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pussy so good it changes ur alignment essentially LMAWEGAIOWHEGOAIWH

I WANT MORE OF THEM TOO DW BUT I GET SO EMBARRASSED PLAYING IT OUT W MY DM BC I AM A WEENIEEEEEE

but thats Mylbor Tafferac an ice wind dale npc who is a bounty hunter and travels around w his boys and they eventually met in bryn shander and had some banter back and forth ended up having a one night stand and hit it off and started the point in the timeline for IWD known as BC and AD which is before the cockening and after dickening.

he had tried to goad her into accepting a bet as to who could take down a red yeti first which was a bounty and she turned it down bc the group didnt wanna do it and lost out on 300 gold. :/ bc we ended up getting the yeti first :/

but theyve hooked up a couple of more times and each time they have she's stolen a lil stn from him. first time was his hair tie, second time was some cash LMFAO third time she went through his stuff and almost stole this pipe but his one boy Hasten caught her digging through his stuff and she tried to play it off and say that she was getting something for him. he said 'cmon man let him have this.' and she felt bad and put it back.

we keep kinda movin around and are now back in bryn shander for midsummer festivals which is the first time they've held it in 3 years since the rime took over and he asked if she would save him a dance and she said if you clean up and dress up i'll save you two and so they both showed out. at the beginning of midsummer since its like a week long event he gave her the pipe as a gift and its actually a magical pipe :3 and during this time shes realized that she actually really enjoys his company and had a custom ring of protection made for him worth 500 gold LMFAO AS SOME EXTRA INSURANCE BC THESE FUCKERS ARE GOING AFTER A BULETTE FOR A BOUNTY AND SHES LIKE WELL IM SCARED OF THAT YALL ARE DUMB AS FUCK SO HERES SOME INSURANCE THAT MAYBE WE CAN SPEND SOME MORE TIME TOGETHER.

but she gave it to him after they had a dance and presented it dog tag style on a chain and he was left speechless and kissed her forehead :///////3333333 left me kickin my feet LMAWEGOIAHWEGOI and he was like wow you must really like me LMFAWOEIHGAW and he said it was the highlight of his midsummer. then they split for a bit and she said she'd be back and for him to not get shit faced and too tired from dancing w others and some shit went down anko got stabbed in the leg w an icicle and she came back and was like hey i want that second dance even tho i was recently STABBED. so then they had that dance and she was like wow did you really just wait for me *FLUTTERS LASHES* and he was like yea? why wouldn't i. and she was like i figured you and your boys a handsome group like yours would be approached all night to be dancing and he goes why would i want to dance w anyone else? and she goes idk cause you could and it'd be fun? and he goes yeah, i could. but i dont want to. ME KICKING MY FEET AGAIN HEHEHE AND IT GOT HER ALL FLUSTERED AND SHES LIKE WELL...and hes like what are you surprised? and shes like no im pretty awesome (totally was surprised)

anyways heres art my dm did of him thats my fuckin pookie i wuv him and his stupid gold tooth and shes got him wrapped around her finger hes willing to kill for her.

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what does your heart look like💕

tagged by @aelyosos !! ty for tagging me this quiz was fun and i did for all of my kiddos hehe it hurt! :3c

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D O R I

broken, missing pieces that once were there

your heart has been torn before, chipped and maybe even shattered. some pieces will never be recovered, and you are shaped by the loss. but it can still be shaped into something tangible. something good, even with its flaws and imperfections. you dont have to do all the work of rebuilding by yourself. allow other hands to leave their fingerprints on the new heart you create from the remnants.

just some thoughts below hehe

when i got this result i wasn't surprised in the least and thought it was incredibly fitting.

as someone who came from a home where she was looked down upon but the person she looked up to most -her mother- and has spent most of their life tearing themselves down over and over the thought of her heart slowly being chipped away at really kinda hit me....my baby girl i love her so much...she's consistently been put down by those around her majority of her life, being "cursed" for being born to a human family, being a "bad omen" because she had devil lineage and was connected to spirits, always being told by some of her party mates that she's never being smart enough, brave enough, etc. it all just kind of fit.

she recently had her breaking point and had a true meltdown where she lopped off her hair and had a real heart to heart with her party mate ruth who told her she deserves kindness not only from others but from herself. and that kind of rattled her to her core because she's been trying to be kinder to herself, and grow a bit of a backbone because she /is/ worth it. idk i get a lot of feelings for her because i want her to grow into someone strong who is also kind. a gentle yet brave heart. and i hope she gets to do that tbh. she deserves it.

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ok i MUST gush about POOKIE TIMEEE

im so fucking invested its disgusting but ANYWAY anko has been having this situationship for like 3 years in our campaign but rly it equates to like 2 months in game whatever time dilation or whatever OIAHWEGOIAWHEGOH BUT ITS BEEN A LONG TIME and like OMGGGG OKAY WHERE DO I EVEN STARTTTTTTT AUUUGH ok i make a bulleted list

they met and hooked up in town one day after drinking at an inn

i think second time they met up and hooked up he tried to make her bet that he'd kill a red yeti that had a bounty on it before her. the party...didnt want to do it......so she passed........BUT THEY ENDED UP RUNNING INTO IT AND DOING IT ANYWAY...

