly haunting.And you’re welcome! That cosplay was for real amazing, it’s one of the best ones I’ve ever seen!