SHE GOT TO SHOW HIM THEY DID IT LMFAO AND HE WAS EXTREMELY IMPRESSED ESP SINCE SHE DECLINED BC SHES SO WEAK AND FRAIL hooked up again LMFAWOIEHGAOWIH

the dale had a midsummer festival and he got her a gift at the beginning of it, which was a pipe of smoke monsters since she smokes WHICH SHE ALMOST...STOLE FROM HIM BEFORE...BUT GOT BUSTED FOR TRYING TO DO SO BY ONE OF HIS FRIENDS.

on the night of the revel which is the conclusion of the midsummer festival they got to dance while all gussied up and she gave him a gift which...LOL MAMA DROPPED 500G ON IT AND MADE HIM A RING OF PROTECTION BC HIM AND HIS CREW ARE STUPID AND DO STUPID SHIT....but gifted it to him on a chain...earned her the title of skyrim married by the party LMFAWEOIGHAWEOIGHA

they ended up getting caught up in a fight where he unfortunately was pretty unhelpful because only magical weapons did dmg which...he didnt have. BUT she got to impress him by literally vaulting over a busted out 2nd floor window and landing in a graceful 3 point landing WHILE IN HEELS AND A DRESS BTW only to then get charmed so rly she did embarrass herself but WHATEVER

they went back to his room that night where she applied salves to his wounds and kind of gave him an ultimatum of i can tell you everything we know and whats going on with the understanding that you cant tell anyone else and it may get you involved in some risky business by association, or i dont tell you anything and we call it quits bc i dont want you to potentially have a target on you because of me and you having no clue. HE CHOSE TO GO ALL IN NO HESITATION and said HE'D DIE FOR HER LIKE!!!!!!! then hooked up again LMFAWOIEKHGAOW

she had two days of politicking after that and met up w him again to just kinda......vent and hang out and she admitted that she's scared of everything going on WHICH WAS SUPER HARD FOR HER!!!! SHE DOESNT TALK ABOUT HER FEELINGS...and he kinda talked her down....and then when she was leaving in the morning she told him so and kissed his temple and he said 'see ya love' HALF AWAKE RAHHHHHHH AND SHE WAS BESIDE HERSELF LIKE NO WAY HE SAID THAT

AND THE PARTY IS NOW LEAVING TOWN AND THEY HAD TO SAY GOODBYE AND PINKY PROMISED EACH OTHER TO BE CAREFUL AND HE SAID 'for you love i will stay as safe as i possibly can' and she went 'im so sorry what did you call me?' and they had a little back and forth where he was kinda like cmon dont do this LMFAWOEHGAWOH and she goes 'ohhhh was this the same thing you called me this morning? are you not going to say it again because you're shy?' and he bolstered up his confidence and said 'you need to stay safe. safe as you possibly can, in hopes that we see each other again soon....because i love you.'

IM RAHHHHHHHHHH MY DM FEEDS ME SOOOOOOOOOO FUCKING GOOD AWOEIHGAWOEHGAWOH

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brought it up w my dm bc for flavor i thought it'd be cool that like if her hp was low that using magic i assume would be pretty taxing at that point that perhaps that inky viscous ichor i always draw starts to leak from her orifices or pools up in her hands like esp if it's a higher level spell that's being used maybe not so much like a cantrip or something simpler but it's like shadow magic escaping since it's taxing. like magic escaping bc doesn't have the full energy and control to harness it correctly like a balloon w a pin prick in it type of deal still can harness it but there's leaks (edited)

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if anyone from here is over there lmk! :3

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omg now that the info is out of the bag i can post it about it hehe

IVE BEEN WANTING TO TALK ABOUT DORRIIII WHAT ELSE IS NEWWWWW hehehe

but two weeks ago my bfs char rorik and dori got pear wiggled which is essentially where we’re got yoinked into a locked channel with our dm and had stn happen specifically to us while the other two didn’t know what was going on and our DM bounces back and forth between the two chats to have two events happen simultaneously.

But we woke up and felt like we were in a dream and were in the bar of the inn we’re currently staying at in the big fae city of Eden...and across the bar we see this orphaned girl we’ve been lookin over (who we saved from a dragon attack on the aasimar sector of the city) and so we asked her yknow how do we get out of here. she said she basically just kinda hides meanwhile rorik and dori were consistently failing their saving throws LMFAO WE COULD NOT ROLL ABOVE A 10........IT WAS SO BAD LIKE OUR DM GAVE US MULTIPLE CHANCES.....and we legitimately could not figure a way out of this dream.

however so far our main “antagonist” for our campaign is called Chyellenor the dreamer. So dori walked out from their hiding spot and went towards the door, and just asked chyellenor to let us go. the pitch blackness that was outside turned into a huge eyeball looking in that froze dori in place in such fear and the edges of her mind started fraying. rorik stupidly tried to check on dori but also caught the eyeball in his peripheral and got frozen too...it was not chyellenor we still dont know who it is. but they berated the two of them and started to send vines covered in thorns to wrap and constrict around their necks. then a voice came to communicate within doris head. it was lillith again and through the most gut wrenching decision making that i the player had to make and had to stick to doris good hearted nature she agreed to yet another deal with lillith to get them out of there on the condition that nothing were to happen to rorik or the child hal. lillith promised that nothing could happen to them as she cannot touch them as they are claimed by another. 

the deal entailed that she’s allowed to co-reside in doris body and not completely take away her autonomy but she will be her vessel to walk the material plane again to accomplish her goal which is to take down cheyllenor and prevent the world from falling into a deep slumber (which she had mentioned in the past not this very moment) and that dori would have to put on the phylactery that lillith had gifted her forever ago thats just been in her bag of holding...........she didnt give a deadline so dori is like holding off on doing that for as long as she possibly can. SHE ALSO GAINED LILLITH AS A PATRON AND GOT A COOL LONG REST THING SHE CAN USE since she didn’t technically take a dip into warlock so thats pretty cool :3 im excited i know most good characters dont fuck w devils but it was a desperate time and needed desperate measures shes also incredibly naïve hehehehe

so now i get to see whats in store with her she got an ear full from our cleric who LITERALLY just was like hey dont fuck around w devils theyre tricky and want to take advantage of you!!!